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She got her own--.I got it..

gAME oVER.iiM dONE.wEN U wANT dA rEALEST gET aT mE..da makin of a women.,*.Lakiera Sharee.

About Me


da hottest bych unda da sun
Small Wit A/lot Of Bang.!
Stuntin is a Habbit.I let byches have it.Dey wanna get lyke me.
Quote of da day- | '' Come Hard Or Go The Fu*k Home '' |
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| name |-erica
| first breath taken |-camden new jersey
| birthday |-1/14
| zodiac sign |-capricorn
| very |-single
| fav.colors |-black,gold,orange & green
| hobbies |-dancin_+ singing & reading hood novels + chillin
i love yuh. espiaclly if yuh. hate me
| type |-wifey
| grown |
| long term goal | becum a lawyer & own my own beauty shop (got dreams)
well i jus live life like theres no tomorrow i have no regrets trust me i dont.ima be me wetha yuh. like it or not yuh. digg it.
i build my castle wit brick & no longer wit sand.im to grown for all the little kid games.im not wit it.wen i stand trust me its wit my head high..i dont care who dont like me but i refuse to let anybody stump my pride into the ground.thats jus me.i am who i am.but in order to like me yuh. gotta get to kno me.i will have to admit iam diffenrent i get called a wierdo alot but hate me or love me cus i jus say ''fuc it and fuc yuh.''i jus take the good wit da bad happy wit da sad & live it up.i will find away to get y all my problems cus im to cute to be stressin..i go for what i want and life.i think im the shit.gossip is really for lil kids but everybody do it once & a blue moon but im not wit it im not gonna hld yuh. i use to talk so much shit but like its 08 bay-bee i gotta do wut i gotta do cus aint nobody i use to talk about doin shit for me so i guess that wus jus a waste of time hahaha..anyways theres alot of things ppl don kno about me shit.its prolly some shit i don kno bout myself.but at the end of the day i love me.all im really doin is livin life bay-bee..i was born ordianary gonna die unquie on sum ol otha shit
Sometimes I wonder what Im getting myself into. I take the next step without thinking, typical, thats why once again I get no where. Left everything in the past, hope you did to. I can count my REAL bestfriends on one hand.Friendships come and go;It's life sweety, get used to it! I've learned to smile regardless my mood,maybe you should to =)I remembered theres always something better, never settle for less. =)
First, let me explain that I'm just a black lady, And I come from the darkside, so I'm havin' a hard time stayin on track man, My mind be racin', and I don't even know what I'm chasin' yet Been in and out of relationships, I'm startin' to see that it's me where the complications at But I'm layin' back, prayin' that, you get that piece of mind of me I thought I was right, but really I'm not sayin im wrong, then again I was too blind to see, I was in the fast lane chasin' my dream, And then it seemed when the i tried i jus fell, something just got me, Goin crazy, lately I been so faded tryin' to erase it, But I just can't cause the drama just grows greater, And I been in so many collisions by puttin' shit off till later.
"YOU SPEND ALL THAT TIME PERFECTING YA FEATURES I'LL PULL YA MAN IN A HOODIE AND SNEAKERS"
It's like I'm takin' five steps forward, and ten steps back, Tryin' to get ahead of the game but I can't seem to get it on track, And I keep runnin' away the ones that say they love me the most, How could I create the distance when it's supposed to be close? And uh, I just don't know but I be out here fightin' demons and It's like the curse that I can't shake this part of me and Lord, would you help me? And stop this pain I keep inflinctin' on my family , Hustlin' and drinkin' and runnin da streets And losin' sight of what I supposed to be handlin' It's hard to manage cause every days a challenge and man And I'm slippin' can't lose my balance I'm tryin' not to panic.
::RUNDOWN ON ME::Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
"Real byches never step foot off dey step datz why i love my byches dey my set (no homo) any bull shyt approach dey jump da jet (tasia got a 40..shona got da 9.. sarah got da glock .. young nene jus shine mary got da tech...mary keep da tech straped around her neck dats why i fuxz wit dese byches dey in my set."
NOTE TO MY DOWNFALLS

fuck all the people who tried to break me down..(im still standin)__fuck who doubt me cus..(ima be something & life)--i need people in my life but not the ones thats gonna bring problems to my life and all that other shit you digg it..well take me as i am or leave me the fuck alone on sum g-shit..get wit it or get lost
aNy bODy wHoS sOmEbOdY!! Why do boys play games? When they say they going to call, they dont.When you talk about sex, they all ears.Theres more feelings than sex, more depth than penetration, More love, than making love. Karma..Things come and things go. Boys come and boys go.But if they truly are boys, then I wish you a man.I wish you a man that calls ME his lady instead of his bitch.I wish you a man that holds the door 4 ME instead of my legs in the air.I wish you a man that calls b4 10 at night.Who speaks to you in public.Who mentions ME 2 his mom.Who smiles when he hears MY name. And prays for ME at night.Whod rather cuddle than smoke a blunt.Whod rather hold ME than get up and leave.But that's just it.I wish you a man, not a boy.Why do boys play games? Because they are boys,not men.I need a man
DA BROTHA TOP DOLLA && ME

My Interests



iam a dime dats top of da line.cute face.slim waist.wit a big bahind.yes indeed iam a badd.bych.

MY INTREST IS WRITING,DANCING &&_+ MYSELF

My Brothas

this is my brother brandon a.k.a top dolla.he is from philly.he a getta he rep his set hard body lol it get on my nerve sometime.i love dis boi.we got closer cus he use to think he was my dad and i didnt like dat shyt lol.well i will rock out for him cus i kno he will do da same.ladies he is Single for now

this is my brother from mother && father..derrick a.k.a d..he is soo funny..he call me his big brother lmao (insider) cus im taller den him..but anyways he gets on my fuckin nerve but i love him to the fullest ye digg..i i will kill && die for him in a heart beat..he always got somethin smart to say..he is a ryda..everybody says i look like him..i don see it im too cute lmao.!!...but my brother isnt ugly ...anyways my brother is my world.my life.my heart we mite not act close but we are closer then ppl think..o he has a baby i love his baby boi to death too..well he thinks he is a rapper..he is o so very single..he needs help i think sometimes cus he be on sum ol otha shit..but this is one of my brothers that always keeps a smile on my face cus he is so0o0o0 dumb lol..i love my bro..

I'd like to meet:

ONE FINGER UP & IM OUT CUS NONE YUH FAKE ASS BYCHS OR NUT ASS NIGAHS WORTH MY FU*KIN TYME-GO BLOW BUBBLES.

i have him dreamin wen he not even sleepin

WelCum To My Zone.!.!!

HER SEX GAME CRAZY :}/BODY SO AMAZING |dumbs up|/KISS LIKE SHE CRAVIN|not really lol|WALK LIKE SHE TAKEN|not i|/ATTITUDE MISTAKEN|always|/ HE FIEND FOR IT DAILY|of course|/CARE BOUT HER GREATLY|indeed|/..WHY SHE HIS BUST IT BABY|i should be|"

i look at shawty && say " baby gurl don got nothin on da kid wus really good".

i climed to da top.buh.still i climb.

| e r i c a |

I'm on the move.I don't wanna lose what I came to prove.(It's everything) I expect myself to be.And I'm gonna do everything I set out to. Making my dreams come true.It means so much to me.You could never understand how I feel when I'm searching for the words to say. And I don't wanna be nobody else.Take the time and get to know me.(The real me) And you will see. =].

Now you can wait your whole life wondering When it's gonna come or where it's been. You may have got your heart broken A few times in the past Never last strong as it used to, It don't feel as good as it used to And all the things you used to say, Things you used to do, went right out the door no more, will you be the one That's what you tell everyone around you But you know they've heard it all before What more can you say When love won't let you, walk away You can't help who you love And you find yourself giving it away When you think you're in love Now you can wait your whole life tryna change What the fear from what it's been You may have put your whole life into a man Loving what you thought that could've been. I don't wanna swing your change And you don't feel as good as you used to And everything you used to say, Everything you used to do clear right out the door no more, will you be the one That's what you tell everyone around you But you know they've heard it all before What more can you say When love won't let you, walk away You can't help who you love And you find yourself giving it away When you think you're in love I wanna be the one who you believe In your heart is sent from heaven I wanna be the one who you believe

0kay, heres the rundown... I am Independent, Accomplished, Street Smart, Book Smart, Sure and Insecure, Intuitive, Determined, Demanding, Stubborn & Sumtimes downright Impossible... Dont be discouraged though, I'm a sweetheart too :)A Lover, A Lady (though I also have BITCH down to perfection), A Leader...

YOU KNOW IT TOOK ME A MINUTE TO REALIZE THAT LIFE AINT ALWAYS WUT ITS CRACKED UP TO BE.IT AINT ALWAYS RAINBOWS AND BUTTERFLIES LIKE I THOUGHT.THE SHIT IS COMPLICATED.ONE MINUTE YOUR HAPPY AND THE NEXT YOUR SAD.I HAD SPENDING MOST OF MY LIFE FELLING ORRY FOR MYSELF AND BLAMING EVERYBODY ELSE FOR MY PROBLEMS.YOU KOW EVERYBODYS HEART HAS A LONG MEMORY AND THE MIND HAS SCARS.I HAD TO COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT WE ALL ARE DEALT HEARTACHE AND PAIN,BUT WHAT I'VE LEARNE IS THAT THERE IS A LESSN TO BE LEARNED IN LIFE.YOU JUST LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES,DUST YORSELF OFF AND KEEP IT MOVIN.IF YOU BELIEVE IN LIFE,HOPE,YOURSELF AND GOD THEN YOU WILL BE FINE.MY HEART IS FULL AND DETERMINED TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.I DONT CARE IF I GOTTA GO THE HARD WAY IMA BE SOMETHING N LIFE FUCK WUT YOU HERD..IM ERICA DA BADDEST BITCH & DA GAME..TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT YA DIGG...

| this boi |

I saw you from afar You smiled at me But nothing then prepared me For what was to be I regret not having told you How I felt But now it's no use at all It's just too late And I'm living my life on my own Nobody knows what I've been through Nobody cares Cause I'm living my life on my own Lonely place to be I know But nobody cares for me All those months that I loved you And hoped you did too But I was just too frightened To make the first move It's not that I'm a coward But I had so much to lose At least I had your friendship Didn't want to lose it too And I'm living my life on my own Nobody knows what I've been through Nobody cares Cause I'm living my life on my own and i still love you


Questions/Answers..

what kind of defree do i have..??? ''i have a p.h.d.in common sense''.. whos the prettiest girl in the world..??? ''i am''.. why do i go to skool..??? ''to prepare myself to become anything i wanna become in life''.. is life gonna be easy..??? ''no,its going to be extremly hard and challenging'' why do i exspect it to be hard..??? ''because if i exspect things to be hard,everything will eventually become easy'' what do i exspect out of life..??? ''the only thing i espect in life s the unespected'' do i follow or do i lead..??? ''i lead'' what is the worst word in the world..??? ''the worst word n the world is can't''.. ..

life

I feared being alone until I learned to like myself. I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don't try. I feared success until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared people's opinions until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway. I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth. I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life until I experienced its beauty. I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning. I feared my destiny, until I realized that I had the power to change my life. I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance. I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days. I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself. I feared growing old until I realized that I gained wisdom every day. I feared the future until I realized that life just kept getting better. I feared the past until I realized that it could no longer hurt me. I feared the dark until I saw the beauty of the starlight. I feared the light until I learned that the truth would give me strength. I feared change, until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.

Music:



.. aunties baby

follow ur dream

Trouble arrives in measures, and we stack it up real high, until we're convinced, we have no reason to try. If you feel defeated, you're absolutely wrong, for if you follow your dream, you could never lose for long. Ignore the minor set-backs that pile up and trouble you, or you will build a mountain, out of the stones hurled at you. The future holds great promise, your destiny unknown, but God is always helping, and you're never alone. Soar bravely toward your goal. Let nothing darken the way. You can change your tomorrow, if you seek your dream today.

