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About Me

...100% delerium...
"love is meeting that special someone who will fill that void between the two broken halves of your heart...making you whole again...."
... R.I.P ...
x .. Vu Thi Ai .. x
... In loving rememberance...and the celebration for a truely phenominal legacy she left behind ...
To a woman who had single handedly raise two grandchildren...from our very first word to how to be respectful, cultured, functional members of society
Since your passing i never realized that i had come from a very strong line of women on your side...and to fly back from Cali to spend time with you during the last weeks of your life...was the most preciouse thing in the world...
Ba...we shared countless hours and memories before i moved to Cali to pursue a career...and i know on on your final send off you were happy. It was perfect in every single way with closest family members and friends saying their last good byes....
I'm so humbled to know you were deeply loved not only by tony and myself...but to everyone of our extended family friends...
You've taught me to love, love passionately, love freely, love unjudgementaly, love openly, and love honestly no matter what...
I promise to do just that...

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My Blog

seriously?

...y am i still awake....? *sigh* have i been doing it for so long where i really have controlled my mind n body to just not sleep again? i haven't had this problem since way back in highschool... i f...
Posted by . x doll x . on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 04:20:00 PST

pass me a slice...APPLE~!

lately it seems like i'm walking in a fog...again..>_ despite how i feel jaded some times n just kinda "eh..*shrug...snort snort*.." life is still crazy wicked beautiful... i still feel every girl is ...
Posted by . x doll x . on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 07:45:00 PST

...hello?

it blows me away on how fast time slips by...this saturday marks the 49th day...the day we let go of materialistic attachments to my grandmother. at times as i'm walking in the city, among the whizzin...
Posted by . x doll x . on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 07:36:00 PST

can’t shake it

at times i think i'm ok, but when it gets quiet, slivers of that day keep flashing in front of my eyes like....a strobe of sequences...waking up that day, getting ready...arriving @ the wake...walking...
Posted by . x doll x . on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 12:42:00 PST

still...

the stillness...as each day passes the sadness, and the emptiness lessens just a bit.. when there's a stillness in the house...the hypnotic buddhist sermon prayer echoes through out our house...i'm he...
Posted by . x doll x . on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 01:32:00 PST

warning...

don't fuck with me
Posted by . x doll x . on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 08:03:00 PST