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hanushka

dreadful sorry, clementine

About Me

just another sunday paddleboat ride on a man made lake with another lady stanger if i remain lost and die on a cross at least i wasn't born in a manger i can sense somewhere right now being prayed for seems like i always arrive on the same shore from where my sails set maybe with one less lady than my vessel left with, is that a threat oh i've stayed scarce this last year yes but be assured in unrest i'm unavoidable like death this christmas is this twisted why be upset i never said i didn't have syphillis miss listless hard like the bricks i pound my fists with i mean she's hard like the bricks that i pound with my fiststhis is the fall of mr fifths forged for the hordes and the ladies and lords cept the fat cords in modern english i know, i know this must be more revealing than the sound of high heels down the marble tile hallways of your distict's one allotted city funded steiner school bilingual or montessori followed by a single high pitched scream followed by breaking glass but could your anger be mapped into an interpretive dance to a trip hop track could it be bowed out on strings or strung into a pattern for a god's eye to bring to your alma mater's holiday fundraiser boutique thinggod i'm sorry, i'm just being crazy. i'm sorry. i'm just being crazy, i know. i'm gonna take you know, kay? you're fine. everything's totally fine. feel a lot better now.

My Interests

being drenched in water. spices so strong and hot i need to run. soup. clean smells. painful laughter. depth. tofu.

I'd like to meet:

sad skies, nostalgia, cirrus clouds at midnight, thin wrists and shadows, windy days, and anything floatingand

Music:

floaty relaxy music. ashera, helios, slowdive, cocteau twins, the cure, massive attack, casino vs. japan, elliott smith, red house painters, amon tobin, richie hawtin, chapterhouse, folk

Movies:

things that make me laugh or cry.

Television:

30 rock, the office and arrested development and absolutely fabulous

Books:

first, last and always = Haruki Murakami, sedaris, eggers, burroughs, tan, toole, hiaasen.

Heroes:

carolyn ring. i still miss you. this one hasn't changed. will never change.

My Blog

found a new question thing

THIRTY Q's ABOUT ME... 1.What does your MySpace headline mean?it says "keep your things in a place meant to hide" which is a good idea to me. and it's an elliott smith lyric. 2.Elaborate on your ...
Posted by hanushka on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 01:40:00 PST

1938

so. i'm realllllyyyy starting to want to move back to the city for myraid reasons. reason number one, currently, is the fact that our basement flooded (again). it's disgusting. and the rotor rooter du...
Posted by hanushka on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 08:32:00 PST

99% now

eating: insanely HOT thai food. it’s truly amazing and making me euphoricwatching: top chefhad: imbibethinking: dreamyfeeling: warm wishing: alwaysbreathing: full and deepanalytical: yestomorrow...
Posted by hanushka on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 05:34:00 PST

jeeeeeez

ok, so i finished reading "the road" today, and i’m sure everyone is sick of listening to me talk about it, so i’m going to fill out this mindless survey to help cleanse that book out of m...
Posted by hanushka on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 08:39:00 PST

and another and another and another

these surveys are so stupid. but it's like. i don't know what else to say at this ungodly hour. oh wait, it's 11:01 a.m. every hour is ungodly during the deep freeze. getting out of bed is almost impo...
Posted by hanushka on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 09:23:00 PST

kinda of i want to

MOUTHOLOGYQ. What is your salad dressing of choice?A. either nothing. raw spinach. or ice cold ranch on the side of lettuce and cherry tomatoes and cucumbers.Q. What is your favorite fast food restaur...
Posted by hanushka on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 08:05:00 PST

1992, biyotch

1. Did you date someone from your school?only doug keeney. otherwise, i stalked michael macdonald from another school, like, the rest of the years. 2. Did you win anything in Seniors' Who's Who?We did...
Posted by hanushka on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 01:19:00 PST

coffeetown america

My ex is a nice guy (for the most part ;))Maybe I should sign up for yoga again.I love to watch my little boys sleep. all peaceful and cuddly and delicious.People would say that i'm tall. hard to make...
Posted by hanushka on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 06:48:00 PST

pure winter out der

1. A random girl /guy approaches you asking your name, you say...?ann richelle claire2. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?a bite of a morningstar griller3. What does your last text message s...
Posted by hanushka on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 01:36:00 PST

doing it again

1. What do you say most when you're trying NOT to curse?i don't think i can not curse 2. What Person on your top do you talk to the most in Person?cory 3. What time is your alarm clock set?5:304. Do y...
Posted by hanushka on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 12:55:00 PST