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yeah whatever makes u happy..

the people that are still with me at the end of the day, those are the ones who's worth keeping..

About Me

i do whatever that pleases me..not into mushy stuffs..hate pda's don't ever kiss me in public, i'll push you away, but holding my hand or playing footsie under the table will do (HAHAHAHA)..anti-vday..not into xmas with fake plastic trees ..loves sun and sands..hate traffic that's why i choose to live in alabang..love's veggies..can tie cherry stems between my tongue..love's walking..into movies and dvd's..would not be impressed even if you're good looking..fetishes cute toenails..despises flowers (YUCK!).. into adventures,very independent, if you don't wanna come with me fine,i can have fun by myself.. i love ketchup and tomatoes..hmmm what else? i love wearing anything black..i loathe guys who lies..fetishes kalbo guys with substance..hmmmmm hmmmm hmm i love dancing with my ipod on..reading is one of my favorite thing to do aside frm pissing people around me..i'm grouchy early morning and i'm stubborn..what i have to offer is enough, take it or leave it, agrreable, tactful and polite but will back off as soon as your manner falls short, i do not allow anyone to walk all over me.. won't bang my head against the wall just so someone would notice me, not a booty call or some guys late night convinience store..i only gives when it is reciprocal..in general i'm a sucker for junk foods, and would probably die of renal failure, would make you laugh but will make ur life a living hell if you pissed me off and i don't need any unsolicited advises and do not butt in on my private life.. can last for days without sleeping and you would scare the hell out of me if you locked me up in a dark room..would die if you steal my so precious kikay kit.. can live a lifetime eating fried chicken and don't be surprised if one day i'd grown a wing by eating the poor animal.. super oc so don't mess with my stuff's otherwise i'll ripped ur hands off..many people thinks i'm a bitch but i only act like that if ur messing with what's mine..the type who makes things complicated when the truth is really easy..always attracted to guys who is completely wrong for me (HAHA!)..what else? not afraid to take risk and is very intact with my emotions.. might not seem serious but hell i am..straightforward and prank so if i like you i'll tell u upfront.. walks and talk at the same time and is very loud..i'm very picky too..i don't wear rubber shoes or snickers, the only thing i have is my pink nike which i only use when i go to the gym ( lalalala i quit..hahahaha)..i would love to have my own beach resort since i'm little mermaid's cousin ( again i'm dreaming and grinning )... i act like a guy in heels sometimes and i don't find it weird if i love seeing chick's with big asses.. i appreciate little things and if ever i won the lottery,let's say 80 million..i swear to god i'll just get 20 million(will buy a lot of shoes..i'll get those manolo's and the thing from 9west..will have i guess pairs of rock republic skin fit jeans..or i will let kate toralba design my dress..god wishful thinking..wake up!!!!)i would migrate to the carribean with my mother whether she likes it or not..will buy a dozen of dogs!!!!! i'll give friends something that they want and the rest i will donate to those kids who does not have any idea what fried chicken or ice cream taste like, id probably build my charity foundation.. i may act like i don't really care at times but people who's close to me knows better ( i only have a few, some only claims that they have my best interest at heart..duh!!!)..i really don't give shit on whatever you say about me..nor would i react or stoop down..i find delight in bullying those type who thinks they're everything...i splurge on perfumes..yosi..shoes..bags and dresses..i love scaring little kids but i love kids really..what else? i plan to dominate the world and castrate past man candy..
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My Interests

lanvin's eclat,super spicy foods,reading, beaches, skimboarding, lawn tennis, cooking, yosi, lychee martini, dogs, music, blood and gore, awful awful thoughts, masochism, toenails, freaks, emo's, rkista's, clubbin', shoes with 4 inch heels, anything pink, movies, music,vanilla ice cream, lotions, scrubs, tints, photography, sunsets, arcades, chai tea, billiards, arguments, egyptian cotton, shorts and dresses, eye cream at mapraning!!!

I'd like to meet:

im not looking for a dickhead hu would treat me like shit..nor am i looking for someone who would hold my hand for the mean time and drop it without hesitation after some time ..i don't need a stabber behind my back, nor a user who would just bitch on me.. i don't need a cute guy with nothing on his head nor an ugly one who thinks highly of himself.. i don't need a person who knows it all nor someone who thinks he is pure but full of evil within.. i don't need a liar to claim that he likes me nor someone who'd tell me those 3 magic words but does not do anything to make me feel it.. i don't need a cheater i don't need anyone who would just use me..if that's the case i'd rather not know you at all...,im looking for my equal...someone i could get lost with..someone i can take to wherever.. someone i can rock with..im looking for my equal...

