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About Me

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SO MUCH FOR MY HAPPY VALENTINESFor the first time I felt like things would be O.K. between us. Even if that meant that I could just be there as your close friend once again. For a while I even though we had a chance to be together the way I always wanted to. You made me think there was hope for us, you made me think you loved me too. Butt once again you took it all back. you changed your mind, again. Fine I'll deal with it, we could still be friend but you're making it impossible. But wait now we can't even be friends? How could you do this. You say you love me, you say you care about me, Then how the fuck could you hurt me like that? You betrayed me , you used me. Fine if you really dont want me. I respect that and I'm not trying to force you into anything. But how could you fuck with my emotions, how could you fuck with my heart when you knew damn well how I feel about you. and all to make her happy. You said you never wanted to hurt me, when the truth is no one has ever made me cry the way you have. But you see here's my dilema; although loving you hurts more with every breath, no one else can make me feel the way I do when I'm with you. How many people have to reassure you that you'd be better off with me before you finally beleive it. Whatever there is between us I know you can feel it too. But now I'm scared again. The rumous are flying again and now I don't know if I can trust you. You know I'm hurting and you know it's because of you. So why haven't you called me? Why don't you care if I'm O.K.? You ignore me when you see me, you don't try to talk to me, you wont even look at me anymore. What did i ever do to deserve this? Did I hurt you somehow? If I did then I trulay am sorry. I never meant to, all I ever did was love you. And now I really am sorry because I don't know if I can do this anymore. I'm sorry baby and I really do love you but I guess sometimes love just isn't enough. So much for my happy Valentines

My Interests

mmmm i dunno normal stuff music friends mmmmm food wat can i say im a pretty normal person i guess... depending on wat ur definition of normal is

I'd like to meet:

NICOLE AMANDA MARIE MANN
Ive never met anyone whos smile could light up a room the way Nikki's could. No matter what she was going through in her own life, shed always push all her problems aside and put on a smile just to help a friend in need. Although she was only here for such a short time she touched so many people in her 15 years of life. I know because I'm one of them. She taugh me that life is so precious and not to take one second for granted. She always used to tell me to live my life the way I wanted to but to never leave home with out telling my family that I loved them. Nikki lived her life to the very fullest every single day and she loved her family and all her friends with all her heart. Its hard to beleive that one little girl could be so special and have such an affect on so many peoples lives, but she did. And for that she will always be in our hearts. The first moment i saw Nikki I knew she was special. Every time she smiled she glowed with an almost heavenly light.I always called her my little angel and I guess now she really is. As much as it hurts knowing shes gone shell foever be watching over us from a better place. Rest in Peace Nikki man we'll always Love You!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Natasha
Birthday: sept/23/89
Birthplace: London Ontario
Current Location: Strath Vegas Baby!
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Dark Redish brown
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: German, Russian& Polish
The Shoes You Wore Today: Red and White KSwiss
Your Weakness: The people I love
Your Fears: Losing the people I love
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni,Mushrooms& Bacon
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get back in school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: ...it was just a dream
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes
Your Bedtime: When eva I want
Your Most Missed Memory: The Pavillion with D, JoJo & Beims
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi, Coke sux!!!
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates:
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: Ya .. Lotz lol
Do you Swear: No Fuckin way
Do you Sing: Very well thank you
Do you Shower Daily: Definitley
Have you Been in Love: Sadly yes ... I am
Do you want to go to College: Maybe Someday
Do you want to get Married: Used to ... but Im starting to question it now
Do you belive in yourself: More than anything
Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope
Do you think you are Attractive:
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: One of them
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them!!
Do you play an Instrument: Nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: More then I should have
In the past month have you Smoked: Yepp
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Too Man
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Never Again
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: lol yea.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: I wish
In the past month have you been on Stage: Not since December~Karaokee@The Deck!!!
In the past month have you been Dumped: No Officially but pretty much
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: It's March?~???
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: lol I think we already established that
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: Suffocation by Hot Box lol
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Alive
What country would you most like to Visit: Russia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Green
Favourite Hair Color: Brown
Short or Long Hair: Shorter... but not too short
Height: Tall 6 ft n over
Weight: Doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style: Doesn' matter
Number of Drugs I have taken: Too Many
Number of CDs I own: Lots
Number of Piercings: Just my ears at the moment but iv had others
Number of Tattoos: None Yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 1

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Music:

mmm almost everything Kelly Clarkson, Melissa Oneil, Angels and Airwaves, Eminem, All American Rejects Keith Urban, Sean Paul ... you name it and chances are i listen to it... from country pop rock rap hip hop lol im a hienz 57 babylol

Movies:

White Oleander, White Chicks, A walk to Remember, Queen of the Damned, Underworld and UnderworldEvolution, and My new Favourite xTHE BOONDOCK SAINTSx its an effin awesome movie!!! if u havent seen it WATCH IT!

Television:

PASSIONS lol yes sadly i watch soaps .. but only one mmm i like the simpsons, Reba and of course the classic Married with Children lol AL BUNDY RULES! LMFAO

Books:

Harry Potterlol all 6 or however many there are now Heartland series, Every Breathe You Take, A Child Called It and The Lost Boy.... amazing books but soo sad

Heroes:

Will cuz he loves pickles as much as I do , Angelina Jolie, Carmen Electra, and Christina Aguliera