Over the last 2 years my idea of what I am has shifted drastically, I still find freelance writing and magazine work interesting, but Whether or not I have the grit to stick through college to "get there" is a different story. For all I'm really about is the moment. I Love Poetry, and free verse, and spoken word. I love to Freestyle with other people who like to Freestyle. I love being on a Turntable Set-up and mixing up beats and samples, once again it's one of my passions I'll be pursuing more realistically when i make some more money to get the proper set-up. From there on out
It's about finding some like-minded MC's who have similar goals and aspirations, or some kind of inspiration they can inspire a group with, it's about a movement. A Shift in ideas and Emotions.I really don't Know what I wanna be when I "grow up."
I know the things I don't want to be, and that's poor and completely passionless, I will always strive to make money but never let money make me, for if I was rich, I'd still Dress Bummie, probably even give a bum money, just live modestly if you can relate to what I'm getting at. I really one day just hope to live on the outskirts of civilization, where I can plant my trees and Live in Peace with Myself and Nature, and who knows, if I'm Lucky, Maybe I'll even have a daughter or a Son Before it's all said and done. I just want to be able to be Me, Show my Love To People As genuinely as I can, and be Loved.But Lately there seems to be so many obstacles, and I'm running out of Endurance. Sometimes the only thing that keeps a person going, is pure grit and tough skin, but who am I kidding, If the Boulders don't crush your shoulders as you get older, your shoulders just get wider, and your able to carry that much more, but for How Long? Beauty Will Fade, Are Ego's will Inflate some will dissolve, But essentially I am the same man I'll always be, For No Matter What Tries To Kill Me, I Keep Getting up, Dusting off, And Stumbling Down That Road Known as Life. Clueless As To Whats Going to Come Next. One Thing I Want More Out of Life, Is to Laugh More, Laughter is Good For what Ails Ya, and I used to be really good at making people laugh and being able to laugh at myself.I have all the charisma in the world, and when I find it again, all the people who once knew me wont even recognize me, too Them I'll Be a Completely Different Person, To Me, I'll Just Be the Me I was Meant to Be.The Old Me
Hey what's up all you fucken freaks. I'm a shot of Jager, A few Heineken's and a truckload of the scary mary. This is were you get a dig into the kind of dirt I'm into. I'm aspiring to be magazine writer, or to do freelance writing thru Mass Communications, Marketing and Advertising. If I can't shit one of those out, I hope I can live up my days working at an old-rock station listening to music all day. Ahhh....Ambition, but it's that damn motivation thing I seem to be lacking, that or focus, or is it just grey matter. I like to laugh a lot, I think it helps cure what ails ya, and being a couch surfer, I've took a few trips that I aint come back from. If you knew me, you'd think I was moderately cool, or at least not the biggest asshole you've ever met, either way it's a win win situation.
Contemplation of The Years
I'm Changing More and More Throughout The Years, But One Thing Remains The Same, The Friends and Family That Love Me Unconditionally Will Never Be Lost, Nor Forgotten. Live For The Day, and as Bad as it Sounds, Think about Yourself, Or later on You'll be regretting you Never Truly Found Yourself, Only Adapted To What Others Wanted You Too Be. Just Be You, Full Throttle, and God Speed.
Kottonmouth Kings "Gone Git High" from the album Hidden Stash III
..Kottonmouth Kings "Gone Git High" from the album Hidden Stash III
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