I ONCE WAS BLIND... BUT NOW MY HEART SEE'S profile picture

I ONCE WAS BLIND... BUT NOW MY HEART SEE'S

HERES MY VIEW....I LIVE DAY BY DAY MINUTE BY MINUTE, IM DRUG FREE I DRINK SOMETIMES AND HAVE DREAMS

About Me

FOR THOSE LEFT BEHIND.... I LEAVE YOU MY HEART.... FOR THOSE AHEAD.... I BRING YOU MY SOUL.... FOR THOSE IN LIFE.... I OFFER YOU MY PRESENCE.... ....
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HERES A BIT ABOUT ME.... IM A DECENT PERSON WITH DREAMS AND FEELINGS IN LIFE...BUT I MAY NEVER BE THE PERSON I WANT TO BE... I FACE WHAT LIFE DISHES AT ME AND I TRY TO MAKE THE BEST OF IT.. THAT IS HARD AT TIMES BUT WHY WHINE ABOUT IT? ITS LIFE DEAL WITH IT. ATLEAST EVERYDAY I AWAKEN TO SEE THE SUN I KNOW I MADE IT ANOTHER DAY AND IM GLAD IM ALIVE...LIFE IS NOT PROMISED TO ANYONE. SO MAKE THE BEST OF IT. I AM NOW WITH A STRENGTH THAT WILL ALLOW ME TO KICK START MY FUTURE TO ACHEIVE THE DREAMS AND HOPES I HAVE. MOST GUYS DONT LIKE ME CUZ I DONT LIKE THEM.. I WAS RAISED BY MY MOTHER THEN FORCED TO RAISE MYSELF FROM THE TIME I WAS 14. I HAVE NEVER GIVEN UP I HAVE ONLY TRIED TO CHANGE MY LIFE FOR THE BETTER. I WISH THAT I HAD IT ALL BUT I AM HAPPY NOW THAT I HAVE FOUND FRIENDS. I DEVOTE MYSELF IN LITTLE THINGS I DO AND THATS HOW I LIVE. I CANT CHANGE WHAT OTHERS HAVE DONE IN LIFE BUT I JUST MAY BE THE ONE THAT CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN YOUR LIFE...I AM HUMAN AND WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES BUT THE KEY IS NOT TO REGRET THEM ITS SIMPLY TO LEARN FROM THEM AND MAKE A BETTER TOMORROW... I BELIEVE IN MY DESTINY................. ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ........................................................ TO LEARN EVERYTHING ABOUT ME I WONT TYPE IT HERE... JUST READ THE BLOG THAT SAYS "EVERYTHING YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT ME" IM A GOOD PERSON THATS TRYING TO MOVE ON IN LIFE AND FIND A GOOD FUTURE.....LETS FACE IT, WE ALL NEED A DAY OF RELAXATION TO CALM US. SO ON SUNDAY JAN.28TH I TOOK A DAY TO MYSELF AND WENT TO THE BEACH TO SEE A SUNSET. YEA IT WAS DEPRESSING BEING ALONE BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, SOME WOMAN IS GONNA LOVE THIS SIDE OF ME.. IMAGINE BEING THERE SEEING THIS... HERES THE PICS... YEA IT TRULEY WAS RELAXING... I LOVED IT.......................................................... ...........................................................L IVE LIFE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW AND THINK OF HOW YOU WILL BE REMEMBERED......
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My Interests

