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About Me

I FUCKIN' RULE!
deal with it.
hi, my name's jay and i'm better than you.
i can come off as extremely arrogant, but im just self-assured.
it's called being confident not being conceited.
i'm easy to please yet hard to impress.
i'm extremely tenacious.
rather than argue, it may be easier to just let me be right.
i usually am anyway.
however i do welcome the opportunity of being proven wrong.
...and the opportunity to BE wrong for that matter.
i say what i mean & i mean what i say. always.
ignorance, unbridled stupidity, and narrow-mindedness highly irritate me.
i'm a friendly person! most of the time.
i've been told im intimidating...i dont try to be.
i've been called impatient -- which couldn't be further from the truth.
i'm straight edge...not because it's "cool"...i have my reasons - they work for me - leave it at that.
"Doubt fucks everything. Take a foundation, no matter how strong, sprinkle generously with doubt, and watch it crumble. Me? I'm unfuckwithable...I rise up...like a phoenix. I never back down. I never give in. For myself/friends/family. FOREVER." i like music with an extreme passion.
i'm a sucker for a good horror/suspense movie.
i love just sitting back, relaxing, and knowing i'm doing nothing on purpose.
i love good conversation/arguments.
it's impossible to know me unless i actually let you.
i HATE most guys. their attitudes/actions/mentality drive me insane.
i have many nicknames. very few can pull off calling me most of them.
i cannot be summed up in a few words.
i have been called impossible, i liked it.
emily calls me jaybear, i love it.
EMILY!
my everything
forever & always
Fuck You.
XXX
We're Edge.
...and now...some rockin' stick figure fun!!
NOW PLAYING!!
BUNNY KILL!
check that shit.
AND NOW...
some fun facts.
- this profile was brought to you by the letter Q and the number 13.
- i refer to my brother as "the boy" and have done so for over 7 yrs now.
- i happen to think it's fun jumping off of high places.
- i have this huge conspiracy in my head that for some reason i'm smarter than most people my age...well, smarter than most people period...so until someone can prove me wrong, i'll consider myself right.
- i've been told i'm bi-polar, have ADHD, and i suffer from post traumatic stress disorder. none of it's true.
- i draw my own background pictures.
- i like to dance...yes i'm good at it...though i often have more fun dancing like an idiot.
- i live in amityville. i've seen the movie. i've been to, and in, the actual house.
- there are things i want, but, at the moment, can't afford. however, you can all help put a stop to that. please make all blank checks payable to me. cash and paypal are fine as well.
- i happen to be pretty damn good at swinging a mic.
- i get my tan by driving around late a night with my shirt off.
- large portions of my page shouldn't be taken too seriously.
- please have an understanding of the term "sarcasm."
- i like doing things to get a rise out of people.
- the phrase "their bark is worse than their bite" doesn't apply to me.
- most people under-estimate me because of my size. don't.
- umm, i have pretty bad road rage...i'm working on it...but should you ever be the recipient of a future tirade, please understand that i hope your death is painful and excrutiating with the very best of intentions.
- i have a tendency to lose my balance and run into things while walking.
- i download free music and make my own CD's. yes,...i'm a pirate.
- i learn and feed off of all the people i meet and experiences i have.
- i've become bored of this...time to move on.
you are: the pile on! you just can't stand around
or mosh like everyone else, you HAVE to get
in on top of the action. Everyone loves you,
and most people love to watch or take part in
you!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
"Woodland Critter Christmas"
(sooo wrong...but soooo fuckin funny)
"Live for today.
Tomorrow will take care of itself
and yesterday already happened."
there's a monster in my room..........we discuss movies over coffee.

My Interests

EMMY-DOODLE!!, rocking at life - cuz, damn it, life is good! ...listening to and creating music, singing/songwriting, the best friends ever, making movies, being belligerent, laughing, inkage!, enjoying everything i do to the absolute fullest, watching neighborhood cars explode...being me at the expense of others.

I'd like to meet:

anyone who doesn't hafta act like someone to be someone
i think i may just love these people:
My Sensational Six
(don't get all twisted if you aren't here)

There's nothing like the feeling of being able to smile endlessly at just the thought of you. "Happiness" and "Love" won't ever define what I found when I found you. When we're together, it's like the rest of the world falls away and it's just the two of us alone. Just your laugh gives me life. :D

my sweetstuff!! i love this girl like a lil sister...even when she's being impossible, haha! honestly, and quite possibly, she's one of my favorite people EVER...and my future ring-boy! hahaha...don't ask. ;)

.metal=life.
.life=love.
.love=lisa.
..therefore..
.lisa=life.
[email protected]/holla/lataa/ew.aquamarineatemylegs - seriously, she just makes life more fun! "if i didn't want to take my pants off, i wouldn't drink"...you can't NOT love this girl!!

