Hi!
My names Emily. And im doing fine art and design at York College. The course is great, but the ppl I have met this year are much greater! You wouldn’t think that the majority of us are almost adults, but we have so much fun, even if we are a little too loud at times.
What you see is what you get, wheather you like it or not, im not going to change myself for anyone, and you shouldn’t either. Because you don’t know who could be falling in love with you just the way you are.
Im an extremely hyperactive person at times, most of my mates are convinced I have either ADD or tourettes, lol that’s how bad I can be. Im up for fun and spazzness anytime!
I believe in a thing called love. You need it like you need to breathe. Hate is a strong word and so is love, and ppl can throw it around like its nothing. So if you think you’ve found someone, hold them tight and never let them go, cos you may regret it if you do.
Things happen for a reason. we all have major lows in life, but then WE DO have highs that follow after, no matter how hard your life may seem at the time it does get better I promise. We get better in time, we just have to take each day as it comes, and it does eventually get easier with time, time is a great healer. Unfortunately not everyone is patient enough with it.
I know how hard life can be. Last year was so fucking shit for me, I felt like id lost everything. And I almost lost myself completely. But with help from friends, family and other amazing ppl, I have managed to get back up onto my feet and carry on with life. Ill never forget anything that happened last year, but ill wear the scars, use them, and turn them into something good.
My life couldn’t be any better than it is atm.
ive met someone who is very special to me. whenever I see her I get a funny feeling in my tummy *pokes* its strange cos ive never felt this way before but its great, its like when your breath is taken away from you by a sudden gust of wind, and the feeling you get when your about to do something fun but shit scary at the same time. If that makes sense lol. I only have a few butterflies atm, but as each day goes bye another one appears. When I see her face my heart beats so fast and my insides jump for joy! I know alot of ppl say this to someone that they like, but I think about her everyday when im not with her, and I miss her alot when she’s not around. When I know im going to see her I get all nervous, and feel a little sick, but in a good way. At least I know that what I feel is real.
for those of you who haven’t met me or don’t know me very well, I am a very big child at heart, I never act my age, unless I really need to, I usually act about 12 years old, you wouldn’t think I was 19 this year!
And yes! I am a lesbunum! But meh, that’s the way it is, im not fussed and you shouldn’t be either. I swear im a man trapped in a women’s body, and I do feel as if I wos born into the wrong body, and hopeful in the future I might be able to do something about it.
But for now. I don’t particularly mind the way things are going atm. I guess you could say its pretty BEAST! =D
Get Myspace Layouts @ CodeMyLayout.com
