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About Me

I like to wake up in the morning and not have one darn thing planned, from what to eat, if to eat, if to brush my teeth now or later when I feel like it. Every day is a new day where noting is organized, and I like it that way. I love to dream about the future. Where I am going to be, I swear it's not gonna be in America. I want to see the world. Life to me is a lot of Family and Loved ones and full of not being concerned if the butter I buy from the store is low fat or a certain brand of ice cream has more calcium in it, life is far to short for that load. Do what tastes best,yah! This is random but I hate sports with a passion, no freekin time for them, no no no.. I live for the fresh air, a fishing rod, a really good swimming hole and a nice camp fire to curl up around.BROWN MAKES THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE

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I DREMPT OF YOU LAST NIGHT BUT NOT LIKE I EVER USED TO BEFORE. YOU WERE A GHOST AND I WAS IN SEARCH OF YOUR REALITY. I WENT IN MY DREAM TO A PLACE WE USED TO GO SOMETIMES- WHEN I STILL THOUGHT YOU WERE THERE SOMEWHERE- SOMETIME- WHEN YOU WOULD SPARE ME THE IDEA OF RETURNING TO ME ONE DAY- BUT NOW THAT I KNOW I CANT EVEN DREAM YOU AWAKE AND I WONDER WHY GOD HAS TAKEN YOU AWAY FROM ME- EVEN IN MY SLEEP- IS IT SUCH A SIN- SO THERE I WAS WITH MY EYES CLOSED SITTING ON A PORCH SWING HIGH UP IN THE AIR- IT WAS A FAMILIAR PLACE FOR ME TO GO-BUT SO DIFFERANT BECAUSE SOMETHING WAS NOT THERE- THE NIGHT CLOUDS- THE OLD HOUSE- AND BELOW ME I CAN LOOK DOWN AND SEE THE SEA- IM HANGING OVER THE EDGE LOOKING DOWN AND THEN I SEE THE REFLECTION OF YOU THERE- AND NOW I KNOW WHAT IM MISSING AGAIN- I CRIED IN MY DREAMS LAST NIGHT- I WOKE AND MY THROAT WAS TENSE AND I FELT PAIN IN ME SO DEEPLY BECAUSE AT LAST I CAN NO LONGER DREAM OF YOU BESIDE ME- YOU ARE MY GOAST THAT TORMENTS ME WHILE I SLEEP AND ENGRAVES VIVID MEMMORIES TO FAR AWAY TO TOUCH BUT CLOSE ENOUGH TO GLIMPS. IM HAPPY FOR YOU NOW- I HAVE TO BE- SHE GOT PREGNANT ON YOUR HONEYMOON-

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My Blog

SHAME on me

It is so easy to forget- I forget about starving kids. I don't want to think about them when Im eating out at a nice resturant, spending their entire savings for the month on a fancy dinne...
Posted by on Sun, 18 May 2008 08:35:00 GMT

learning things-

Today is a good day. I feel loved. Time is passing by so fast and I keep growing right along with it. I want to know so much more than I do- in time I will. So here is to that learning- Don&rsqu...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 00:00:00 GMT

And I think to myself

Sometimes I feel like I can really look at my life beter than other times. I feel like a complete piece of garbage tonight. Like I have turned into something that I am not,or I don't want...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 00:36:00 GMT

i made the biggest mistake

so yah this time i really said to much or at least I feel like I've said way much how bout that- i got a call tonight from an old co-worker who i havnt seen in over six months- he damned m...
Posted by on Wed, 30 May 2007 00:07:00 GMT

Wine in its relation to personality

you are my sweet sweet glass of zinfendale, drew from the flowers of spring- such a fling, but o to sweet for me-even at times a bit trashy i could call the next one my glass of cabernet- ...
Posted by on Sat, 12 May 2007 21:55:00 GMT

my new years resolutions

Im not going to be mean to the little dishwasher- I despise him, really despise- but I can't any more or else I will do something I regret- so no matter how much he tries to get my dan...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 21:47:00 GMT

KUDOS TO THE PEEPS IN MY LIFE

KUDOS to the people in my life that gave a darn to mom and dad. I was an aweful kid- you never spoiled me-you never gave me allowence-you made me get a job and buy the things I needed-yo...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 21:57:00 GMT

the ART GARDEN

I was sitting on the toilet one morning just this past weekend, looking out the window and having a lovely dump. We have an empty lot beside our house. Well, this particular morning I noti...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 00:02:00 GMT

dont want no drama no no no no drama

i need a vacation- need time to get my mind off of all of these things that are on me- i dont want christmas for another two months- i have burdens, and i hold people's burdens too- i just feel ...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 23:52:00 GMT

poberaseto

My roomate and I took my dog out for a walk in the neighborhood yesterday. We were walking by this fenced in yard about two blocks from my house. Patrick was up by the fence sniffing around. I ...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 00:03:00 GMT