MIA BELLA!! well damnit...it doesn't get much better than this! by far - one of the most amazing people i've ever met...and...mixed with her killer attitude towards everything - yea, she kicks total and complete ass.

my beautiful blonde bombshell! such a good friend!! she's gotta be my favorite of all my roomies...and out of most other people for that matter...forever and always my favorite little rockstar!

my favorite 12yr old! this girl rocks 'cuz she rocks out to everything that rocks! "favorite person in the world! totally rocks my life!" --- believe it, she'll tell you the same! congrats on the engagement nic!!

Music:

ok, no order here except how i see them in my CD rack...He Is Legend, Throwdown, Elements of Style, Ramones, I Am The Avalanche, Nightmare of You, Saosin, Green Day, I Can Make A Mess Like Nobodys Business, the Early November, the Sleeping, SuperJoint Ritual, Rob Zombie, White Zombie, the Descendants, Fishbone, Korn, Reel Big Fish, Pennywise, Goldfinger, Black Label Society, Bouncing Souls, Me First and the Gimme Gimmes, Black Sabbath, Motorhead, Social Distortion, Rancid, Guns N' Roses, Pearl Jam, Velvet Revolver, Radiohead, Bane, Coldplay, Down, Pantera, Otep, Ozzy Osbourne, Elvis Costello, Aerosmith, AC/DC, the Beatles, the Specials, Led Zeppelin, Van Morrison, Temple of the Dog, Alice in Chains, Nirvana, Hole, Beck, Skindred, Blind Melon, Sinai Beach, Audioslave, Soundgarden, Iron and Wine, Filter, Anatomy of a Ghost, Tsumani Bomb, Adelphi, They Might Be Giants, the Adjusters, Scissor Sisters, Jeff Buckley, Avenue D, the Postal Service, Echo and the Bunnymen, Mae, Further Seems Forever, Joy Division, Built to Spill, Q and Not U, Dropkick Murphys, Stiff Little Fingers, NOFX, Senses Fail, From First to Last, The Blood Brothers, Gravy Train, Buzzcocks, Pist n' Broke, the Offspring, MXPX, Pretty Girls Make Graves, Circle Jerks, Every Time I Die, Waiting for Tomorrow, The Music, AFI, Saves the Day, Guttermouth, NIN, BigWig, Yellowcard, Esthero, Shot Blue, Funeral for a Friend, Bleed the Dream, Evergreen Terrace, Letter Kills, Weezer, 311, Leftover Crack, Name Taken, Morrisey, Dead Kennedys, Staind, Linkin Park, Tool, Ill Nino, Black Flag, Hot Hot Heat, Interpol, HelloGoodbye, the Shins, Halifax, the Queers, A Perfect Murder, The Bled, Exploding Hearts, Tenacious D, Pink Floyd, Jimi Hendrix, the Who, Something Corporate, Janes Addiction, Incubus, mewithoutYou, Norma Jean, Sublime, the Cars, Dead Poetic, the Rocket Summer, the World We Knew At the Drive In, Champion, Head Automatica, Neutral Milk Hotel, Red Hot Chili Peppers, NFG, Steve Miller Band, Alexisonfire, the Locust, Underoath, Blood Has Been Shed, Deep Purple, the Doors, Embrace Today, the Clash, Blink 182 (old), Alkaline Trio, Caliban, As the Sun Sets, Atreyu, Finch, Chicksonspeed, Hidden in Plain View, Hoobastank, Fischerspooner, the Agony Scene, 88 Finger Louie, Anti Love, Monster Magnet, As I Lay Dying, Dillinger Escape Plan, At the Drive-in, Silverstein, Mindless Self Indulgence, My Chemical Romance, Sham 69, Boys Night Out, It Dies Today, On Broken Wings, Junai, the Vandals, Redfall, Straylight Run, Sexy Death, 7 Angels 7 Plagues, Superchunk, Blur, Suicide Machines, Walls of Jericho, From Autumn to Ashes, Thrice, 38 Special, Sevendust, Jack Off Jill, the Distillers, Bleeding Through, Kill Hannah, Between the Buried and Me, Mars Volta, Against Me!, Madball, Letters to Cleo, 7 Year Bitch, Thursday, Glass Jaw, Across Five Aprils, Negative Approach, Sounds, the Movielife, Every Time I Die, Smashing Pumpkins, Shadows Fall, Elvis Costello, Sex Pistols, Bob Marley, Peter Gabriel, Neil Young, Foo Fighters, Kotton Mouth Kings, the Killers, Crass, Flaming Lips, Underoath, Drunken Lullabies, Cursive, Secret Lives of the Freemasons, Bullets and Octane, the Faint, Bikini Kill, Rolling Stones, the Pixies, Bad Brains, the Misfits, Fugazi, Remembering Never, Sponge, Rise Against, KillWhitneyDead, Scars of Tomorrow, Miner Threat, Unearth, Dead City Rejects, Death Cab for Cutie, My Bloody Valentine, Better Than You, A Static Lullaby, Joan Jett, Yea Yea Yea's, Subhumans, Badly Drawn Boy, Lennon, Sigur Ros, GodSmack, Rage Against the Machine, Prodigy, Andrew W.K., Faith No More...yea...i could go on and on...so i'll just end this with an emphatic ETC.

