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buttnik

Too weird to live, too rare to die. - Duke Raul

About Me



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My Interests



Art

Music

Metal Gear Solid

Megan has the best pictures.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet someone who's like me, you know?
I'm really sick of everyone not being what I wanted, and then taking every good deed I do and turning against me and making me feel like shit.
And then when I think everything's going good, it all goes downhill, and then I feel even more shitty.

Music:



I like a lot of different
kinds of music. Check it out:

New Music That I Crave:

The Classics:

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE- "Famous Last Words"
Now I know
That I can’t make you stay
But where’s your heart
But where’s your heart
But where’s your...

And I know
There’s nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights that cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
A life that’s so demanding
I get so weak
And all their souls are burning
I can’t speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I’m out here
On the other side
Of the jet black
Hotel mirror
And I’m so weak
Well, is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
And all their souls are burning
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights are
glowing bright at me
These bright lights are
glowing bright at me
I said

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak
Awake and unfraid
Asleep or dead
[x4]

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
[x3]

WE ARE THE FURY - "Anesthetic Parade"

Sleeping, his only escape from it all
When he's dreaming, he gets a chance to escape from
the world and leave it behind

He doesn't know what is real, but he knows he'd rather
not deal.
He doesn't know what is real,
but he knows he'd rather not deal
He doesn't wnat to wake up to the world

Running, she wants to run across the grass
Instead she's lying on a hospital bed, hooked up to
gas and tubes and lights
She doesn't even know she's alive
Except her mother's praying by her beside
The coma has her locked into a hole

She doesn't even know what is real
except what they tell her to feel
What are you looking at?
Sometimes the things behind us help remind us of that

No they never told us
Somewhere between the conscious and the sublime
familiar faces meet for a moment displaced in time
When one of them talks he says he wants to give up,
cause his daughter has been taken across
He doesn't think he can make it on his own
When the other face tries to respond she sees the face
is already gone

Blondie- "Heart of Glass"

Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

Once I had a love and it was divine
Soon found out I was losing my mind
It seemed like the real thing but I was so blind
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

In between
What I find is pleasing and I'm feeling fine
Love is so confusing there's no peace of mind
If I fear I'm losing you it's just no good
You teasing like you do

Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

Lost inside
Adorable illusion and I cannot hide
I'm the one you're using, please don't push me aside
We coulda made it cruising, yeah

Yeah, riding high on love's true bluish light

Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out to be a pain in the ass
Seemed like the real thing only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind


Dethklok- "Duncan Hills Coffee jingle"(re-done by: ThealmightyThintendo)

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Arctic Monkeys- "View From The Afternoon"
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Movies:



may

the flats

bomb the system

the warriors

bubba ho'tep

ichi the killer

last life in the universe

dazed and confused

red dragon

nightmare before christmas

the exorcist

house of 1000 corpses

battle royale

monty python's "the mean-
ing of life"

monty python and the holy
grail

fight club

jarhead

clerks

jay & silent bob
strike back

clerks 2

Ali G in Da House

edward scissorhands

L.A. Confidential

nick of time

Grandma's Boy- "You're Fucking Wierd..."

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Books:

Books:

"Napalm and Silly Putty" by: George Carlin

Heroes:

Heroes:

Daniel Johnston

Gandhi

Kip Dynamite

Dethklok

My Blog

blind to the world, deaf to yourself, mute to your loved ones.

sight above the greatest achieved,hearing beyond the senses percieved.but deaf to you, blind to the world,and apathetic to me. stronger than the mightiest wind,less holy than the greatest si...
Posted by buttnik on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 08:56:00 PST

you can't help but watch...

eyes streaming,sucked it in before the screaming.it's over now,she's in the corner, bleeding. nothing like this happened before,many times were close.but now she's out the door,and now he must choose....
Posted by buttnik on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 08:45:00 PST

to fall in love is common...

i am infatuated,i am along for the ride.i am lonely,and i am alone.you stood there,eyes looking straight up,you never once saw me,but i always saw you.you said "hello." on the subway,and we talked int...
Posted by buttnik on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 06:07:00 PST

I just wanted to tell you that...

I hate the way you make me feel.I hate the way you walk away without a word.I hate that I'm so close to having you in my arms,but you won't fall back into them.I hate the akward silence between us,I h...
Posted by buttnik on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 05:47:00 PST

the Parody of What's Really Wrong, in the Eyes of Children.

    It's the trembling of a thousand souls,   holding each other 'till the sun came up.  It's the cries and screams of the children,that crack the Earth below their bare ...
Posted by buttnik on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 07:16:00 PST

I need someone with a mind of their own....

there is so much shit boiling in my gulliver, I can't help to viddy myself bashing it in, and slashing it across, so's that i can finish the job, you know? Do myself in? O, Brother, I can see it now, ...
Posted by buttnik on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 05:45:00 PST

FILL THIS OUT... DO IT.

1.. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we will be fr...
Posted by buttnik on Sun, 06 Nov 2005 08:10:00 PST

blowing off steam.....

I want to meet someone, for once, that has any feeling left in their tiny skull! Maybe someone who even gives a crap, or isn't there to take advantage of your love, sitting there, watching as you kiss...
Posted by buttnik on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 11:21:00 PST