Ok to answer all the questions Im getting, Yes this is nicole and she is the woman in my life.. She's a hottie huh? We have been talking for 6 months and finally decided to hit it off
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WHAT A SUCCESS NEW YEARS WAS YEA I WAS SO FUCKIN TRASHED BUT GIVE IT UP FOR THE HURRICANE ALLEY BARTENDERS THEY DID A DAMN GOOD JOB!!!!!! ............................................................ ..................................................THESE ARE MY WAYS IN LIFE... ..HAHA YEAH RIGHT.................................. ok so heres the serious part........................................Ì ÈñJÖ¥ WÄLK§ Öñ †HÈ ßÈÄÇH Ì ÄL§Ö ÈñJÖ¥ ñÈW †HÌñG§ ÌM ÖþÈñ MÌñÐÈÐ ÄñÐ LÖVÈ ÇÖMÈÐ¥... ÐÖñ† JÚÐGÈ ß¥ WHĆ ¥ÖÚ §ÈÈ RÈÄÐ †HÈ WÖRЧ †Ö §ÈÈ Ä ÐÌ££ÈRÈñ† §ÌÐÈ Ö£ MÈ †HÄñ MÖ§† þÈÖþLÈ ÐÖ...... ÌM Ä HÚGÈ ÄÐÄM §ÄñÐLÈR £Äñ ÄñÐ Ì LÖVÈ †Ö ÇÚÐÐLÈ... 5Ø £ÌR§† ÐĆȧ ̧ M¥ £ÄVÖRÌ†È MÖVÌÈ ÇÚZ ̆§ Ä WÄKÈ Úþ ÇÄLL †Ö HÖW ÈVÈR¥ MÄñ §HÖÚLÐ ßÈ ÐÈÐÌÇĆÈÐ....

I'd like to meet:

............................................................ ................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ .......................I ONLY WISH I HAD THE LOOK LIKE JOHNNY DEPP LOL ......................................................JUST TRYING TO MAKE IT IN LIFE...I HAVE FOUND VERY FEW PEOPLE OF INTEREST IN THIS TOWN...IM FROM FORT LAUDERDALE BORN AND RAISED I HAVE DIFFERENT VIEWS THAN ALOT OF PEOPLE IN THIS TOWN... I DONT PASS JUDGEMENT BASED ON WHAT YOU DRIVE,WHO YOU HANG OUT WITH,OR WHERE YOU LIVE,WHAT MUSIC YOU LISTEN TO OR WHAT COLOR YOUR SKIN IS...AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED EVERYONE IS EQUAL AND UNTIL IM PROVEN OTHERWISE.. ..IM JUST A NORMAL PERSON WITH DREAMS AND GOALS, BUT HELD BACK BY THIS THING CALLED A JOB THAT DRAINS THE LIFE OUT OF ME. I WORK FULLTIME AND CANT SEEM TO KEEP UP WITH WHAT LIFE DISHES AT ME. ARE THERE ANY NORMAL PEOPLE LIKE ME??? DIDNT THINK SO.....AND SHOUT OUT TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT THINK THEY ARE BETTER THAN ME.....MAYBE YOU ARE....I SHOULD HOPE SO... HERES MY VIEW....I LIVE DAY BY DAY MINUTE BY MINUTE, IM DRUG FREE I DRINK SOMETIMES AND HAVE DREAMS IN LIFE THAT MAY NEVER HAPPEN BUT ATLEAST I DONT WHINE AND COMPLAIN LIKE MOST PEOPLE DO. I MAKE MY LIFE WORTH LIVING... MY KIDS ARE MY MOTIVATION AND THEY COME FIRST LIKE IT OR NOT....AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS TO ME...SO THATS ME AND YES PEOPLE LIKE ME DO EXIST..... ..
I WILL NEVER BE PERFECT..... BUT I WILL ALWAYS TRY TO BE THE PERSON I AM INSIDE...... .. ............................................................ ............................................................ ......WITH THIS NEW YEAR I CLEAN OUT THE CLOSETS OF MY PAST AND BRING THE FUTURE TO THE TABLE....................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .....................................LIVING LIFE WITH A CHIP ON MY SHOULDER FROM THE DAYS OF PAIN I ONCE LIVED. BUT I STRUGGLE TO MAKE IT AND KICK THE WORLD IN THE NUTS. IM TIRED OF BEING WHAT EVERYONE WANTS ME TO BE. IM MAKING MY STAND AND FACING THE PATH OF THE FUTURE I SHALL GRASP. NOBODY OR NOTHING WILL STAND IN MY WAY FROM LIVING MY LIFE MY WAY. I WILL EITHER BE ACCEPTED OR I WILL PART MY WAYS FOR THOSE WHO DONT ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM. DONT QUESTION MY DECISIONS JUST ACCEPT ME FOR WHAT I AM. ALLOW ME TO BE HUMAN WITHOUT YOUR CRITISIZM AND TELLING ME WHAT I SHOULD DO WITH MYSELF. EVERYONE HAS REASONS FOR THEIR ACTIONS. WHY DONT YOU PEOPLE TRY TO ASK QUESTIONS ABOUT ME INSTEAD OF EXPECTING ME TO VOLUNTEER THE ANSWERS. SOMETIMES YOU LISTEN TO MANY PEOPLE TELL YOU WHAT TO DO BUT IN REALITY YOU RELIZE THOSE PEOPLE TELLING YOU HOW TO LIVE HAVE NEVER BEEN THROUGH WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH. SO THERES A POINT WHERE YOU MUST PUT YOUR FOOT DOWN AND SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. THE FUTURE IS CONTROLLED BY THE FATE YOUR DESTINY HAS FOR YOU. THE OVERALL EXPLANATION OF THE END RESULT IS SIMPLE,IF I DONT LIVE LIFE MY WAY THEN I FAILED.... ............................................................ .............................................PICs FROM MY BIRTHDAY GET-TOGETHER ..Sólo vive una vez. Diviértase y no preocupe qué personas piensan en usted"..... You only live once have a good time and dont worry what people think of you.,,,,,.

Music:

LÌñKÌñ þÄRK,£ÖR† MÌñÖR,K̆†¥,GODSMACK,SLIPKNOT,DMX, TECHNO ÖLÐ §ÇHÖÖL ßÖÖ†¥ ßħ§(WHÈñ GÌRL§ ÇÖÚLÐ ÐÄñÇÈ),ÄñÐ Ö£ ÇÖÚR§È WHATEVER IS ON.......M¥ MÚ§ÌÇ Ì§ M¥ §†¥LÈ.........Ì Ļ†Èñ †Ö ̆ ÄLL..... Everything Is ok but I am not a big country fan...

Movies:

LMAO come on a serious profile would chase you off wouldnt it??? Gotta be something crazy in here damn it

Television:

Ok so you want to know about my tv habits. well how about this. Im a better man than most because I can admit I like love stories and if its sad then yea I will tear up FUCK THE MACHO SHIT!!!!!!

Heroes:

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My Blog

UPDATE ON NEW YEARS EVE.... WHAT A PARTY!!!! EVERYONE READ THIS!!

    OK SO THE PARTY I PROMOTED OF COURSE WAS A HUGE SUCCESS!!!!!!  THE BLOCK PARTY FOR HURRICANE ALLEY, MOLLYS, AND OF COURSE THE GYM WAS THE BEST DAMN THING I HAVE EVER BEEN TO. Y...
Posted by "FathomENVY" NEVER SAY NEVER... on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 07:54:00 PST

EVERYTHING YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT ME AND THEN SOME....

THIS MAKES ME WHO I AM....... As the days go by and the rain begins to fall i explain myself to you.... I have always been one to just take what life dishes at me and face tomorrow. nomatter how much ...
Posted by "FathomENVY" NEVER SAY NEVER... on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 06:30:00 PST

My new poem for everyone written on 12/07/06

CONSIDERED UNIQUE.......One of my new poems..... 12/07/06 THE LIGHT IS NEAR, YET SEEMS SO FAY AWAYDARKNESS CLOUDS, THE IMAGINARY DREAMS THAT STAYFADE TO BLACK, IT ALL FALLS OVER THE EDGEWHO WOULD CA...
Posted by "FathomENVY" NEVER SAY NEVER... on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 06:23:00 PST