Movies:

You can only push a girl away for so long. until she walks out of your life all on her own. so, be careful and makes sure this is what you want... because once she turns around; shes never looking back

aunties big boi

Television:

"I Been In The Sea And I'm Done With The Fishin' I Swear, But You Don't See Honey Your Vision's Impaired -
it's like im married to the game & sleeping with success
underhanded dealing 'cause the love was jus pretend outlandish flossing,double crossing what kind of g betrays a friend.
im doin grown women thangs...im tryna stay out of trouble,im doin grown women thangs...but it's a day to day struggle...
before death grabs me,god please hold me,im done wit the days of sayin my soul's lonely
now it seems so funny when they see you gettin money..how the niggas all smile in your and pretend to be friendly..a nigga gonna foreva try to knock ya hustle buh still da Don Diva stands
im well prepared,never sleepin,never scared,keep da lama for da drama,grandma keep me in ya prayers.
so why cry if you live or you die.?take the f outta life and you live a lie.
i understand why these niggas wanna see me break.they can't image what it took jus to be this great.!how a nigga say im shook,never seen me shake?these nut ass niggas and fake ass byches is jus nothin but fake.
as a women you gotta learn to come to terms with decisions.so pay attention cause you never know,whats lurkin .now sing along .if im wrong put the blame on me.but if i let you bite me twice.then it's shame on me..
See I never met a man that could break me down It's like I get caught in the middle I get caught up a little anytime that he's around I be posted, waitin' on standby Lookin' to catch the hint I'm doin' whatever, whenever Never forget I said I'd be here when you want To get what you need, if you wanna recieve Oh, please believe you could
IT'S HARD TO SEE DA SUNSHINE THROUGH DA RAIN.
yuh.can only take buh.so much.
Push Cumz to Shove iima always be me
all iim sayiin iis.S.E.X ia lyke a duet so bay-bee lets make a song.!.!!..haha lil miss freak..
wow i learned.u may think u got friends but dats not true.u don have nobody but urself at da end of da day.my niga got killed from his own best friend.i think dats some faul shit.so everybody keep ur eyes open.and jus do u live life while u can namean.

Books:

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My Blog

SouthSide

mann.omann. wow where do i start..i love my niggas on da south.i been livin on da south most of my life i guess (well livin n readin)..i lived on da east & norf a few times dough..well its not eve...
Posted by She got her own--.I got it.. on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 11:38:00 PST

Florida Family

wow man o man i never thought i would see a day n florida..i love my family down there so much ..i started off by not knowin dem but i know dem ike the bac of my hand ...we been thouhg so much wen i w...
Posted by She got her own--.I got it.. on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 11:46:00 PST

Lakim and Rache’

man o man where do i start..i grew up wit dese two people they are great..yes we been thorugh hell but we always mange to make it up to heaven at da ensd of the day..i love them to death..im sittin he...
Posted by She got her own--.I got it.. on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 11:43:00 PST

Mom

wow man o man..where do i start..my mother is my life don get me wrong we been though so much in life..i love my mom more than i love my life..i will lose mine for her or give it up 4 her..i don kno w...
Posted by She got her own--.I got it.. on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 11:40:00 PST

Sadie lady and grandmom

man o man where do i start i guss on sayin dese two people are the best people in the world..they mean so much to me i will lay down n die for dem or even kill for dem...wenim sad all i think bout is ...
Posted by She got her own--.I got it.. on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 11:33:00 PST

Nene

mann o mann where do i start diss girl is my cousin my friend my b0o (lol0..she mite not kno it but i love her..she means so much to me..we never really had problems cus we always understand each othe...
Posted by She got her own--.I got it.. on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 11:29:00 PST

Sisters and Brothers

wow where do i start..by sayin i love my brothers and sisters (yes) im countin my step brothers as my real brothers we mite not be blood but it cums no thicker...well i love dem wit all my heart i wil...
Posted by She got her own--.I got it.. on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 11:25:00 PST

Tasia

where do i start umm let me guess on sayin diss girl is my cousin and my friend..she loves fashoin lol..she is a talented young lady and we jus do da damn thing wen we 2getha..i love her to death..we ...
Posted by She got her own--.I got it.. on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 11:19:00 PST

Denise

where do i start diss girl rite here is my heart..i been thorugh so much with diss girl..we been thorugh so many storms but we always sum how mange to see clear sky again..im sick of lettin dumb shit ...
Posted by She got her own--.I got it.. on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 11:14:00 PST