Nurse Wilberforce. [P.I.C.]

Note: If you are even thinking about messaging me because you think I'm "a hot piece of ass" please stop for a moment and realize that you are an arrogant, ignorant douche-bag, and don't do it. Because it disgusts me, and you don't even have the curtesy to realize that I am in a serious relationship by looking just a tad bit further down my page.
My thoughts and prayers go out to the family and friends of Tiffany aka Jail Bait. As a member of Chaos Crew I will definitely miss her and her amazing spirit and presence that made every night a fun night at the haunt. Rest in peace dollface. You will be missed. -R.I.P. Tiffany-
Hello.
I'm Sonia.
Whereas there isn't so much of a demand for information on myself, please forgive how brief I may be. There are a few things that mean something in my life. And those are as follows:
Art.
The definition for art is vast, but so is my appreciation for it. Drawn art tends to take the cake as my favorite, I absolutely love to draw. My preference of art is manga/anime. This is thanks to the wonderful Kouta Hirano for inspiring through his manga Hellsing. A manga in which I absolutely adore and can't get enough of, even after four or so years of being an avid fan. Other artists I like are most of the Deviantart variety, people that draw like I do. I've been drawing for so long, that it's become a part of who I am, and I only seek to better it. I have the dream to become a manga-ka one day.
"The moral life of man forms part of the subject-matter of the artist, but the morality of art consists in the perfect use of an imperfect medium. No artist desires to prove anything. Even things that are true can be proved. No artist has ethical sympathies. An ethical sympathy in an artist is an unpardonable mannerism of style. No artist is ever morbid. The artist can express everything. Thought and language are to the artist instruments of an art. Vice and virtue are to the artist materials for an art. From the point of view of form, the type of all the arts is the art of the musician. From the point of view of feeling, the actor's craft is the type. All art is at once surface and symbol. Those who go beneath the surface do so at their peril. Those who read the symbol do so at their peril. It is the spectator, and not life, that art really mirrors. Diversity of opinion about a work of art shows that the work is new, complex, and vital. When critics disagree, the artist is in accord with himself. We can forgive a man for making a useful thing as long as he does not admire it. The only excuse for making a useless thing is that one admires it intensely.
All art is quite useless."
-Oscar Wilde from The Picture Of Dorian Gray
Writing.
I love to write, and basically it was inspired through my grandma, who would ask my brother and I to write stories for her, that and just a personal fascination with written word. And I can be quite the english nerd at times. I write mainly stories, long and short, my works I hope one day will be published. Most of my stories are on the subject of vampires. I apologize if that's unnerving, but I've been enthralled by them since I started 3rd grade. I was once a poet but I found out that though I had a gift for it, it wasn't what I had the most passion for. Ask to see my work some time, maybe you'll see what kind of things go on in my head.
Photography.
This has to be one of the funnest things I involve myself in. Photography allows me to see the beauty in all things and capture it. I caught a nag for it before junior year and rolled with it, and now, I do freelance work for those I know. It's a passion of mine, and I hope, that aside publishing a manga, as an actual profession, I will become a well respected photographer. If you maybe want to see what I've taken, look in my pictures, and see if you like it.
Music.
My biggest inspiration. Music is perhaps the most beautiful presence in our world, aside art. I can not go a day without listening to music, I can not sleep without falling asleep listening to my favorite songs, I've been this way for years. The genres may vary but the appreciation is just the same.
Family.
We may not get along all of the time, but the most support I've ever gotten or will ever get, is received from my family. They are beautiful people, and I'll admit, like physical beauty, everyone has their ugly days, but that never matters.
Friends.
The cream of the crop. The most amazing people ever. The special people in my life are Sarah Toppins, Douglas Eggebrecht, Jaemi Rhodes, Jennifer Yates,and Dena Abu-Shair. The best friends. And yes, I may have many, but each has years under their belt. There is never a dull moment with these people, and I would do anything for any of them, and I'm sure it is the other way around. These are the people I hope time never tears apart from me. I love them all.
Sarah-Bear.
She gets her own paragraph.
Why? Because she is the best friend I have ever had. We've been joined at the hip for two years and a half now, and I don't see it changing. She's been by my side through a lot and she always can make my day. We have the most awesome jam sessions in her car at one in the morning. I love this girl more than anything. And I would do anything for her. Jealous? Too bad.
The Boy
This boy is amazing. Fantastic. Awesome. He makes me feel like I can tackle the world. And win. I believe he is my knight in shining armor. Because I don't know where I'd be right now if he didn't come into my life. I just know, I wouldn't feel this amazing without him. He's an Army boy now, officially. Left for basic not long ago. That will be hard but my love for him will not falter. I love this boy like no other. He is passionate. He is handsome. He is caring. He is selfless. He is amazing. He is all I want. I rescued him. And he most definitely rescued me.
These are the places that I can feel , torn from my body, my flesh it peels. During this ride we can cut up what we like. Waiting alone i cannot resist, feeling this hate i have never missed. Please someone give me a reason to peel off my face. Blood is pouring...blood is pouring.