Emotional, daydreamer, opinionated, determined, artistic, romantic, Outgoing, talkative, are a few Adjectives that best describe my personality. I’m a 21st century body encompassing an 18th century soul. I truly believe in chivalry and the importance of romanticism. I feel that people neglect the simple things in life that surround them. I find peace and happiness everyday though life is tough; through the simple things and I thank God for giving me second chances and for putting me through the trials I have been through because they only make me stronger every day. I love walks through the park and rainstorms always calm me. I love Christmas time; the lights, the weather, and family make me feel alive. Hand me a pencil and a sheet of paper and suddenly all my deepest thoughts and feelings flow from my heart to my fingers, to the ink and I open up and tell a story; Poetry and imagination through stories and prose keeps my soul alive and gives me hope. I would much rather stay at home with the ones I love than be out partying and wasting away my life with worthless activities that do nothing in the end but hurt you physically and emotionally. I love playing Computer games and video games. I’m a horror movie fanatic! My fiancé and I make it a point to see every horror movie that comes out in theatres! I love being creative and picture taking, scrapbooking all my memories for the future. I love long car rides, the radio blaring, the windows down just our baby, and me and Justin holding hands and laughing. I love a good book that draws you into the story and makes you feel the emotion between the characters; Christian romances, Fantasy novels, Mystery and Horror are what I enjoy to read the most. I hate wearing much makeup and I hate dresses, I would rather wear jeans and a t-shirt and go four wheeling or spend my time outside at the lake or beach. Family is important to me, my mother and father and I have been through a lot but the past 2 years we’ve gotten through all the past and moved forward and I don’t know what I would do without them. I’ve learned that they only have my best interest at heart and love me unconditionally. I love laughing and goofing around being a complete dork with my fiancé. It’s a great feeling to wake up every day next to the one person you know completes you, loves you and can make you smile when they even glance your way. To know I’ve found my soul mate has made me believe finally that true love is real and there is someone for everyone. We just had our our first child a baby boy and we couldn’t be happier.Ashton is definately the other love of my life, from the moment I gave birth to him and looked into his eyes I fell in love! I’ve always wanted to have a family and my wishes have finally come true. I’m at a good point in my life despite the rough roads we’re leaving behind and the future ones to come. We’ve been through so much together already that I know we can make it through anything. I’ve learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself and the only being that will listen and never judge you is God. I’ve realized that harboring anger towards the ones that have hurt you will never take away the pain and won’t make the situation ever better; you have to find forgiveness deep within your heart and move on because it will only keep your heart bitter and tear you apart from the inside out. I know now that life is worth living and dying because of pain isn’t worth it to you or the people around you. I’ve learned that trusting people doesn’t come easy for me but I’m working on it, having been hurt so much by men and people around me has made me insecure and untrusting. Having Justin in my life has turned that around for me though. I’ve seen that not everyone is the same and that there is someone that can love me no matter what. And I love him more and more every day! I’m thankful for God, Justin, our son Ashton and my family I couldn’t ask for anything more.
