*jAi* - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I am the most complicated simple person you will ever meet in your life. I've been described as a walking contradiction.. im a text whore.. the things i love: photography, music, writing, poetry, singing, beaches, dancing, cars, living, traveling, meeting new people, doing stupid stuff.. i will do anything i am put up for. no questions asked...well usually.. im open minded. haha. I've been a softballer since I was 4.. i love the damn sport..im into style.. gotta look good.. jus depends on my mood how im dressed. but im always dressed to impress... the places I've been: Japan. Thailand. Singapore. Kuala Lumpur (malaysia). Berma. Llaos. Korea. Hong Kong. Taiwan. Taipei. Australia. New Zealand. Italy. France. England. Mexico. Canada. (there might be more but i dont remember) any quesions? if you dont ask, i wont tell.lyrics for thought by pink... ____________________________________________________________ __________I wouldn't trade a dollar for some sense...I wouldn't trade a lifetime for some friends...I've got everything And all is what it seems...I worked so hard all of my life Just to have things I could call mine...I don't need no love...Cause I have got enough...So now I don't mind being alone all the time...It's alright...That's what it's all about...And I'm so busy buying things and traveling the world...I don't have time for friends..Or family...And that's fine with me...So it seems...You don't...have to Like me...Anymore...I've got money now...I don't care...What you say..About me...Anymore.. you dont have to like me anymore.____________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ _____..Mais vous, vous fracassez la douleur que j'ai...table table table td.text table table div { background-image:url('none')..

My Interests

cars, softball, parties, poetry, music, singing, people! friends, family, liquor! style!

I'd like to meet:

********************************************************A few lines from Ani Difranco's Asking Too Much "I want somebody who can hold my interest hold it and never let it fall someone who can flatten me with a kiss that hits like a fist or a sentence, that stops me like a brick wall because if you hear me talking listen to what I'm not saying if you hear me playing guitar listen to what I'm not playing and don't ask me to put words to all the spaces between notes"****************************************************** ********************************** Angelina Jolie, Alicia Keys, Pink, Michelle Rodriguez, Jessica Alba, Ani DiFranco, beyonce, jack johnson, and a future partner in crime. okay or anyone else who is beautiful and can take my breath away. or can write. or can sing. or can make the rain stop falling. ya thought id throw in the last one there. you never know, right?

Music:

R&B Jazz hip-hop or anything with a good beat some country now since im in friggen texas.

Movies:

ALL TIME FAVORITE: cruel intentions, wild things, girlfight, Hitch, love and basketball, 10 things i hate about you, RENT, Pride and Prejudice, Something New, Pirates of the Caribbean!!! Tristian and Isolde, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, anything with either angelina jolie or michelle rodriguez

Television:

when do I have time for this? uhh the L-WOrd.. CSI.. JAG.. small word tv shows work wonders!!

Books:

anything by VC Andrews..like Rain, Seeds of Yesterday, All that Glitters, The Wildflowers.. you get the point..Good poetry..Im working on the Treasury of American Poetry's best loved poets right now.. all 2100 pages of it!

Heroes:

Lyrics for Rebecca and Derek...(borrowed from Pink) ___________________________________________________________ I'll keep you locked in my head....Until we meet again...And I won't forget you my friend...What happened..That last kiss...I'll cherish...Until we meet again...And time makes...It harder...I wish I could remember...But I keep...Your memory...You visit me in my sleep...My darling...Who knew...I miss you..My darling...Who knew.**** ___________________________________________________________ Chase Derek Rebbecca my two sisters: Lauren and Christine my second mothers- Ellen and Linda ohh and of course Maggie!

My Blog

I love you

i fucked up cause i said i love you. but i dont even know you. everytime i want to say that i miss you i feel as though its not enough- those words arent enough to express the butterflies and smiles i...
Posted by *jAi* on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 07:58:00 PST

To let you in

What would it take for me to let you in? The easiest answer I can give is time. I dont trust people to easily. I try to protect myself from getting hurt. I am okay with getting hurt even though I dont...
Posted by *jAi* on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 06:19:00 PST

Caged..this is me

to set the mood.. imagine a dark stage with a stool and a mic.. out walks a girl unknown to most but they have seen her before. Always smiling, always laughing..and then it starts.. she begins to sing...
Posted by *jAi* on Tue, 27 Sep 2005 12:33:00 PST

for those who've heard it before

As I was strolling carelessly down a dirty back alley to get to a club, I turned the corner and saw the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen in my life. A man was standing in front of the ...
Posted by *jAi* on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 06:56:00 PST

the sound of relief

As I am yawning I tilt my head back and close my eyes. After the completion of my exhale, ya know the split second you dont breath in but you dont breath out.. you just are lifeless. I feel reli...
Posted by *jAi* on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 09:53:00 PST

a lil something im working on

Its one of those days, when you just want to stay in bed, asleepGot to get up, you tell yourself shaking as you lay and weepAnd one of those days has turned strangely into one of those weeksWhen the o...
Posted by *jAi* on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 09:46:00 PST

the man in the galss - by anonymous

when you get what you want in your struggle for self and the world makes you king for a day just go to a mirror and look at yourself and see what that man has to say for it isnt your father or ...
Posted by *jAi* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

part1&2.. trying to understand why they do it

part one we often leave upon our skin, a scar to remind us where we've been, who we are scars are often burried our actions often hurried our bodys feel not pain only when the scars remain when...
Posted by *jAi* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the box

compressed into a single box... one day to be burned.. all the lessons all the things... i wish i never learned... many painful memories.. good once at a time.. things i used to love.. i truely h...
Posted by *jAi* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

kubasaki what !what!

Far East Champions.. some things we're just made for..
Posted by *jAi* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST