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Before i close my eyes to sleep i wonder if ill dream of you, the way u hit, the way u shout, the way u spit or the way you never want me aroundWhen i'm on my own at night i wonder what i did wrong to make you mock me the way you do, with names so hurtful but it must be true.I'm sorry for the times i've roared, but you dont seem to understand that i cant open up and take a stand.You tell me that i need help, and ur proberly right but if i do its because of you.You blame me for every thing that goes wrong, even when it wasnt me at all, according to you i dont care about any one but me, but thats not true, i dont show affection because it wasnt shown by you.Now i'll dream of days gone by, of happy days but at the back of my mind there you'll be critizing me, for just being me. ________________________________________

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I'd like to meet:

Tom Tully
Bill Clinton
Steve Nash
Barack Obama

My Blog

WTF

I don t understand how a man who hasn t seen his children for more than a year can go on living. How do I as a Mother tell my kids that their Dad loves them he just can t find the time to come and get...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 23:58:00 GMT

when will the sun come out and stay?

Financially he's ruined me,emotionally he's destroyed me, he's destroyed my faith in hope.Tried to pick my head up,did what everyone said I should do,embraced independence,embraced the future,but the ...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 02:21:00 GMT

Mental Illness

How does a parent,a good parent at one time,abandon his children,just disappear?What can happen to a persons mind where they think that sending money is taking care and nuturing?How does a wife and mo...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 23:05:00 GMT