am i there yet? |
i feel like everyhting is falling apart. i'm trying to be strong, but i just can't seem to do it on my own. fuck, i need help. i feel like i'm really on the verge of breaking down.&n...
Posted by Lauren Slaughter on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 11:51:00 PST |
times |
i've been so depressed and frustrated for a while now. depressed for idk what, and frustrated because life just feels so shitty right now. i feel bad because i've been taking everything ou...
Posted by Lauren Slaughter on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 01:10:00 PST |
i’m fucked |
i feel so awful in so many ways. i need to be saved. i'm either gonna get through this with your help, or pull a brittany.
Posted by Lauren Slaughter on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 12:02:00 PST |
eemo |
i've never felt so awful in my enitre life. i serisouly wanna die right now. so many things are fucked up in my life, i'd hoped i would at least have that one thing that could keep me goin...
Posted by Lauren Slaughter on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 02:48:00 PST |
gummybear |
i get all mushy when something cute or semi-romantic happens in a movie, i don't know what has become of me, used to be tough, i used to not give a fuck, i used to be a wild animal, but not, i'm a god...
Posted by Lauren Slaughter on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 10:47:00 PST |
i want to vomit!!! |
my self-esteem has plumited sooo much. it's always been low, but i was fine for a while because i thought i had someone that loved me. to some people it's not a big deal, but fuck. i...
Posted by Lauren Slaughter on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 08:27:00 PST |
everything |
i've wanted it my entire life, and when i feel i finally have it, it just keeps blowing up in my face. i've thrown myself out there so many times in order to achieve it, and i feel i'm lucky to ...
Posted by Lauren Slaughter on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 04:29:00 PST |
living death. |
i know i keep acting girly and stupid, but it's just hard not to sometimes. I try to be chill, but i just forget how i'm acting. It's usually easy for me to be chill, but it's weird cuz no...
Posted by Lauren Slaughter on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 11:59:00 PST |
my hair is going to fall out. |
i've felt kind of weird lately about a lot of things, i second guess everything, i have no desire to do the things i used to. i think i've been bottling a lot up and i'm going to burst soon.&nbs...
Posted by Lauren Slaughter on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 02:48:00 PST |
comfort me |
i was comming home from somewhere, i don't remember what, i just remember i was shopping, haha. and i was driving down la mirada blvd, and everyone was going crazy, there was all this pandimoniu...
Posted by Lauren Slaughter on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 01:31:00 PST |
