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mszwanie

Only God can tell someone that it's too late to change themselves

About Me

I am so grateful that things happen for a reason. and the reasons are unfolding one by one, with Gods willing.

My Interests

self improvisation and revamping myself :)

Music:

112, alicia keys, sixpence non the richer, the cardigans, frankie j, babyface, boyz 2 men, mariah, john mayer, keith martin, tyrese, b2k, mario, avant, blackstreet, tamia, justin timberlake, jodeci, allure, after 7, musiq, gabrielle, travis, coldplay, dishwalla, joss stone.

Movies:

lotr, jerry maguire, the joyluck club, someone like you, the mirror has two faces, nottinghill, nightmare before christmas, serendipity, boys dont cry, the village.

Television:

sex and the city, friends, lost, desperate house wives, csi, ally mcbeal, survivor, gilmore girls, punk'd, cribs, room raiders, grounded for life, queer eye for the straight guy, AF

Books:

chick lits, hororscopes, romance, thriller, harry potter's series, philosophical fictions

Heroes:

myself, today.

My Blog

semi bitchfest.

tsk. tch. some people. are just soo fuckingly childish. you people are my age, and helo! we are like, what 22? In my opinion, living that long surely can put some sense into ur immature brain cel...
Posted by mszwanie on Wed, 14 Sep 2005 12:21:00 PST

blot.

feelin very destructive lately. maybe pain is pleasure after all.
Posted by mszwanie on Mon, 29 Aug 2005 10:56:00 PST

stupid, isnt it?

to write a blog, but classifying it as private and only visible to the owner's eyes? ............... baik takyah tulis langsung. trying so hard nak buat macam best. might as well just keep the w...
Posted by mszwanie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i am tired.

Im trying so hard to be a good friend. making up for all those times when i've been neglecting my duties as a friend or simply been avoiding any contact with people. But there can never be enough or g...
Posted by mszwanie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ravage, a destructive effect

[this blog was previously titled "Ode to Melisa" but had to be changed due to certain unexplainable circumstances. sorry Mel, i just cant let u bathe in the glory of the sudden fame i myself had to of...
Posted by mszwanie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

bittersweet

its funny when u read back those things u used to write about, those endless blog writing sessions which was an attempt to unleash those godforsaken feelings that kept on adding or multiplying by itse...
Posted by mszwanie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the 'fabulous' traits of a capricorn

i went thru a whole lot of these zodiac characteristics thingy but this one tops it all. this whole shit is so freakin accurate that it is scaring the hell outta me with the major exeption of the p...
Posted by mszwanie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ode to a 6510

you are so cruel. i sent you for a repair and u just refused to serve me as before. you are so mean. because of you, i can never be reached i can never be heard again i can never be ...
Posted by mszwanie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

bother schmother

i am so bothered. with so many things. im freaking and ultimately bothered. and i dont even know why i chose to be bothered. can i just de-bother myself? that word doesnt even exist. now im bothered w...
Posted by mszwanie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

love survey

1. How many times have you fallen in love, for real? triple whammy. 2. Did they love you back? they better did or else im officially Miss S.S (Syok Sendiri) for 3 times in a row. 3. When you f...
Posted by mszwanie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST