the ramblings of a sick man... |
so i just realized that i hadnt posted a blog since last june... a lot has happened since then... currently, im sitting at home on a sick day, but that doesnt really matter.... lets see... i've met th... Posted by Erik will be married July 13th! on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 10:05:00 PST |
uncertainty... |
sometimes im not entirely sure whether or not i like being completely unsure of what the future holds for me... speaking in the romantic sense as well as the "life" sense (job, home, family, etc), i a... Posted by Erik will be married July 13th! on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 09:38:00 PST |
no luck be the ladies |
apparently its impossible for me to find happiness
at least as far as romance is concerned.
thanks for wasting several months of my life.... Posted by Erik will be married July 13th! on Thu, 24 May 2007 07:52:00 PST |
the romance and the mourning |
im sitting here, alone in the dark and yes, im aware this started out sounding all emo and dark and all that good stuff, but guess what? thats just the reality of my situation, and im not complaining.... Posted by Erik will be married July 13th! on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 03:01:00 PST |
do you know what its like to be empty? |
if only you were there to help me feel again if only i know who "you" were another emptyness, another joyless night cold alone sad my eyes tearing up again.... i guess i'll let the darkness hold me... Posted by Erik will be married July 13th! on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 06:48:00 PST |
nothing... |
...ever turns out in my favor. most especially situations with women. anyone else sense a recurring theme in my latest blogs? i cant find a nice girl one who enjoys hanging out on at least a semi-regu... Posted by Erik will be married July 13th! on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 08:04:00 PST |
nevermind... |
screw butterflies. im convinced that the women who i would even consider dating all turn out to be either crazy, retarded, girlishly stupid, whores, liars, or cheaters...... is it too much to ask... Posted by Erik will be married July 13th! on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 02:50:00 PST |
the butterflies... |
...are in my stomach again. i havent felt like this in years... and i like it. Posted by Erik will be married July 13th! on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 10:11:00 PST |
cool girls.... |
generally dont exist. most of you suck. however, there are a few that i've met who dont suck at life, and are actually quite amazing. if thats you, i hope u know who u are.... if not, ask hahah... Posted by Erik will be married July 13th! on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 06:10:00 PST |
amendment to previous blog... |
no, that last post wasnt aimed at anyone. my life and relationships have just all gone to shit... every last bit and every last one. and honestly... if anyone is gonna say some negative shit, just d... Posted by Erik will be married July 13th! on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 05:59:00 PST |