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:*:-falling-away-:*:

♥*be-my-shooting-star*♥

About Me


:*:i-just-wanna-believe:*:
i am hannah
i love my friends
i love my guitar
i love my shoes
i love music
i love muse
i love gigs
i love the happiness after a gig
i love good coffee
i love films
i love my posters
i love wales
i love monty python
i love making films
i love eating with chopsticks
i love going away on trains but
i hate coming home again
i hate being lonely
i hate being treated like crap
i hate generalisations
i hate capital letters
i hate getting up early
i hate arguing
i hate being too hot
i hate too many things
i hate too many people
i hate myself sometimes
i have secrets
i have over six and a half days worth of music (163hrs)
i have developed a liking for tea
i am a geek [but not a nerd or a dork]
i am not happy with the way things are
i can be a hypocrite [but at least i admit to it]
i can be patient
i can be impatient
i can be incredibly tolerant
i can be incredibly intolerant
i can be a contradiction
i overuse fullstops
i wish i was more creative
i wish i was talented
i wish i had a bigger amp
i have changed.
iain is my favourite person
there is a building. inside this building there is a level where no elevator can go and no stair can reach. this level is filled with doors. these doors lead to many places. hidden places. but one door is special. one door leads to the Source...




*this is the last time i'll abandon you*
*i want you to know that i miss you, i miss you so*
*i wonder if my heart will ever mend, i just let you slip away*
*you're in my mind, all of the time, i know thats not enough*
*youll never fall in love if you dont risk it all*
*i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe, in us*
*yesterday i lost my closest friend, yesterday i wanted time to end*
*we are entirely smooth. we admit to the truth we are the best at what we do*
*she said its all part of the choices that you make*
*your attention is attention (it doesnt matter if its fake or real). i'll take it if i get it*
*you and me are both one and the same*
*dark shines, bringing me down*
*stab my back again*
*i wish i could wash this all away, dragging you across my wrist*
*to hell with you and all your friends*
*laying stars you make me dream of bliss and ive loved you all the time*
*all this time i thought you knew*
*its when i spend the most time, thinking about what ive given up*
*die young and save yourself*
*we all flirt with the tiniest notion of self conclusion in one simplified motion. you see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it, no matter how unbearable this misery gets*
*i love that sound so give me one more line*
*ive been empty, oh so long*
*change your mind you let go too soon*
*every line is about who i dont wanna write about anymore*
*im depressed upstairs and im remembering where and when and how and why you have to go so far*
*my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me. so won't you kill me*
*you want me, fucking well come and find me*
*please dont ignore me*
*im remembering you*
*hopelessly, i'll love you endlessly*
*missing you broke my life*
*why don't you hear me when im calling out to you*
*you're just a line in a song*
*add it to the endless list of all the things we'll never ever know*
*why won't you talk to me? you never talk to me*
*so lets face it, this was never what you wanted. but i know that its fun to pretend*
*its only you beautiful or i dont want anyone. if i can choose its only you*
*ive been watching your world from afar and ive been trying to be where you are and ive been secretly falling apart, unseen*
*i cant believe that i have to live without you*
*sharing different heartbeats*
*its 4am and im alone*
*in a dream i spent the day with you*
*you kissed me like you meant it*
*do you know what it feels like, being alone?*
*the things we do just to stay alive*
*no one else can fix me, except sometimes my heart tricks me into thinking someone else will do*
*lying awake at night*
*id cut your name in my heart*
*i am ready, i am ready, i am ready, i am... fine*
*call me a safe bet, im betting im not*
*everyone i know goes away in the end*
*fading like a deadstar*
*you spin around me like a dream*
*why am i lying here with you*
*some days i feel like crying, dont matter if its rain or shine. i feel like my heart was broken at least a million times*
*watch me drift away*
*somedays all i do is watch the sky*
*just hold me close to you*
*if the silence takes you then i hope it takes me too*
*i could make this obvious*
*the stars will cry the blackest tears tonight*
*smile like you mean it*
*i wish that i could trade these eyes*
*dont believe the dangers*
*this is what living like this does*
*you dont know what you do to me*
*oh my god this hurts like hell*
*we played out on this movie screen and i said "did you know i miss you, did you know i miss you, did you know i miss you" i miss you*
*i'll spill my heart for you*
*is it all in my head? could everything be so right without me knowing?*
*where are you now?*
*make the same mistakes*
*praying for love and paying in naivety*
*im cured when you say theres something left*
*its always you*
*i dont want you to adore me dont want you to ignore me when it pleases you*
*you know why im here*
*im not trying to be somebody else*
*oh it hurts to be this good*
*be my devil angel. be my shooting star*
*by the way my words were faded*
*in your world no one is dying alone*
*am i gunna be lonely for the rest of my life? im gunna be lonely for the rest of my life unless you come around. so come around*
*just the way im feeling*
*youd be so perfect with me but you just can't see, you turn every head but you don't see me*
*can you hear me smiling when i sing this song*
*its a good year for a murder*
*i remember the look in your eyes*
*i want you to stay*
*i cant do this alone*
*let me know if its alright*
*i wish i had a different star*
*i wanna hang onto something that won't break away or fall apart, like the pieces of my heart*
*i think i could use a little break*
*i feel alone*
*crawling out of the sky*
*i woke to the sound of drums*
*turn and face the light*
*its been a bad day, another bad day and all i wanna do is look at you and know its okay*
*its not hard to dream*
*tell me what you wanna know*
*if you can keep a secret*
*lost in thought and lost in time*
*i'll still be here waiting for you*
*dance dance*
*today was a good day*
*heaven aint close in a place like this*
*somethings never do change*
*id never lie to you. unless i had to*
*you gotta reach inside yourself and let it go*
*our hands are tied*
*i never made a scene*
*you were my ecstacy its you that im craving*
*you could have ruled the world*
*dont believe these angels they'll take you for a ride*
*can someone please help me*
*you amaze me more than you could know and i need you all the time*
*i cant look away*
*you've been the only thing thats right in all ive done*
*too long trying to resist it, you've just gone and missed it*
*lets all kill ourselves again*
*are you afraid to die?*
*we were meant to live for so much more*
*i want you to know that im sorry*
*i live for you i die for you i dream for you*
*the reason is you*
*i cant remember when it was good*
*keeps me smiling*
*its escaped your world*
*begging for so much more than you could ever give*
*you made me feel like the one*
*this sky will make me sick*
*arrest me for my mistakes*
*you're so happy now*
*im stuck with you*
*watching the world fall on you*
*today could be a different day*
*think of what you're missing*
*you dont know what youve done*
*i could not forget you*
*this could be a movie*
*i'll love you always*
*make me dream your dreams*
*theres things i want, theres things i think i want. theres things ive had, theres things i wanna have*
*watching stars without you my soul cries*
*you know i just cant handle this*
*sometimes you cant make it on your own*
*you like it too*
*i still breathe just to be with you*
*its where you wanna be*
*i know you know everything*
*youve got to be the best*
*youve got me all wrong*
*watch me as i fall*
*you are not alone*
*i dont know where we are headed for*
*youve got smiling eyes*
*i miss you, yeah i miss you, so much*
*falling away with you*
*i sometimes think too much but say nothing at all*
*what are you waiting for?*
*keep breathing*
*in a perfect world id never know your name*
*you have turned me into this*
*its all gone wrong*
*this is the last time i'll abandon you and this is the last time i'll forget you i wish i could*

My Interests

i love playing guitar & spending time with people i can act myself around.

everything is not always as it seems.

i shouldnt care what you think, but i probably do.

I'd like to meet:


no one. everyone. someone. anyone.
you.

:*:these-are-the-words-you-wish-you-wrote-down:*:
make me dream your dreams.

Music:



:22-20s:
:3 doors down:
:30 seconds to mars:
:a:
:aereogramme:
:afi:
:after the fall:
:a-ha:
:air:
:the album leaf:
:alexi murdoch:
:alexisonfire:
:alex's piano:
:alien ant farm:
:alkaline trio:
:the all-american rejects:
:allister:
:amber pacific:
:american hi-fi:
:ana johnsson:
:anberlin:
:anthony stewart head:
:aqualung:
:the arcade fire:
:archie bronson outfit:
:armor for sleep:
:as i lay dying:
:the ataris:
:athlete:
:audioslave:
:the automatic:
:autopilot off:
:backyard babies:
:badly drawn boy:
:barefoot:
:basement jaxx:
:bayside:
:beck:
:belle and sebastian:
:ben folds:
:ben kweller:
:biffy clyro:
:bill withers:
:billy idol:
:bjork:
:bleed the dream:
:blink182:
:bloc party:
:the blood arm:
:bloodhound gang:
:blue october:
:blur:
:bonnie somerville:
:bowling for soup:
:brand new:♥
:breaking benjamin:
:bree sharp:
:bright eyes:
:broken dolls:
:bullet for my valentine:
:buzzcocks:
:caesars:
:cake:
:the calling:
:the cardigans:
:cary brothers:
:cheap trick:
:chris cornell:
:chris isaak:
:city and colour:
:cky:
:the clash:
:clearlake:
:coheed and cambria:
:coldplay:
:colin hay:
:the coral:
:counting crows:
:the cranberries:
:crystal method:
:the cure:
:curtis mayfield:
:the dallas guild:
:damien rice:
:dashboard confessional:
:dashboard prophets:
:david gray:
:day at the fair:
:death cab for cutie:♥
:deftones:
:del amitri:
:des'ree:
:dido:
:dirty vegas:
:doloroso:
:the early november:
:echo and the bunnymen:
:edie brickell:
:editors:
:eels:
:elbow:
:embrace:
:enter shikari:
:enya and enigma:
:erasure:
:evanescence:
:explosions in the sky:
:feeder:
:the feeling:
:fightstar:
:finch:
:finger eleven:
:finley quay:
:foo fighters:
:francis dunnery:
:frou frou:
:funeral for a friend:
:further seems forever:
:gavin degraw:
:getAmped:
:get cape. wear cape. fly.:
:the get up kids:
:ghost of the robot:
:goo goo dolls:
:gorillaz:
:grandaddy:
:green day:
:guided by voices:
:guster:
:halifax:
:hard-fi:
:hawthorne heights:
:head automatica:
:heatmiser:
:hell is for heroes:
:hellogoodbye:
:hidden in plain view:
:the hives:
:hoobastank:
:hot hot heat:
:houston calls:
:hybrid:
:i am the avalanche:
:ice nine kills:
:iggy pop:
:the imagined:
:imogen heap:
:in flames:
:incubus:♥
:inme:
:interlock:
:iron and wine:
:jack's mannequin:♥
:the jam:
:james taylor:
:janes addiction:
:jeff buckley:♥
:jeremy kay:
:jet:
:jimmy eat world:♥
:johnny cash:
:jose gonzalez:
:kasabian:
:keane:
:kill hannah:
:the killers:
:the kinks:
:the knack:
:the kooks:
:lamb:
:last alliance:
:led zeppelin:
:the libertines:
:linkin park:
:lostprophets:
:the magic numbers:
:marillion:
:marilyn manson:
:maroon 5:
:the mars volta:
:massive attack:♥
:matchbook romance:
:max richter:
:mew:
:mewithoutyou:
:millencolin:
:moby:
:the mock turtles:
:motion city soundtrack:
♥:muse:♥
:the music:
:mxpx:
:my chemical romance:
:my computer:
:nelly furtado:
:nerf herder:
:nickelback:
:ninedays:
:nirvana:
:no doubt:
:oakenfold:
:oasis:
:old 97s:
:orbital:
:oskar:
:panic! at the disco:
:papa roach:
:paul weller:
:a perfect circle:
:pink:
:pink floyd:♥
:pixies:
:placebo:♥
:plain white t's:
:the police:
:the postal service:
:proclaimers:
:prodigy:
:puddle of mudd:
:puscha:
:queens of the stone age:
:radiohead:♥
:rage against the machine:
:red hot chili peppers:
:red jumpsuit apparatus:
:relient k:
:r.e.m.:
:remy zero:
:rhett miller:
:richard ashcroft:
:rosalita:
:route 215:
:royksopp:
:ryan ferguson:
:scary kids scaring kids:
:secret machines:
:self against city:
:semisonic:
:shawn mullins:
:the shins:♥
:sia:
:sick puppies:
:sigur rós:♥
:simon and garfunkel:
:simple plan:
:sixpence none the richer:
:smile empty soul:
:the smiths:
:snow patrol:♥
:socratic:
:soft cell:
:something corporate:♥
:soulwax:
:the spill canvas:
:staind:
:starsailor:
:the starting line:
:a static lullaby:
:stereophonics:♥
:steriogram:
:story of the year:
:the stranglers:
:strata:♥
:straylight run:
:the strokes:
:the subways:
:sugarcult:
:sum 41:
:switchfoot:
:taking back sunday:♥
:team sleep:
:tears for fears:
:tenacious d:
:thievery corporation:
:thirteen senses:
:thom yorke:
:thomas newman:
:three days grace:
:thrice:
:thursday:
:travis:
:u2:
:umbrellas:
:the used:
:the verve:
:the vines:
:waltham:
:weezer:
:wheatus:
:winterville:
:within temptation:
:yellowcard:♥
:zero 7:

Movies:

garden state
the matrix
howl's moving castle
x-files movie
solaris
equilibrium
28 days later
a scanner darkly
serenity
apocalypse now
hackers
batman begins
plan 9 from outerspace
minority report
top gun
shaun of the dead
four weddings and a funeral
a life less ordinary
cruel intentions
sliding doors
evolution
trainspotting
about a boy
team america
american beauty
meet joe black
notting hill
police academy
ocean's 11
final fantasy vii: advent children
final fantasy: the spirits within
life of brian
monty python and the holy grail
the meaning of life

i have dreamed a dream, but now that dream is gone from me...

Television:

scrubs
♥dr who♥
TORCHWOOD
x-files
firefly
spaced
skins
gravitation
ouran high school host club
pokemon
teen titans
L-O-S-T
friends
that 70s show
silent witness
waking the dead
hotel babylon
life on mars

Books:

digital fortress
angels and demons
his dark materials
gravitation
brave new world
i finished a book!

Heroes:

♥matt bellamy♥
♥david tennant♥
♥zach braff♥
♥david duchovny♥
♥christian bale♥
♥simon pegg♥
jeff buckley
dave gilmour
♥iain♥

My Blog

take-a-bow


Posted by :*:-falling-away-:*: on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 12:41:00 PST

see-you-again

i feel so sick. the worst part is that i now also feel hungry as well as sick, but the thought of eating anything just makes it worse. i'll probably end up starving to death. but nevermind.   and...
Posted by :*:-falling-away-:*: on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 04:21:00 PST

comfortably-numb

so now im right back at the beginning. and i never liked the beginning.  ...
Posted by :*:-falling-away-:*: on Mon, 21 May 2007 03:07:00 PST

mundane-existence

my wristband fell off.   ...
Posted by :*:-falling-away-:*: on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 04:35:00 PST

surrender-to-nothing

why? can anyone actually tell me?no?? didnt think so.     im so sick of all of this.    ...
Posted by :*:-falling-away-:*: on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 03:35:00 PST

cause-we're-all-going-to-hell

it would take 6 and a half days to listen to all of the music on my pc if you listened to each track continuously without stopping. no joke.     yes. i am bored. ...
Posted by :*:-falling-away-:*: on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 02:54:00 PST

no-one-else-will-have-me-like-you-do

no one else will have me. only you.   someone buys the best presents. ily.   ...
Posted by :*:-falling-away-:*: on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 01:48:00 PST

no-ones-going-to-take-me-alive

i have had the best week ever! weakest link was bloody hilarious and seeing david tennant and john barrowman was so awesome!then muse.what can i say?completely amazing.(although there is something sli...
Posted by :*:-falling-away-:*: on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 10:02:00 PST

so-much-that-it-hurts-my-head

"...she's batman!" ha. sure am.   my head hurts.   ...
Posted by :*:-falling-away-:*: on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 10:52:00 PST

theres-nothing-i-wouldnt-give

the most amazingly awesome album ive heard in a long time. completely beautiful.
Posted by :*:-falling-away-:*: on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 12:54:00 PST