..I've found myself thinking a lot lately....Mostly about life. I've realized, that, for only being 19 years old, I have things pretty well sorted out for my future. I have a steady job, and look forward to a string of promotions that are going to serve me well money-wise. I may still live with my parents, but that's only because I want to be financially secure before leaving. I figured it was a smart thing to do, and has so proven to be. The only thing is....I feel as though I'm missing out on a lot.
I have been single for quite some time now. Sure I've had a couple short-lived romances in the last few years, but it just hasn't been enough. I have my life on track, and now I'm looking for someone to share it with. I find myself attracted to a few girls, but I'm not looking so much on the outside beauty. I want a girl with substance. Someone with character, and personality. I don't want another girl that hasn't found her lot in life, or hasn't accepted who she is. I don't care about the technical things. I just want her to know who she is, or at least a semblance of it. I want her life to have meaning and SUBSTANCE. I just want somebody that I have fun being with, and I want somebody that has fun being with me. I want a girl that will reel me in and snare me for awhile. I'm sick of the catch and release bullshit. So come on! Find me, or let me find you! Half the fun is searching, sure. But I feel as though the search is just leading me in circles now.
