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Your Poison Paradise

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About Me


My name is Amy Marie Roche. I attend El Dorado High School.
My life, simple, yet complicated. Its one of those stories that never ends, yet you never want to stop learning about it.
I guess you can say I’ve been through some pretty rough times in my life, But oddly, even if I had the chance, I wouldn’t go back in time to fix it. Because I have this feeling that if I did, the joy would be gone too.
My life, unlike most, is very extraordinary. Each moment that passes, is more exciting than the last. I never give up. I have endless hopes and dreams, and expectations to where I wanna get in life, even though I know, I probably won’t accomplish the majority of them.
I love to have attention, and I’m not afraid to admit I love when the lights, camera’s and eyes are all on me. I don’t label myself I am who I am. And that’s who I’ve always been, and always will be. I really don’t care about the public eye, or the way others see things, I’m by far my worst critic.
My life can’t be summed up in one or two sentences, it cant be packaged into something neat and simple that people would immediately understand, and I kind of like it that way.
I have major trust issues, and I’m hardly ever satisfied. I trust very few people, and that’s just how it will always be.

I will come right off the bat and tell you I’m a colossal bitch. I am straight forward, and blunt. I’m very honest, and I will tell it how it is. If you don’t like that, then don’t talk to me.
I don’t give two shits about the whole he said she said bullshit. I’m over the drama, and over the lies. I’m tired of all the competition around high school, And parties. Yet I still can’t seem to get enough of it.
I’m the type of girl that: If you judge me, ill prove you wrong. If you tell me what to do, ill tell you off. If you say I’m not worth it, watch where I end up. If you call me a bitch, I will show you one. And if you fuck me over, ill do it twice as bad.
Some people say I’m conceded, or full of myself, but they just never learned what confidence is. There is a difference, and yah it is a word, look it up.
Talking trash is the guilty pleasure girls love to hate. I’ll admit, that’s entirely true.
I really don’t find perfect to be a real word. I’m not perfect, and don’t exist to be. And I find those who say they are perfect highly annoying.
Ha-ha you know what bugs? Are those girls who scream, and jump up and down, and hug their girlfriends like they haven’t seen them in 10 years when they just saw them five minutes ago. It’s like Bug off bitch, go fuck her already. And also, those girls who have to say the word “like,” twenty times in every sentence... Eww: Grow some nuts and learn a new word.
Note to girls: Give it up, I don’t care what think of me. Yeah me and your boyfriend dated; Yeah I live in a vast house, with my ideal family and my innovative cars. Yeah I wear my designer clothing and purses out. No, I cannot go out with out my name brand sun glasses or my high heals. Yah, I can do my make up superior, and yeah, I have more money then you. But no madder how hard you try, I won’t ever crave to be like you. And envying me won’t make you pretty… sorry.
Ooh && guys: I am not some economical slut, So stop trying to get me; You won’t ever win my heart. I don’t want to meet up with you, or send you dirty pictures, So don’t bother asking.

My Interests



I hate high schools, I’ve been to two normal high schools and hate them both, I think it’s just be and who I am, I cant wait to go back on independent studies and start college.

Thats for you Janette :] haha ily

I'd like to meet:

I remember most of sixteen, i remember the day we met, his smile, his touch. You could be anywhere when your life begins, when the future opens up in front of you... and you may not even realize it at first, but its already happening... You can be anywhere when your life beigns... you find the right person, then... all of the sudden, anything's possible. There are millions of people out there... but in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but i know... i know there's something beautiful in all my imperfections, a beatuy which he held up for me to see, a strength that can never be taken away....

Music:

There are a lot of unexpected moments in my life, I guess you could say. But that’s what makes me get up and want to live each day. I’m usually always smiling, and laughing: But there are times I do cry, or get angry.

Movies:

Some label me as a slut. But that’s not who I am. I don’t go around fucking everything with legs, I’m not you whore. Yah so what? I wear revealing clothes, Short skirts, tight shorts, Dresses like Marilyn Monroe, but do I care? No, but thanks for your input.

Television:



I love hearing girls talk about how they wanna loose five or ten pounds when they are already fucking twigs. Uugh that shit pisses me off. Ha-ha. Its like emm learn what food is before you hate it sweetie.

Yah we play "bury the bean."

Books:

A Bad Dream Layouts

Heroes:

My heros are my family && friends.

My Blog

fav. song quotes.

Some of my fav. music quotes: -Do it nowYou and me baby ain't nothin' but mammalsSo let's do it like they do on the Discovery ChannelDo it again nowYou and me baby ain't nothin' but mammalsSo let's do...
Posted by Your Poison Paradise on Thu, 17 May 2007 09:36:00 PST

Poem2.

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones that don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance...
Posted by Your Poison Paradise on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 06:55:00 PST

A poem. How I feel. :/

All she's asking is for a little more time,To walk away from his anger and leave the bruises far behindShe won't talk about it...she's made up her mindBut as the front door shuts behind her she whispe...
Posted by Your Poison Paradise on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 08:09:00 PST