Random acts of kindness , Poetry & love

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These poems were written by my wonderful friends/poets in a collaboration of love for Tracy
much luv & many thanks :)
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Tracy
I am a poet
writing of
my pain
I am a person
living a life
of shame
I am your sister
hiding my
depression
I am your daughter
making a good
impression
I am your friend
acting like
i'm fine
I am a wisher
wishing this life
wasn't mine
I am a girl
who thinks
of suicide
I am an adult
pushing her
tears aside
I am a student
who don't have
a clue
I am the girl
sitting next
to you
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RANDOM ACTS
After reading your blogs
I left in despair
crying my eyes out
twisting my hair
being distraught
over all you been
through
feeling your pain
praying for
you
all is not lost
for deep down inside
there is a poet
with red stained eyes
still needing to
write
still trying to
strive
in a world that
makes it difficult
to just to
get by
So power
your pen
in overdrive
while crying
and struggling
just to stay alive
Angels are watching
over you
so pick up
you pen
and write
yourself
through
knowing we
love you
and are
here for
you :)
ALWAYS!
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Wizthom Poetic renegade
like the rain that fall,,
i felt Tracy pain and all,
just like after every rain the sun must shine,
in the form of a caring friend,,
God bless those who know,
the meaning of random acts of kindness,
this the best collaboration i have ever read,,
peace wizthom
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Raymond
her pain is felt, for once i was there
Deep in my heart, alone in despair,
Premature ending is not what its about,
surviving your past is the payoff no doubt.
To share with others what you have been through,
and touching young hearts where they say, I love you"....
So Tracy, you hang in there no matter the cost,
Because life without you will be a precious life lost.
Especially for you,
Raymond Newberry
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Rymesoulnice
NO matter what and at all cost
side by side as the sun begins to bounce
off your very eyes
in the distance there as you refocus a glare
the warmth of adoration will always be there
to follow and guide you to hold that very hand
to make your worries be at ease as you fall to your
very knees and pray for a friend the one who
would give you that last breath to have you
mustard up and give you that bursting rush
to write and have your thoughts read out loud
those very words of comfort
they hold you together at that very moment
you are at the bottom
swim as fast as you could voices up above
calls to you giving you that support
to never give up have trust in that particular sound
that your soul recognizes
eyes travel down being that light you need
To save you from the depths that seem to weigh you down
every chance you get and give it your all something
would rather watch you fall
let the droplets be extra hands to hold you as you
write out each letter one at a time pulling you up high
giving you praise to make your day
wiping away tears of yesterday
for this very instant you inhale that lingering inspiration
that seems to give your heart a jump start
you are already ahead of the game
going through the maze of hardship
from start to finish never falling back
on solid ground you look back on imprints
you have made
a proof of your strength left behind
you have been there and you will never go
back look forward for a new day
to feel the urge to read your
words on concrete and battered up walls
when it crumbles you still remain just as tall
no need to try any longer
you have the determination to be
as stronger then you have ever imagined
you could have ever be
a clear vision into your own world
life is what you make of it
grab it and do not let go
climb higher then ever before
touched those knees of the believers
start watching as dreams do come true
in this reality only you can feel
for you
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Big skillet
SPEAKING VOLUMES LIKE THE VOICES IN THE SPEAKER
KEEPING MY HEAD ABOVE WATER WHEN I'M WEAKER
SPEAKING TO THE MIND BODY AND SOUL
WHEN THE DAY HAS TAKEN IT'S TOLL
GOTTA COLLECT THE PIECES FROM THE FLOOR
THAT HAVE ALL BEEN SHATTERED BEFORE
YET I GET BACK IN THE RING FOR MORE
DON'T BE MISTAKEN THIS IS NO GLASSJAW
DESPITE OF WHAT YOU CLAIM YOU SAW
THESE EYES HAVE BEEN REWIRED TO HOLD
THE WIEGHT OF THE TIRED
I AM A BOB ROSS PAINTING I AM
THE CABIN THE STONES AND THE TREES
I AM THE MOUNTAINS!!!
FLYING HIGH ABOVE SIMPLE LIKE A BIRD
THROUGH MY SPEAKERS THIS MESSAGE WAS HEARD
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Rich
I am a Poet
I am a Person
Living a Life of Shame....
Wondering When I'm Gone
will this world Remember My Name ,
I Am Your Sister, Mother , Brother , Lover, Friend ,
Disguising my pain in my pen
I Am Your Son or Daughter
Trying To Make a Good Impression
Trying to Not let my Faults Show
under my false Smiles
How I Truly Feel
You May Never Know.........
I Am Your Closest Friend
Acting Like I'm Fine
I Am A Wisher
Wishing This Life Was Not Mine
Wondering If you Really Look Close Enough
Do You See The Signs
I Am A Person
Who Thinks About Suicide Everyday
I Am a someone in Pain
Who Pushes Everyone Away
Yes I Am A Person
Maybe Just Maybe
The Person Sitting
Right Next To You ...................
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Cherry Rose
I am your mother
Bent on my knees
Praying that someone see
The pain deep inside
Breaking me
Trying to hide
The cuts on my arms
Sliced in a perfect line **************************************
Amarie
I am....
I am.... a hundred pieces of shattered glass broken by life
I am.... one percent of an equation that has turned wrong into right
I am.... a single tear that slides down a face thats stained with pain
I am.... the car that moves too slowly but still moving all the same
I am.... the bum on the sidewalk that every one ignores
I am.... the bottle of relief that burns with hope as it is poured
I am.... life i am living i represent a dream
I am.... a survivor of a past that hated me or so it seems
I am.... not a victim nor a patient because i choose to see lifes good
I am.... the girl who's often heard but still misunderstood
I am.... mixed with more than colors i am mixed with love
I am.... made in the image of the man who dwells above
I am.... sorry that Tracy's pain cant seem to find release
I am.... praying God gives her strength to help this pain decease
I am.... understanding that her pain is too much for her to take
I am.... knowing that at times i too suffered my own heart ache
I am.... I am a mother, A Friend, but even better still
I am.... I am here for her..... To help her soul now heal **************************************
Brian
That hurt little girl behind the raindrops of sadness
Covered in clouds of grief and sadness
I know you not but I love
The precious soul that came from above
The gift of love that is uniquely you
Has the power to pick me up when I'm feeling blue
Die if you must
But if not please take my hand and join me
I'm on a walk to nowhere
I walk only to be with friends
I encourage and I make them laugh
I relax and let them be strong
I listen to them cry
And I never try to tell them why
Nobody knows why, some live and some die
But I pray that God gives you the will to live
Whatever you've done I pray he'll forgive
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OX ( word perfect)
with each verse read i prayed of one familiar to the pain i inflicted upon myself with no regards for my health.... each scar stretched across my left wrist signifys the length of stress and depression i endured through countless rejections direction towards my emotions, leaving me broken within, never to be put back together and remain a whole man.... the gashes stabbed across my stomach represent my lost hunger for survival for i thirst for death and feed off of the plate of oblivion, my the life as i know it is over.... or so i thought it was, through 2 acts of suicide, nearly dying once brought reality to my eyes, restoring my faith to breathe again through these days of pain and agony fully graced with tragedy... but i'm still alive.... and that alone is a blessing in its own disguise....
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Sunflower
have felt your pain
Been there before
Felt like I was dying
But it was inside
I am missing a friend
Who comitted suicide
Remember you don't
Realize who will miss you
From the smallest
touch you made in someone's life
to your family
to someone who may have
Felt so much for you at one time..
and still does
I have suffered yet I persevere
For life is hard
But worth living
Even though giving up is
Foreign to me
I have friends who have
Had attempts
I don't know what I would have done
If they had succeeded
I pray for your strength
The extra drive to survive
Just for this moment
Focus on the good
For suicide
Is a permanent
solution to a temporary problem
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