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About Me

Hmm.. lets see. I'm all over the place most of the time, I cant get organized for the life of me, and people are usually mad at me for some reason most of the time!! Thats just being honest. What people may not know about me though is that I'm always striving for something better, I like change, I dream of the day that i can live my life to the fullest, and i am a very sensitive and loving person. I have made one too many mistakes in my life but I have time to change that. I dont hang out with anyone except my kids and myself so that needs a little work!! I love to write, read, do crosswords, watch my boys play ball, watch my daughter laugh and learn, walk, talk, be in the sun, and listen to others. My favorite part of the day, unlike most, is the sunrise. I love being up north on the lake with a cup of coffee in the morning watching the sun come up. This is before all of the rucus starts and its just me and nature. Not just up north but here too (if i have to)! Its my time for reflection and thought. I try on a daily basis to find peace, meaning and balance but i'm not usually successful. One day though i will be able to accomplish the things i dream of today. I will see the world, I will complete college, I will have a stable home and i will find happiness. I have faith in this all. Most importantly though, no matter what is going on in my life i try my best to have fun. Thats key!

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Family stuff

Its been a while since i have written one of these.  To be honest, I dont really know why i do in the first place since i write practically every night in my journal. I guess there is a different...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 11:16:00 GMT

Not always so down!

After going through a few of my blogs I see how come people dont want to be around me right now!!  Just wanted to write that today I am happy.  I re read that last one and I think maybe I am...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 08:26:00 GMT

Letting go

How does someone truly let a loved one go?  It seems like it would be simple when you know that the other person doesnt love you anymore, but it isnt.  Actually it makes it that much harder....
Posted by on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 21:06:00 GMT

Changes within

Why is change so hard?  The change that I need in my life is well..... myself.  I know i want it, need it and must do it but it seems impossible.  I recognize what my flaws are and I tr...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 13:47:00 GMT

What a bitch

So the basic definition of selfish is one that only thinks of him/her self.  This would also mean that the feelings or thoughts of others are disregarded.  The question is... is  being ...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 19:09:00 GMT

Acceptance

Acceptance is the answer to all my problems today. When I am disturbed, its because I find some person, place, thing, or situation -- some fact of my life unacceptable to me, and I can find no serenit...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 09:09:00 GMT

Change

How life can change in the blink of an eye!!! Sometimes change is good, others bad, and sometimes just damn confusing.
Posted by on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 07:41:00 GMT