Movies:

yea...i like movies...so since i don't wanna make another huge section...i'll just list a few and leave it at that...Kill Bill vol.1&2, Ghostbusters 1&2, Who Framed Roger Rabbit?, SE7EN, the Salton Sea, Snatch, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Clerks, Pulp Fiction, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, the Shawshank Redemption, American Beauty, Natural Born Killers, Batman Begins, the Crow, Memento, American History X...and the list goes on...

Television:

i always seem to have it on in the background...but rarely am i paying much attention to it...shows that make my list however are...Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Family Guy, That 70's Show, CSI, Whose Line Is It Anyway? ( when hosted by Clive Anderson ), TLC/History Channel ( they have some good shit on there )...and whatever random movie i can find that i don't already own.

Books:

lyrics and poetry, and pretty much anything else i can get my hands on and can actually hold my attention.

Heroes:

my mom - for everything she is
&
my grampa - simply for believing in everything i do

My Blog

this is fucking hilarious - WAY TO GO 5CLOWNS!!

Public Disclosure Statement July 17, 2006 This statement has been developed for use in responding to public inquiries, consistent with the Commissions policy on Public Communication in the Ac...
Posted by the INSTITUTION that is... [ jay ROCK"] on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 08:25:00 PST

...the good ones...

i got the following from a bulletin posted by my sweet lil emmy-doodle...and i seriously haven't stop laughing yet. not only is it funny...but it's an answer that earned a teachers respect, not b...
Posted by the INSTITUTION that is... [ jay ROCK"] on Tue, 23 May 2006 09:55:00 PST

taken for life :D

there's something about you that drives me insane. and no... not that type of insane where i'm losing my mind only... the kind of insane where you're speechless, awe-struck, blown away, torn between c...
Posted by the INSTITUTION that is... [ jay ROCK"] on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 03:11:00 PST

what dreams may come

it's funny. throughout your life, there are things that you want to do - things that you want to achieve before your time is up. some of these things are easily accomplished, while others take time. a...
Posted by the INSTITUTION that is... [ jay ROCK"] on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 03:02:00 PST

no one in the world

Emily Smiles and Her laughter. It's the only thing that I've been waiting forA time,Regardless of our distance, And our Hope cuz we'reTrapped by pretty eyes and letters for a time. The only thing that...
Posted by the INSTITUTION that is... [ jay ROCK"] on Sat, 18 Mar 2006 01:16:00 PST

now THIS was a survey!!

WHAT IF: 1.You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up? wow...only ONE person???! doesn't really seem fair - i mean, soo many people just deserve to be blown up...
Posted by the INSTITUTION that is... [ jay ROCK"] on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 06:22:00 PST

Ode to Collegiate Alcoholism

College students are truly a rare breed. Week after week we put ourselves through the gauntlet of flip-cup tournaments, keg stands, ice luges, and power hours only to pass out briefly and wake up at o...
Posted by the INSTITUTION that is... [ jay ROCK"] on Fri, 23 Dec 2005 11:57:00 PST

essentially...me.

Essential parts of my DNA ~ in no particular order of importance ~ (except for the 1st and 2nd one) - emily - my best friend - var...
Posted by the INSTITUTION that is... [ jay ROCK"] on Mon, 17 Oct 2005 03:19:00 PST

Complaints & Grievances!

Ok, so Ive wanting to write this blog for quite some time and Ive just never gotten around to it. When I actually did attempt to write it, I got a good amount down, tried to cut and paste, and somehow...
Posted by the INSTITUTION that is... [ jay ROCK"] on Sat, 08 Oct 2005 03:13:00 PST

waiting...for all

i recently saw one of those televised masses.......yeaa....all i heard was blah blah blah blah...mind you, i've read the bible...and understood it...but i can't say i really believe most of it...if an...
Posted by the INSTITUTION that is... [ jay ROCK"] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST