im so fuckin pissed off right now. and im sad and im scared. i feel so bad for steven, looking at his head all the time. i just cant imagine what it would be like to open your front door to someone you think is your brother's friend, only to immediately feel blood oozing down your face. how terrifying it must have been to feel himself being continually beaten in the head with weapons; running down the hallway looking for safety as his attackers followed him, all the time spilling more blood from his BRAINS all over the floor; screaming for his life, hoping someone would wake up and come help him. it makes me sooooo angry that these bitch ass pussies think they can get AWAY with this SHIT. FUCK THAT! how dare they come into MY mother's house and do this shit?? and it makes me scared. what if they come back? what if aidan is here that time? what if they did permanent damage to my brother? what if theyd all been sleeping instead, and i had come over that morning to find my whole family murdered in their sleep? these kids were ruthless. and the cops dont seem to be doing much to track them down. is there something else i can do?? someone PLEASE HELP ME!
.. IM FROM THE ISLAND OF MISFIT TOYS but i dont mind. i have a baby boy. he is my universe. he is 3. no, his father is not around. yes, he knows my baby exists. and i really get sick of hearing all the questions. i like boys. but i like girls too. I like people to be straightforward. i love to sing but im awful at it; my dream is for one day all my chick friends are around and none of them have their husbands or their kids and we all just sit around and drink and have a good time and laugh and play cards and eat grilled cheese and have some *soup* and get home safely sometime around... no earlier than 3. AM. i dont have a lot of downtime, but when i do in the winter, i like to sit in front of the fire at my moms and smoke and watch movies. i like to do it at home, too, but theres not a fireplace there.... but there's also not a matthew there... and thats a bonus. In the summer, we go swimmin. :) i i dont like to drive in the snow, but i love to play in it. i hate christmas music, but i LOVE kiddie christmas movies, especially the stop-motion animation ones. i like arts and crafts, but dont have a whole lot of time for them. i like who i am... most of the time. i like to take pictures of myself. people tell me its "emo" but i like the way my own pictures turn out better than other peoples. i hate the shift key. i will miss summer when it ends. i like the sun. i dont like the apostrophe key either. i dont type fast, and i dont spend a LOT of time on the computer. i have a steady job that doesnt pay well enough and an apartment for just me and my baby. i like to be unique, but its hard to find ways to stand out that someone else hasnt already thought of. nobody is really original. im addicted to chapstick. vodka is my drink of choice. but i usually forget to start the first drink after ive already poured it.
..
i support gay marriage. br>
Click Here For Myspace Layouts !