Music:

rock/alternative/indie: u2, leona naess, stereophonics, coldplay, super furry animals, radiohead, metallica, nirvana, sheryl crow, fionna apple, tori amos, alanis morisette, anggun, no doubt, garbage, cardigans, ash, tonic, korn, rage against the machine, hole, smashing pumpkins, cranberries, lisa loeb, 747, arkarna, cynthia alexander, sugar hiccups, parokya, gimme gimmes, lifehouse, plumb, tx, silverchair, our lady peace, queen, damien rice, collective soul, keane, tommy lee, dishwalla, dave matthew's, eraserheads,greyhounds, everclear, liz phair, third eye blind electronica/trance/house/techno: bob sinclair, milky, kaskade, chicane, moby,paul oakenfold, benny benassi, prodigy, digital dog, fat boy slim, ministry of sound, tiesto, oscar g, groove armada, nina sky oldies: abba, phil collins, sting, seal, patti austin, julia fordham, madonna, sinnead o'connor, boys2men, marvin gaye blues/hiphop/soul: blu cantrell, missy, destiny's child, eve, queen latifah, lauren hill, en vogue, sean paul, justin timberlake, diddy, bone thugs others/reggae: ub40, bob marley, 311, wayne wonder, kelly clarkson

Movies:

italian job,great expectations,everafter,waterboy, fight club, a walk to remember, sweet november, what dreams may come, the story of us, i am sam, under the tuscan sun, final destination,the beach, forrest gump, patch adams, big daddy, gladiator, braveheart, school of rock, along came polly, meet joe black, the wedding planner, white chick, dumb and dumber, 50 first dates,lilo and stitch, madagascar, shrek, toy story, as good as it gets, snowcake, cruel intention, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, the family stone, the prince and i, the craft

Television:

nip/tuck..grey's anatomy..house..lost..sex and the city..desperate housewives..prison break..supernatural..heroes..reality shows..america's next top model..queer eye for the straight guys..

Books:

for one more day, wasted, twisted series, the devil wears prada, 5 people u meet in heaven, tuesdays with morrie, rosie dunne, digital fortress, the notebook, windmills of the god, veronika decides to die, fast food fiction, the alchemist

Heroes:

my monster dogs..my irritating mother..my deceased daddy..the gay community..my pain in the ass friends who loves me much.. my asshole x-significant other who teached me to stop being a doormat..the ever reliable team mates who brings me food in case im starving.. chicken joy.. my super reliable ipod in case i don't wanna talk.. my stupid but extravagant self!!!

My Blog

mom..happy father's day..

there's a lot of things i am sorry about that i knew caused you a lot of misery.. i cannot enumerate how many times i disrespect you, made you cry, failed you, raised hell at you and for blaming you f...
Posted by don't chase me unless ur ready to catch me.. on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 10:09:00 PST

buddy..

"Buddy"Pardon darling ..if I alarmed youI don't mean to bother you I just wannaGet you to pause and slow your walk soMaybe we can talk and I can try to charm youJust tryna find out who you areI don't ...
Posted by don't chase me unless ur ready to catch me.. on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 07:55:00 PST

china au voir to the curse..final part

well my friend told me that he was looking for me last friday, he also asked me this morning why am i absent, i said i was sick and i know he does not buy my story.. who does? hihihihi nyhow, everyone...
Posted by don't chase me unless ur ready to catch me.. on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 06:41:00 PST

china part 3.. will he miss me?

i think i made the biggest mistake by asking his number! i'm not so sure if its the grandest or it will turn as a disaster.. he did text me back of course but then when he sat next to me i can feel th...
Posted by don't chase me unless ur ready to catch me.. on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 08:08:00 PST

china part 2..dedicated to bianca..come and see me!

im still sitting right next to him and i know we both make each other happy.. platonic for him and for me- uncertain... he's not able to to sleep cuz i always bug him and i can't enjoy my av...
Posted by don't chase me unless ur ready to catch me.. on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 08:20:00 PST

your china eyes

i didn't notice him since last week.. he's been sitting next to me for a couple of weeks now, he's new to the company and i thought he was timid.. i remembered i screamed at him some months ago..he re...
Posted by don't chase me unless ur ready to catch me.. on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 08:39:00 PST

why would i be sorry?

a week ago i was crying like shit for someone.. he said i should be sorry that i told him that he's special and yet i kissed another man..that is after he made me feel like i'm being used..that he do...
Posted by don't chase me unless ur ready to catch me.. on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 08:40:00 PST

my favorite song..before i leave..

Chemicals Between UsI want you to rememberA love so full it could send us all waysI want you to surrender All my feelings rose todayAnd I want you to remainThe power of children can amazeI'll try not ...
Posted by don't chase me unless ur ready to catch me.. on Sat, 26 May 2007 08:11:00 PST

shit happens..so?should i even care?

i was with the said boy toy yesterday, the whole day..he gave me a bag full of sweets which i later gave out to my friends.. i don't like it, i hate it.. so i said thank you with a big plastic smile a...
Posted by don't chase me unless ur ready to catch me.. on Sun, 20 May 2007 12:02:00 PST

so far....sooooooooooo good

 i think this is the beginning of something great.. everything seems okey, although i've lost some people, in the process i gained new ones..i guess life's really like this.. i could never unders...
Posted by don't chase me unless ur ready to catch me.. on Thu, 17 May 2007 12:18:00 PST