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white and nerdy!!

even losers get lucky sometimes. ♥

About Me

The problem with me is cold indecence,
so afraid of the day that you won't remember me,
escapism beats ,rhymes, drugs and men,
the problem with you, you let yourself stop believing
and now you're afraid of your own thoughts and feelings,
forgot how to share what I loved most about you,
lost your voice now no choice but to doubt you,
the problem with the people that I stay surrounded with,
they all wanna replace faith with a psychologist,
bring the evolution where the thinking is pollution,
when their swallowing the balance and theyre drinking the solution,
the problem with the people I wont stand next to,
they dont hear the songs that we sing for the rescue,
"the keys of life", "the bass line of sadness",
untill people that dont have reach out and grab it,
the problem with love is it lives in a book now,
the problem with drugs is theyre too f***ing good now,
the problem with logic is theres too many loopholes,
the problem with truth is its usually brutal,
the problem is I cant trust most of what I see,
so f*** it all the problems of life must be me... GOD LOVES UGLY *smiles*
i'm not a perfect girl. my hair doesn't always stay in place & i spill things a lot. i'm pretty clumsy & and sometimes i have a broken heart. my friends & i sometimes fight & maybe somedays nothing goes right. but when i think about it & take a step back i remember how amazing life truly is & that maybe. just maybe. i like being unperfect.....
Banging words on a typewriter, I guess they call it painting in a cave. There's a word I can't remember and a feeling I cannot escape now my ashtray's overflowing, I'm still staring at a blank page.
When the world is shakin' and nothing stands I'll hold on to your hand.

My Interests



I love music,

I love singing, and making music,

I love grandpa socks,

I love romantic movies,

I love dramatic exits,

I love hugs,kisses,and cuddling,

I love stuffed penguins,

I love loud music,

I love argueing with religeous people,

I love peircings,

I love stars,

I love photography,

I love roadtrips,

I love surprise partys,

I love christmas lights,

I love finding new places,

I love doing things I'm not supposed to,

I love pretty lyrics that don't make sense,

I love languages,

I love guns,

I love to play football,

I love you!!

**I HATE BIKE TIRES! **AHHH!!!**

I LUV YA SHEILA ~JEN I LUV YA SHEILA ~JEN

adopt your own virtual pet!

I'd like to meet:

you mean dead people? well, i'd meet god.. although he is at least very much alive in the minds of our nations leaders, if you are alive god, may i call you g?

Music:



hm, music. i love music. it's great i mean you can listen to it when you're in any type of mood. i listen to rap mostly, but i enjoy listening to anything except opera, can't stand that shit if you know what i mean, haha. the thing i enjoy more than listening to music is making it, playing the guitar makes me happy i can just let all my feelings out. =] ♥

Movies:

Baby Got Book (WhiteboyDJ.com)



Dan "Southpaw" Smith's parody of "Baby Got Back" as seen on VH1's WebJunkwww.whiteboydj.com

Television:


Books:

I'm chosen but I'm alone, I should feel special but I'm carrying a burden far too heavy. They say I'll be in high authority but my heart is heavy; why does this have to be? I could change everything but I'm afraid still, deep in my soul I know what I have to do; make things right, how it was meant to be from the beginning, open the blind eyes, warm up the cold hearts. That's why I will choose to be different. That's why I will give back the memories.

Heroes:



My Blog

what.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:» I died tomorrow:» I said I liked you:» I kissed you:» I lived next door to you:» I started smoking:» I stole something:» I was hospitalized:» I ran away from home:» I got into ...
Posted by white and nerdy!! on Sun, 20 Nov 2005 10:21:00 PST

Soldier Poem...

Soldier ... Here is something someone sent me and I thought I should share it with everybody...I have a friend who may not know or ever call my name, A friend who may not visit, but I thank them just ...
Posted by white and nerdy!! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Only in America...

Only in America... can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. Only in America... are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. Only in America... do banks leave both doo...
Posted by white and nerdy!! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

have fun....

ok fill this out then message it back to me...oo ya..have fun 1. Give me your number? 2. Have sex with me? 3. Let me kiss you? 4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one? 5. Let me take...
Posted by white and nerdy!! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST