Rachel{myspace makes me depressed}

About Me

I'm Rachel Jesse,
And this is my story
Im in love with an amazing boy named Michael.
I have friends that i would do anything for.
I have a family that fell apart, but is coming back together.
I've had a pretty good life.
Ive also been through alot of rough times.
But through these times ive learned 3 things:
1.No matter what you will always love your family.
2.Even if you wished they would die or say you hate them, deep down you know you dont.
3.No matter what, they will be there for you. Even if you think they aren't there, try looking a little closer.
Michael is the best thing that has ever happend to me
He has saved me. Truely saved me and i owe him everything i have.
No one has ever made me feel like he has made me feel.
He loves me for who i am.
He loves all my flaws and we understand eachother completely.
We may have our fights but at the end of the day we still love eachother more than the sun.
We would do anything for eachother.
And some day we will be together forever.
I Love...
♥mt. dew
♥hoodies
♥jeans
♥vans
♥converse
♥warm socks
♥pretzels
♥popcorn
♥swimming
♥singing
♥cooking
&
On to a heavier note....
I take suicide, depression, and cutting jokes very seriously.
Anyone who jokes about somethin that serious obviously has never seen or felt the feelings these people go through.
It isnt fun. Ok?
Nothing can piss me off more than someone joking about this topic.
Learn some respect for people who cant help it.
I love my life.
Honestly and fully.
I may say i hate it some days.
But deep down i rele, rele love it.
Im so happy and lucky to have everythin i have.
I have been very blessed.
Don't like me?
Good, i don't like you either.
This profile was made at Whateverlife.com! :)
Me and Michael in 50 years =]

My Interests

swimmin, singin, my bf michael♥, family, freends....music of course

"Because of physiological changes in certain hormone producing metabolic pathways during aerobic and anerobic exercise, swimmers are the most sexually active athletes".
--Time Magazine
'Swimmers make great lovers because of their strong hip flexors and abdominal muscles that give then great stamina in bed.
--PlayBoy Magazine

I'd like to meet:

Music:

JUST TO NAME A FEW.....

Heroes:

My mom. she sticks with me thro everythin. she sticks up for me and takes care of everythin so i dont have too. i no she wants me to grow up well and find love and she believes i have already found it. she believes in me when no one else does and shes stronger than anyone i no. shes raised three beautiful children and has always given them as much love and care as she possibly can. even tho i feel like a mess up sometimes i no theres no way i can be becuz i was raised by my mom and she couldnt have messed up. shes supermom to me and i just hope i have the same relationship with my children that i have with her. and i hope that i can be as good of a mom as she has been for me. i love you mom and i hope you read this some day. i want you to no how much i rele do appriciate everythin you do for me.
My daddy. i no that dads have that certain "daddys little girl" thing and me and my dad def had that. even tho as i got older we grew apart from me bein his "little girl" and as much as ive messed up he still accepts me. i love you daddy....and the fact that he didnt kill michael makes me very happy too.
My grandpa simply for sayin this sentence with a smile.... "So are you gonna give me a great-grandaughter or a great-grandson?" i dont think anyone will ever no how happy i was to hear him say that. i love you grandpa and grandma too of course.
^pics hopefully comin soon^
Michael: the most amazin person n the world. he can make anyone feel better no matter wat. words cant describe how much i love him. hes the sweetest boy i have even known n hes better to me than i am to myself. hes so good to me. i dont deserve anythin near how good he is to me. even tho we arent datin one day we will be together again
Trenton
Cassie
Eileen
Tyler
Lauren
Drake
Gavi
Adam & Kaitland
Ed
Kelsey Rose!!!!! I LOVE U. ur my little sister. n i would do anythin for u. n just to let everyone no. KELSEY CAN KICK UR ASS. n if u pick on her. WATCH OUT. but if kelsey doesnt do the job then im gonna be comin for u. SHES MY FAMILY, N U DONT MESS WITH THAT. yay kelsey!!! UR THE #1 P! haha dont ask.

My Blog

My questions

i hope and pray with all my soul. that one day my family will be whole.maybe when im old and gray. i will have a happy day.a lovin family with the "normal" fights.not another one of these crapy nites....
Posted by Rachel{myspace makes me depressed} on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 10:39:00 PST

mommy n daddy

mommy and daddy still fighting of course nothing came from this shitty divorce just becuz they arent together they are still pissed off as ever mommy works but still shes sinking daddys out always dri...
Posted by Rachel{myspace makes me depressed} on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 10:59:00 PST

Broken

Once again i am broken you just cant get enough you drink your nights away & its getting pretty tough Once i thought you were great you were always my best friend but now all you do is drin...
Posted by Rachel{myspace makes me depressed} on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 08:52:00 PST

michael

babe i love u more than anythin in this world. u are everythin to me. i love u more than ive ever loved anythin. i cant believe that im the lucky girl who got to have you for a boyfriend. ur sweet, n ...
Posted by Rachel{myspace makes me depressed} on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 10:57:00 PST

ahhh air planes

omfg how do u work these things lol. well im leavin for florida n five hours!!!! i will miss u all sooo much!!! im rele scared of planes =[ but i will be bak on the 12th. i love u guys!!!
Posted by Rachel{myspace makes me depressed} on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 09:23:00 PST

whoa i found it

lol hey.....im so confused. my thingy is even like the four boxes on my layout....sorry ocd it was buggin me i had to fix it. i bet after i post this it wont be even anymore. that would figure. o well...
Posted by Rachel{myspace makes me depressed} on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 02:57:00 PST