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i hate to watch each time you leave
and i hide from you how much i grieve
I know its your duty and you will go
but when your gone i miss you so
I know you'll come home
as soon as you can
But right now you'll deploy like a honorable man
So i'll keep things together
till you come back
Because this is where you belong
not some desert in Iraq
Yet i do understand why you risk your life
Thats a soldiers job
and im a soldiers wife
Im jessica...not much to me i guess..i love god with all my heart and im married to the most amazing man ive ever met,hes everything i wish i could be an more, i gave my heart to an american hero a long time ago but this may will make us married for an exact one year..cant believe how times flying but im NOT complaining, my husband is currently serving a 15 month tour in iraq hes seen and done more things that most 40 years cant say they've done...if you ever meet me you'll find that hes mostly all i talk about...especially now...i miss him so..im back home in texas living at home while hes gone,he felt better with me being home then alone in tennessee..cant blame him
as of right now hes been gone 6 months...the only thing thats gotten me through is god..thats it,bottom line..
i work at faith family church..the greatest church in the worllld!..i love my friends..i dont keep many of them close just because i dont feel the need to please anyone. i have maybe 3 close friends here in victoria and thats all i want and need not to be mean because i love everyone its just easier for me that way and of course i have my sweeties in tennessee!! that i misss like crazy and i need to visit but ill be back up there soon enough!
mmm lets see my life revolves around the phone waiting for that phone call from my babe or im checking my email 24/7
other then that im pretty much boring im in total love with my husband and nothing can break us, we've already endured alot of things and if those things havent broken us while we were dating then im sure we're good..stuck like chuck..wouldnt have it any other way
i miss you babe...come home soon..im waiting for you..
