judge me
& I'll prove you wrong.
tell me what to do
& I'll tell you off!
tell me I'm not worth it
& watch where I end up.
call me a *b---- & I'll show you one.
hurt me
& I'll do it to you twice as bad.
call me crazy ..
you have no idea!
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I stand up for myself and my beliefs. I stand up for those I love. I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, and do things my way. I won't compromise what's in my heart. I live my life my way. I won't allow anyone to step on me. I refuse to tolerate injustice. I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be me. So try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame, squash every ounce of beauty that I hold within. Guess what--You WON'T succeed!
I'd like to meet:
anyone with a good heart.
BEST FRIENDS are siblings God forgot to give us.
♥ SISTERS through thick and thin.
.Ciena-Celine Calvo. This girl is my twin. We think alike and act alike! We met freshman year and immediately hit it off.=] Like me, she's down to do anything. I'm always laughing when I'm with her and most of the time we don't know what we're laughing about! lmao. It's just one of those things-- if you don't understand "us" then you will never be able too! She and I are kind of like one of those We're random and weird, so don't expect us to be normal. We're the kind where we don't care what people think about us. We're down to do the ocho ocho in the center court of the mall! We're professionals at procrastinating and choosing to eat instead of going to class. Got food? we're there! Oriental Kitchen is our spot or for a snack between classes you can find us at the Wendy's drive- through. Chillin' with us-not what you would expect! aha. We're more than just two beautiful faces. Underestimate us and we'll laugh in your face after we prove you wrong! Dancing? we love, love, love to do it.
♥ ♥ ♥
.Teirra-Maria Camacho. She and I go way back. How back? since 3rd grade! Yep. She was Ms. Popular and I was one of her posse. =]. She made the decisions of who to be friends with. lol. After elementary, we went our seperate ways but reunited again in 8th grade. I was the new transfer student and she had her group of friends. I admit, we weren't close during that year but that all changed when we entered high school. We were inseperable. Where she was, I was right beside her.--even when it came down to using the bathroom. lmao. We've had plenty of our ups&downs and we always got through them. She knows me inside & out. This girl is my soul sister. I'd be lost without her. Our friendship is something words could not explain. So cliche. But it's true. She and I can go weeks without talking but when we do talk again--everything's ok. She keeps me sane when I'm losing it. It's amazing that she has stuck by me through all these years! ♥ ♥ ♥
.Brianna Marie Barcinas. Bri, loser, stinky girl..ohmigoodness where to start?!? I've known this girl since 6th grade. She's crazy and very outspoken. I think she's the reason why I'm like that too! She has corrupted me in ways that I thought were not possible! LMAO. She's more of the mother-type for me. Gosh, she would even cut my chicken for me during lunch! I introduced her to Tee and we became the triple threat! . The three of us put together was trouble. From getting eachother out of class to cutting/straightening my hair in the bathroom to running in the rain! She taught me how to be the meanest *b you have ever seen! All jokes aside-- she's the greatest! We've had our fights Those trials have made our friendship stronger! She's the one I call when I'm dealing with psycho people*! She's an expert on how to handle them. aha! She's my gym partner! Yeah, come watch us at the gym and you'll probably die laughing at the fact that we have no clue what we're doing! YES. We're girls and we DO need to read the directions that are posted on the side of the machines. ♥ ♥ ♥
.Rianne Nicole Cepeda. My Rinang is like none other! She's my serious best friend. I mean she knows how to have fun but she's the one I go to when I need to make a life-changing decision. She helps me see the bigger picture for everything. . If I need help with school I go running to her! She always has the best advice and usually I don't listen to them. I first met her at the YFY conference. At first, I thought she was stuck up and boring. She transferred to N.D. and over time we became friends. It wasn't until we had similar guy situations that we became super close. We did everything together.--double dates & first everythings--you name it! Got guy problems? oohh. She's my therapist! Back off though because she's mine! Bri cut my food for me BUT this girl cooks for me. Well, when she was on Guam. Although we're miles and miles away from eachother if feels like she's still here. I miss her so much and thank God for those state-side plans that allow you to call Guam for free!
♥ ♥ ♥
.Bethany Lourdes Pangelinan. This is one girl that I'm so glad to have in my life. No joke! It's a miracle that she's one of my best friends! I put her through things that no one should ever go through. I can't even believe how mean I was to her.. Fortunately for me..Beth knows how to put the past in the past. Now, we're tight. We have so much in common..it's scary! We have gone through so many similar experiences that we can relate to eachother so well. She's such a good person and a great friend. If I need a good laugh I know I can call her. It never fails. When we're talking--it's NON-STOP laughter! We laugh about everything. It's ridiculous! She understands me. You know how there are those people who you hate so much that you end up learning to love them? well, she's one of those people in my life. God works in mysterious ways and when he does he works WONDERS! She may not be "apart" of my family anymore BUT she'll always be my sister. NO matter what!
♥ ♥ ♥
.Jolia Amber Rodgers. Jo-jia is my dance partner. Put on a song and you'll see us dance to it--most likely with eachother! She and I have done some crazy things--some of you were there to witness some of them! ;) Got a camera? we're camera ready! . Hmm. I give this girl many headaches! aha. She laughs because I'm so random but thankfully she's not embarrassed to be around me! We know how to have a good time even if we're doing absolutely nothing.I don't get to see much of her.//work has taken her away from me!// I have gotten her into trouble in the past--but we held our laughter while getting in trouble. Our friendship has had many trials! You have no idea. Did it break us? heck no. We're better than ever. We're the .Jia's. If you're around her family you'll realize why. Right Jo? This girl has my back for everything. She may be small BUT she has a big heart. She is one of the nicest people that I've ever met. I kid you not! Hurt her & she'll eventually forgive you but don't take advantage of her!
♥ ♥ ♥
pretty girls turn heads but me and my girls--we break necks!
& best friends know the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
& good friends will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you've had enough-- but your [best friends] will look at you trippin' over your own two feet and say "You better drink that, you know we don't waste that kinda *s---!"
& I live for the nights I won't remember with the best friends I'll never forget.
& you are only as strong as the tables you dance on, the drinks you mix and the friends you roll with!
& we laugh for absolutely no reason at all, have dumb fights that end in 10 minutes, attempt to dance and sing like how they do in the music videos, have a million "you had to be there" times, gang up on the girl that has a problem with us, act like we're all on crack, and no matter what happens we're always there for eachother through good times and bad.
& yeah, we laugh way too hard and sometimes act immature, BUT I wouldn't have it any other way!
& we don't remember days--we remember moments.
&& Years from now I won't remember every friday night or all the things that made us laugh till our stomachs hurt but
I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT, THEY WERE THE ONES THAT WERE ALWAYS THERE.
- it's a promise, NOT a label. ♥
Music:
anything that has a good beat. music is life*
Books:
anything that's interesting especially if they're really long!
