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About Me

I am a minimalist at heart. Keep it simple. I do not carry a lot through my life anymore. The simplicity of this world is in itself exactly that. Simple. Drama is my foe. My favorite lesson made on life is Lacon's point on fantasies and desires.

Lacon's point states that fantasies have to be unrealistic, because the moment, the second you get what you seek, you do not; you cannot want it anymore. In order to continue to exist, desire must have its objects perpetually absent. It is not the "it" that you want; it is the fantasy of it. So desire supports crazy fantasies.
This is what Pascal means when he says 'we are only truly happy when we are daydreaming about future happiness'. Or why we say the hunt is sweeter than the kill or be careful what you wish for, not because you will, but because you are doomed not to want it once you do.

So the lesson of Lacon is living by your wants will never make you happy. What it means to be fully human is to strive to live by ideas and ideals and not to measure your life by what you have obtained by your small desires, but integrity, compassion, rationality, even self sacrifice. Because the only way we can measure the value of our own lives is by valuing the lives of others.

My Interests

Embracing the goddess energy within yourselves Will bring all of you to a new understanding and valueing of life. A vision that inspires you to live and love on planet earth. Like a priceless jewel buried in dark layers of soil and stone Earth radiates her brilliant beauty into the caverns of space and time. Perhaps you are aware of those who watch over your home And experience of this place to visit and play with reality. You are becoming aware of yourself as a gamemaster.

I'd like to meet:

People who would want to meet me. I think that is a fair call. Basically, someone without the personality of a doorknob.

Music:

Tool, Ministry, Prodigy, NIN, A Perfect Circle, Front 242, Filter, Radiohead, Chemical Brothers, Disturbed, Cold, Aphex Twins, Chevelle, System of a Down, Oakenfold, Chicane, ATB, Ferry Corsten, The Crystal Method, Godhead, Gorillaz, Iggy Pop, Jamiroquai, Joy Division, Lords of Acid, Stabbing Westwards, The Cure, The Killers, The White Stripes, Three Days Grace, Underworld, Tiesto, BT, PVD, ATB, Propellerheads, Leftfield, Armin Van Buuren, iio, Coldplay, Echo & the Bunnymen, Psy-Trance, Goa, you get the idea.

Movies:

Too many to list. Anything that is good. And by good I mean makes you think, "hmmm, wow that is trippy and kinda crazy. I think I will go run my car into a tree just to see how it feels" kinda good.

Television:

I do not watch television. I have one --It is a piece of furniture.

Books:

More like authors: Miguel De Cervantes, Blaise Pascal, Don Quijote, Immanuel Kant, Martin Heidegger, Jiddu Krishnamurti, Albert Camus, Dante Allighieri, Robert Persig, Fritjof Capra, Hunter Thompson, Kahlil Gibran, Bob Frissell, Allen Ginsberg, Jack Kerouac, Depok Chapra, William Boroughs, Jean-Paul Sartre, Thomas Nagel, David Hume, Bertrand Russell, RenÃ© Descartes, Thomas Reid.

Heroes:

Anybody who actually thinks with their brain is my hero. There are way too many people in this world with the IQ of two dead pigeons.

My Blog

new audio up from show (repost from bulletin)

Hey all, i have not been around for a while. life is too busy right now. however, I have just posted new audio from the radio show. it is one of my more favorite segments so i would like to share it w...
Posted by In Colorado on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 08:07:00 PST

Radio Audio

Okay, You asked for it and now you shall have it. I have just posted about 20 minutes from the show on Sunday for you to check out. See my top 8 and locate 'Public Domain': There you can f...
Posted by In Colorado on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 08:44:00 PST

To see what 'is'

(revised 04/12/06) I wish to discuss with you, to pose the question, what 'is'? It is a simple word -- is it not? But have you really taken the time to observe what 'is'? To discuss efforts in o...
Posted by In Colorado on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 10:14:00 PST

Goad

Some have questioned this word from the last blog. So I shall provide definition. Goad: a pointed instrument that is used to prod into a state of motion stab or urge on as if with a pointed sti...
Posted by In Colorado on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 09:18:00 PST

Saturn Return

:::::The Saturn Return is the astrological phenomenon that occurs in a person's natal chart at approximately 28-30 years old. The planet Saturn takes approximately 29.5 years to orbit the Sun; when it...
Posted by In Colorado on Sun, 09 Apr 2006 05:38:00 PST

Canorous Thaumaturgy

Canorous Thaumaturgy ~~ Magical Music Canorous: adj.: Melodious, musical Thaumaturgy n.: The act of performing something wonderful; magic With the advent of Tool's new album, I felt it w...
Posted by In Colorado on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 11:23:00 PST

Good-bye old friend

I was informed this afternoon that my, hers, ours, whatever; i do not wish to argue that point, the dog that my ex-wife, our son and myself shared for so many years suddenly fell very ill and was plac...
Posted by In Colorado on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 01:22:00 PST

To define 'love'

I have been reading a lot of blogs lately that have been discussing 'love' -- in a good manner or otherwise. I felt sharing some thoughts on love might help those who are struggling, and those who jus...
Posted by In Colorado on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 10:11:00 PST

Juxtaposed

okay, one more from my past. This one dates back to about the same time. ~90-92 Perfect vision painted though perfect sight Blinded by truth because I know only lies Joined the cult 'cau...
Posted by In Colorado on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 10:34:00 PST

To define one's self as 'Californian'

I believe I wrote this in my mid-teens. Since my mind is blank now, I thought I would share some writings from my past. Powers force me to cry, a man trapped in a little boy's body ...
Posted by In Colorado on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 09:54:00 PST