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About Me

Who is Monica? Well, let's dissect her and find out.
Monica's personality:
PLUSES:
Nice
Fun
Independent
Courageous
Charitable
Joyful
Spiritual
A good listener
Loving
Open
Unjudgemental
Energetic
Inteligente
Tells it like it is
NEGATIVE:
Hot headed
Stubborn
Eccentric
Stressed
Doesn't know how to treat herself
Weak
Independent
Manipulative
Cockey
Stressful
Irresponsible
Doesn't take the blame for what she does
BODY:
PLUS:
Good height
Strong
Blond hair
Pretty eyes
Knows how to compliment her body type
Nice legs
Cute face
NEGATIVE:
Tubby
Messy
Break outs
short
awkward
Big head
This is who I am. This is who I will be.
I'm never going to be the knockout girl.
I'm never going to be pin thin.
I am never going to create a cure for cancer.
I am never going to be the super intelligente person
I am never going to be a movie star.
I am never going to be strong enough.
I am never going to change the world
This is who I am and who I am not.
I've accepted it.
I love who I am.

My Interests

FOOTPRINTS

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. Each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life, there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I need you most, you would leave me."
The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child; I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

-Anonymous

I'd like to meet:

Everyone

Music:

I listen to everything. Literally. But here is a small break down of some of the bands and musicians I listen to: Atreyu
A Perfect Circle
Afroman
Alicia Keyes
A Fine Frenzy
Akon
Ace of Base
Aqua
AHA
Beethoven
Biggie Smalls
Bright Eyes
Beyonce
Bon Jovi
Cascada
Christina Aguilera
Lupe Fiasco
O.A.R.
Sublime
Chris Brown
Tupac
Eve
Aretha Franklin
Chopin
Emmy Rossum
Regina Spektor
Dresden Dolls
Poison
ATC
Spice Girls
Boy George
Ella Fitzgerald
Lous Armstrong
Elvis Presley
Frank Sinatra
Freezepop
Nightmare of You
Blackalicious
Korn
Gwar
Ima Robot
Interpol
Jason Mraz
Jem
KT Tunstall
MODEST MOUSE Nightwish
311
Toybox
System of a Down
Missy Elliot
Natasha Bedingfeld
No Doubt
Gwen Stefani
Sean Kingston
Common
Rhianna
Justin Timberlake
Gym Class Heros
Mark Schultz
Kanye West
Say Anything
Lifehouse
Daft Punk
There's more...I just don't feel like writing them = ]I listen to it all, believe me.

Movies:

Monica's Favorites are:
AI: Artificial Intelligence
The Shining
Dinosaur
Badass
Sin City
Grindhouse Rent
Clockwork Orange
The Producers Clerks 2
V for Vendetta
The Exorcism of Emily Rose
American Psycho
The Crucible
Happy Feet Chocolate
Behind Enemy Lines
Enemy at the Gates
Chicago

Television:

Fosters home for imaginary friends &
PSYCH
Law and Order: CI
Law and Order: SVU
Extreme Makeover
Scrubs

Books:

I love reading. I've read more books in one week then most of you have in this past year.

Heroes:

God
Janina Zabinski
Maximillian Kolbe
Chuck and Linda
Steph
Meagan
AJ

My Blog

The world is a beautiful place

so I always hear people asking me, "Monica, why are you so happy?" I'm so happy because I realize how beautiful this world is. I look around me and all I see is beauty and joy. Well, then people co...
Posted by Polak In A Can on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 09:34:00 PST

Monica is done and over with

So, Monica doesn't know exactly what to do with herself anymore. Ever sinceher parents went and came back from Costa Rica and Monica was put in charge of everything, she's been going a little cr...
Posted by Polak In A Can on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 02:22:00 PST

Balancing between depression and stress

So, I'm not handling things well anymore.I'm on this thin line between my stress and falling back into depression.I can't seem to keep my grades up this year, I can't get a job, I'm constantly be call...
Posted by Polak In A Can on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 08:58:00 PST

Schedule 07-08

Going in order 1st period to 8th1st Semester Psych Intro-Fash Algebra 3-4-Klein Childrens Theatre-Miller Physics-Thomas Spanish 3-4-Windt Lunch American Studies-Dircks American Studies-Nazar2nd Semest...
Posted by Polak In A Can on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 03:38:00 PST

Past-Present-Future

Have you ever had one of those nights where the past, the present, and the future all comes crashing down? It seems like the past weighs 50 lbs, the present weighs 10 lbs, and the future weighs ...
Posted by Polak In A Can on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 09:03:00 PST

FUCK IT

We each have problems in our life. My problems were made veryclear today. Here are the things I wish would just change for mysanities sake.1-DADMy father is the biggest douchbag I have eve...
Posted by Polak In A Can on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 09:25:00 PST

Am I alone here?

Today was one of those days, where life seemed overly crappy.My cousin and her hubby, Anna and Roman, came down for a visit this week for 2 days. I was so excited because I always havefun when t...
Posted by Polak In A Can on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 08:43:00 PST

Years coming to a close.

I just realized that this school year...is ending. Sure, I'm excited as all hell to get moving into my junior, senior, and college years, but I'm really going to miss the year. This year, ...
Posted by Polak In A Can on Wed, 30 May 2007 07:17:00 PST

What I've learned about mom.

So, my parents were out of town all last week, and I was going from home to home because they don't want me staying hom alone. I was fine with that, but on Friday and Saturday. Well, the w...
Posted by Polak In A Can on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 06:39:00 PST

Chicago-taste of polonia.

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Posted by Polak In A Can on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 09:44:00 PST