Have u ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes u so vulnerable. It opens ur chest and it opens up ur heart and it means that some1 can get inside you and mess you up. U build up all these defenses, u build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt u, then 1 stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into ur stupid life...U give them a piece of u. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb 1 day, like kiss u or smile at u, and then ur life isn't ur own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside u. It eats u out and leaves u crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into ur heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-u-and-rips-u-apart pain. I hate love!!!
Do not message me if you want to date me because I am not interested. I am only interested in meeting new friends and people to hang out with. It is important that you all realize I am staying single for a while due to some personal reasons.
Anyways, I am 18 with a birthday right around the corner. I am not that excited about being 19 because nothing fabulous is going to happen to me. I am pretty sure that my birthday in general will suck ass.
I attended Mountain View High School in Arizona until I moved to Grand Blanc, Michigan. I graduated in 2005 and started college the winter semester 2006. I am going to be a journalist and hopefully own a magazine someday. I love to write about anything and everyting. Lately I have not had any inspiration except for poetry.
I originally thought that moving was going to be the worst thing that happened to me. I left behind all my friends and the guy that I thought I was going to marry. He and I fell apart but I still love him and just recently did I meet someone that I felt just as strong about. I am not sure how it will all end up but for now I am single...unfortunately.
I work at Little Caesars in Grand Blanc but will soon be quitting because they do nothing other than treat people like shit. My manager, Heather, is my hero at that job because she actually has enough balls to stand up to those fuckers. I hope that I am out of there soon but if not, I will be just like her.
I do not take shit from many people and if I have something to say I will usually say it. I defend my friends and people I love more than I do myself. I make decisions that I feel are best for everyone eventhough they are painful. I regret a few of them and if I could turn back time I would but I can't. The fact that I can admit that I am wrong every once in a while just means that I am human.
My friends are everything to me. Without all of the people I meet everyday, I would not be the same person that I am today. I would do whatever it takes for the people I love. There are no better people than the one's I meet. They are respectful and great to have around.
People that I care about:
*Samantha G.*
*Heather*
*Jayson*
*Dan*
*Brian*
*Nikki*
*Julia*
*Samantha P.*
*Eric*
*Tim*
*Alison*
*Matt*
*Sean*
*Caleb*
*Jerzee Girls*
...and the list goes on and on!!! 3
