About Me
We believe that we can change ourselves? The past can be undone? I messed up, Better I should know.
I'm wrapped in the depths of these deeds that have made me.
I've become something I can't control and you will have your false ideas of who I am. You don't know, you won't know.. but please keep trying. Confidence is the most attractive part of a person. I've changed so much since I've lived in Milton Keynes, and I continue to keep changing. Don't hide who you are, ever. I like things you would never imagine. My mind and my appearance don't seem to go together. I like out of the ordinary. I like strange. I'm attracted to people who are NOT "normal". Before you judge someone, CONSIDER why they are the way they are.
There is no sarcasm in these words and we are all perfect. I enjoy things I don't understand. Like you.. and me. I am not looking for answers, but I will ask questions. We (you + I) bring others down because we don't understand. We won't understand. We could understand. Live, work, play, think, act, lie, create, forgive, love, die alone?
I lived in London for 16 years and I cant explain it any better than being grateful, it opened my eyes to a lot of things. I left school at 14, which was possibly one of the worst decisions Ive ever made and if I could change it I would. I have a past... just like anyone else. Don't judge me for the things I have done and the mistakes I have made. Because my past and my mistakes have brought me this far and has made me the person that I am today. I am perfectly content with myself. The more mistakes the more you learn... The more you've hurt the stronger you become... is what I believe. Ive never really had a set group of friends.. I enjoy new faces and new ideas. I do care what you think (contrary to popular belief). Care meaning: I think it over. Care not meaning: I will change for you. I plan to BE something, this will not change.. and I guarantee you it will happen. With that said, If your intention is to fuck me over, I suggest you think it over first. Im not a mean person at all; I just know what I want.. and when I want something.. I will get it. I dont expect or want things to come to me. Id rather work for money than have it fall into my lap (although a large indefinite amount of money would be rather helpful, haha).
Make your mark.. I have, will, and continue to.
The words that describe self-image mean nothing to me. I am myself, one true person whos there when needed, and hidden when forgotten. I can take the role of being your hero, but it might not always be for the best. I love and hate as does all, but yet at the same time I am different from all my surroundings.
An opinion is like an asshole... everyone has one.
Not every rumour you have heard about me is a complete fabrication... I'll admit that much.
Chaos... Lust... Controversy... Insanity... and Excitement, pretty much portrays what I am about.
I'm not afriad of being myself and acting like a complete fucking twat around people. If you get embarrassed by people easily then you may want to keep your distance.
I am having the time of my life right now. Yes i have my issues just like everyone else does, but i'm tired of letting that ruin everything. I have amazing friends and an amazing family. I live in my own world. I'm tired of people who bring drama with them everywhere they go. It's annoying, and a major headache!.
I want something... and I want to become someone. And i wont stop trying until I get and become what I want. My drive is too strong to be broken. So just try and break me.
