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s♥piTa

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After a while you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love. You learn that kisses dont always mean something and promises can be broken just as quickly as they were made, and sometimes goodbyes really are forever...♥

Love... we think about it, dream about it lose sleep worrying about it. When we don't have it, we search for it; when we discover it, we fear losing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we can't predict which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, impossible to live without...

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DAVIDTears are the worlds my heart uses to explain that even my fake smile can't cover up my pain and even though your gone, we’ll never be apart because no matter what the distance is you will forever be in my heart. And I wonder were you are and if the pain ends when you die and I wonder if there was some better way to say good bye. I have trouble accepting the fact that you're gone, so I wont... Ill be like we went a while without seeing eachother. But I can see why God will call you home, because you were truly an angel on earth. My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow. What is meant to lose you no one will ever now.
i miss you dearly. life just doesnt get any better without you here..and i truly dought itll get any better! i love you!

My Blog

lonely!

dont know how to start!!!! i dont understand me!i was doing great... so i think i was! but it wasnt that i was doing great with controlling this painful feeling. it was more like i didnt have the tim...
Posted by s♥piTa on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 11:41:00 PST

its been 1,095 days and ive missed you each and every one of those days!!!

David,3 years ago... We said... "see ya later."You never came back.3yrs ago...I looked at you with tears in my eyes,you laid there motionless, but, yet, we still said our good-byes.3 years ago...I sai...
Posted by s♥piTa on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 12:47:00 PST

chEck it Out yO!!!

OMG At work we have this picture of my brother by the front customers window and im helping this guy right (never in my life had i seen him) and he asked "is that your dad"... i was like umm no.....
Posted by s♥piTa on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 12:07:00 PST

this feeling is back!!!!

This feeling I cant describe it Ive tried many times but I cant, I cant I hate it it makes me feel so weak it's a horrifying feeling and its back again I cant make it go away. Cant call my friendsdon'...
Posted by s♥piTa on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 12:13:00 PST

Last Years Father's Day!!

today is a year that we received the bad news about my brother..my life hasnt been easy since that day..many things have happen and im pretty sure that if he was here none of it would have happen...
Posted by s♥piTa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST