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TennayaLayoutsMY BOY BASTIAN..came home with a sadness in my heart,
to find something that might tear us apart,
to know the things he may never be,
also the things he may never see.
with the biggest blue eyes and curly brown hair,
fair skinned without a care,
as i grasp you and hold you tight,
i close my eyes and i wonder why...
my baby boy is like this,
was there something i had missed,
something i could have done,
to prevented this happening in the long-run.as i dress him ready for bed,
thoughts and images run through my head,
of how i could tell his father,
it will kill him,break him and make him shiver.
his first born son, his little man,
would never be the thoughts we had.my little boy is sound asleep,
dreaming of little sheep,
as i hear the key turn in the door,
i knew this was it,
my heart starts to race,
i get a lump in my throat,
struggling with words that would hurt him the most.as he stood in the door way looking at me,
my eyes started to weep,
he knew straight away and ran for his room,
grab him and cried, and also pleed,
"why him" he wept and knelt close to floor.
i have never seen a man so broken before.@vanessa h.@that was for a little comp. i wanted to enter but never thought i had a chance so yeh i didnt do it.well about me, hmmmm not to much to know except that im easy going,try and get along with others as best as i can, cant have to many friends,love is a big thing for me its not something easily said,generous,helpful at times LOL, seek out new things to do,not a neat freak but not messy either,like to listen to people,love to read,love to listen to music. I have 3 kids so time is precious and a hubby to run around after LOL (ur not that bad dan hehe),would LOVE LOVE LOVE to travel alot more (dont like staying in the one place to long), want to achieve more with myself and my life i will get there one day....
