Who am i? I can't answer that.
I hate to have my study evaluated, yet i love to learn.
I'm proud of both my portuguese and french heritage and embrace both of them. One of my dreams is to learn mirandese and brezhoneg.
If so, why do i write this in english? Because i also love english, and my degree is French and english language and literature.
I'm over-critical with myself and an hyper-perfectionist. I push myself harder everyday and yet never am happy with what i do.
I'm pretty much a loner. My best friend and girlfriend for life is music.
I spend most of my time with or around music. I've been surrounded by music since i was a really small child.
I live music at almost every hour of conscience. Either creating, thinking or
merely listening to it.
I'm involved in many bands, ranging from black metal to
ambient and industrial electronics. I also do some production works, work as a sound tech and ocasionally as a DJ.
Some of my bands are on myspace, some aren't. If you have
the time or curiosity to check them out, here are the links to those present on myspace.
My active bands:
aktivehate (Dark Electro) - Solo Project
Anxiety Disorder (Porno Industrial) - Music and Back Vocals
Cold Dark Matter (Industrial Metal) - Music, Lyrics, Vocals, Live Vocals and Guitar
Ishkur (Black Metal) - Solo Project Sonneillon (Black Metal) - Music and Lead Guitar
Durindana (Neo-Classical
/ Folk / Ambient) - Solo Project
Lokomotiv (Old School EBM) - Music and Live Drums
VexXxeR (Power Industrial) - Solo Project
Not-so-active bands:
PsychotekTrauma (Harsh Industrial)
Succumb (Death Metal / Death Core)
I also am passionate about art and illustration and do
some simple works, some of which are at http://www.spiritcrusher.deviantart.com
Design (graphic, web, sound) would be the closest to a "job" i have.