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Emotional Idiot by Maggie Estep Liner Notes - (From Love Is A Dog From Hell)Emotional Idiocy is obviouslya theme close to my heart since I seem to use the phrase in novels andCDs alike....
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 16:08:00 GMT

emily dickinson

..PAIN has an element of blank;It cannot recollectWhen it began, or if there wereA day when it was not.  It has no future but itself,        5Its infinite realms containIts past, enlightened to percei...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 20:04:00 GMT

Good movie

I hate the way you talk to meAnd the way you cut your hairI hate the way you drive my carI hate it when you stareI hate your big dumb combat bootsAnd the way you read my mindI hate you so much that it...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 04:16:00 GMT

digg

I'm digging, I am digging so deep, to find the strength to make it forone more second.one more minute.one more day.one more week. one more month.until they dissolve into the union of a year.And I'm as...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 21:37:00 GMT

Shaken

Take meShake meBreak down these walls I've put upMelt down my soulI've let it freeze overtrying to numb the painthat comes from waitingon youOpen your eyesand look at mecan you even see me for what I ...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 22:59:00 GMT

junior year

I can honestly say this has been the worst year of school I have ever experienced. Mostly just the changes.Ok, I'll start with school. It was weird starting school without John. In a sense it kinda fe...
Posted by on Mon, 26 May 2008 13:49:00 GMT

Words

Hateful words splayed onto the heart, staining like red paint on a wall, the sign that hope has been killed.Hateful words thrown into the air,hope someone will transform them, before they fall and con...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 09:07:00 GMT

Limbo

I think that's how I can best describe what life feels like right now. I feel like I wedged myself between two chapters and I'm not moving, not forwards, not backwards, just kind of swaying in one spo...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 05:57:00 GMT

paper happyness

( I know it's spelled happiness but for some reason spelling it like that makes me think of hippos. :P )......... Anyway. This is a list of tiny things that make me happy. I'm not sure why I feel lik...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 19:51:00 GMT

Letting Go

Maybe it's time to let go and try something new. But it's such a hard idea to think about. The thing is so comforting and something I can trust. It's a wave of relief and ease, and open mindedness. Ho...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 01:16:00 GMT