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Miss Aida

You cannot shine without trying...

About Me

:: Am currently studying in Melbourne University:: I sometimes feel so intensely it scares me :: When I write I see more than letters, I can see tangible objects :: I can almost taste my emotions :: My childhood was so deeply rooted in imagination that I wonder if I've ever really grown out of it :: I never understand it when people tell me I'm smart (WTF?) :: There is nothing better than walking down the street and being happy to be alive :: I've always wanted to be a bad-ass bitch.. but never had the heart to :: No one understands how truly messed up I am :: I want nothing more than to be able to draw all day :: Sometimes my anger overwhelms me :: I've always wanted superpowers :: I get on highs :: Life is like a lover, it's passion fuses with you and drains you at the same time :: I've always wanted blue hair :: Everyone is beautiful the way they were born :: I'm fussy. I only want people I know. :: I confuse me ::
::I may not seem like it, but I'm quite proud of being a Muslim. That's who I am. I want to retain what purity I can of the religion, despite living in these conditions. I don't drink, I don't fuck and I pray. Does that make me so different from everyone else? There are so many stereotypes about Muslims nowdays, and the worse stereotypes come from Muslims themselves. It's a choice we all make, and it's my choice.::
::If you don't know me, don't bother. I don't see the point of adding random people I don't know to my list. It's not a popularity contest. MySpace is exactly that: MY Space. A space for me to keep in touch with people I actually know. I don't meet up with strangers and I'm cynical about keeping in touch with people I don't actually know.::
::I don't understand why some people choose to prostitute themselves online. All these beautiful women, and so many choosing to post up pictures more at home on a porn site. Keep your legs closed, darlings, and respect yourselves. The people who know you love you for who you are. I don't pretend to understand your motives but it ain't a porn site..::
::Today I feel like I want to be reborn. I wish I could take a picture that identifies the way I feel inside. Sometimes there is a wall within mee, and it contains a darkness I cannot fathom. And sometimes the darkness seeps through those cracks in the wall and it consumes me. And during these times, it is as if a stranger has replaced me, and I almost fear that strange persona, for it cares not for my heart, or seems unable to.::
So sue me. These are my opinions. After all, this is MY Space.

My Interests

Beauty.
Otherwise, those boring everyday things: Experiencing new things, reading, writing, sports, talking on the phone.

I'd like to meet:

Only people I know!

Call me cynical, or antisocial, or whatever but I see no point in adding people I don't know at all, so STOP adding me. I won't respond, not unless you sound remotely interesting. None of this adding for the sake of getting a gazillion friends to post a gazillion comments on your page to make oneself sound popular business.

Music:

Everything except techno... Depends on my mood, it ranges from those weepy, sentimental love songs to a streak of headbanging rock/alternative music...

Current Intos: Love Ridden (Fiona Apple)

Movies:

Mainstream stuff like LOTR, older movies like Rebel Without A Cause, musicals, comedies, action movies, romances, anything with a decent plot and good acting!

Books:

I read anything that's considered a 'story' book or a novel... I've got fave authors, like Judith MacNaught, JK Rowling, Sidney Seldon, Tom Clancy, Dean Koontz.. and the list goes on...

Heroes:

The people in Iraq. Those who truly believe in jihad and understand what it is. My mum. The old man who survived WWII. Every teenager who has experienced being unfairly discriminated against. Those who resist peer pressure.

My Blog

Blackmail

Who is she to think she has a right to make decisions for us?Nadiah actually said she was going to write and complain to MSD about Kuchai and I living together if we don't move out. Despite the fact t...
Posted by Miss Aida on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:45:00 PST

Death

Mr Wall is dying.And there's nothing we can do about it.I'm so sorry.
Posted by Miss Aida on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:42:00 PST

Fiesta Malaysia

I'm helping to organize Fiesta Malaysia.It's going to be at Federation Square, and it's going to be absolutely awesome. There's going to be a fantastic turnout, and we're going to amp up publicity and...
Posted by Miss Aida on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:37:00 PST

Ballarat

I really like Ballarat!I'm surprised.We've got a fantastic gastro team, with one Dr Toby Commerford, a happy-go-lucky guy who sings a lot, and Dr Miranda Siemenowicz, a goth intern who's equally nice....
Posted by Miss Aida on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:34:00 PST

Decision

And Kuchai's decided not to move out!Awesome.
Posted by Miss Aida on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:32:00 PST

Moving Out

Nadiah told me that Kuchai was thinking of moving out.Why the hell didn't he tell me?She said he was unsure, and struggling with certain concepts and certain rules, that there was the whole issue of s...
Posted by Miss Aida on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:32:00 PST

Peace

Kuchai's so huggable.He's so peaceful in his sleep. It makes him seem even more innocent and boyish than he usually is. We've gotten to be really good friends - and we've gotten into the habit of doin...
Posted by Miss Aida on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:26:00 PST

Moved On

Amir's in a new relationship.Already?Best of luck babe. I wish you all the best.
Posted by Miss Aida on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:23:00 PST

Happy Birthday Iyra!

I called her and wished happy birthday, then texted her continously throughout, then I sent a card, then I posted a Facebook video.Because she's bloody fantastic.And I miss her.
Posted by Miss Aida on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:20:00 PST

Coffee Coffee

I went out for coffee with Rowena.Randomly.It was good, and she'd invited me, and I never say no - it really was good to talk to someone outside the social circles. I don't know what initiated it but ...
Posted by Miss Aida on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 01:48:00 PST