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yelhsa semaj

taking it one day at a time

About Me

Sweet, loving, a person to have in ones life, someone whose there through thick and thin, volumptious, ghetto booty, gentle, angelic, psycho, mad, black woman.
I love to dance. Dancing is a feeling of the soul. An artistic feeling of how the soul feels. Dance from the heart and sing from there as well. Singing releases the feelings of the soul in word forms.
Be a soul seeker. Search for your soul; find out who you are and know how to handle yourself in a situation. By truly knowing who you are you can know preciscely know what you want and where you want to go and not be confused. Your life will have definition and meaning.
Escape reality for awhile. Reality can be too much at times and just by escaping for five minutes can relax your mind and relieve your stress giving you the energy that you might need to combat reality when you return.
Your future isn't written, well, written in stone to say the least. It can be changed and you should always keep it changing. Remember, karma is part of your future and the saying is true, "Karma is a bitch."
"Ask and thou shalt recieve." Most people don't read the fine print though, "Ask and thou shalt recieve, but always remember the answer is sometimes 'no'." Always accept "No" as an answer, because it is. You don't always get your way with everything - that's a "No" answer right there.
Who cares what you look like on the outside. What truly matters is what's on the inside. But always remember this, if you look like doo doo on the outside you're probably gonna feel like doo doo on the inside.
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My Interests

going dancing at city jazz,tabu,and anywhere else to go dancing at,going to the florida mall, millenia,universal,going to the mardi gras concerts,drinking,shopping when i have the money,eating at mcdonalds, going to starbucks,going to watch a movie,chilling out at home something i do most of the time,singing karoke,just having a random day with friends...

I'd like to meet:

this is a poem by me: i am ugly i am lonely i am stupid i am a coward i am a third wheel i am lazy i am tired i am a cover up i am fat i am a waste of time i am a bitch i am a dumbass i am boring i am unloveable i am depressed i am not happy i am used i am ditched i am a drunk i am a smoker this is what i am.. this is what i think of myself why do i think this way... because i had no one in my life to tell me positive things growing up.. so i have to try hard to do it myself and thats gonna be tough... PUT YOUR I'D LIKE TO MEET SECTION HERE! Changes may take up to 2 mins to show on your profileView All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

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Movies:

willie wonka and the chocolate factory,fat albert,made in america,pootie tang,monster,the original dawn of the dead,eurotrip,bringing down the house,lion king, cars, over the hedge,chuck and larry,blank check,weekend at bernies 2, hostle 1 and 2,a mighty heart,white chicks,mean girls, wall-e (the cutest movie ever i had a tear coming out of my eye),wanted

Television:

family guy, cheaters, maury, jerry springer, rock of love, flavor of love, bridezillas, snapped.....

Books:

umm i dont read i should tho

Heroes:

music all the way...

My Blog

when will i ever..

when will i ever find that special someone who will be there for me through thick and thin,respects me for being me how i look how i feel,someone who wants to spend his time with me when i really need...
Posted by yelhsa semaj on Wed, 09 May 2007 07:47:00 PST

i need to love myself

as my aunt says if you want someone to love you you need to love yourself first and shes so right. the way i think about my self is so negative it makes me depressed and stressed out everyday and i do...
Posted by yelhsa semaj on Tue, 01 May 2007 08:36:00 PST

A true friend

a true friend is someone who has your back through it all someone who would never lie to you even if it hurts someone who would do anything for you offer you a place to stay when you wanna get away fr...
Posted by yelhsa semaj on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 08:33:00 PST

im so over it

im over being this cover up why cant people tell the truth about who theyre hanging out with instead of using other people as a cover up cuz they dont wanna really reveal who theryre hanging out with ...
Posted by yelhsa semaj on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 06:39:00 PST

tired of getting ditched

im tired of being ditched everytime i have plans with some body and i get dressed and ready to go they call up and say oh im not going anymore and that pisses me off so bad what kind of friends a...
Posted by yelhsa semaj on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 08:03:00 PST

i dont need to make new friends

i dont need to make new friends cuz everytime i try to i do all this stuff for them and i get stabbed in the back i gotta be careful im so content with the friends  i have u know who you are...
Posted by yelhsa semaj on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 10:24:00 PST

i feel used

i just feel like i do thing for people and the appricate it on the outside but deep down inside of the theyre like oh i expect this out of her cuz shes nothing to me im tired of it i just need to fend...
Posted by yelhsa semaj on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 08:22:00 PST

things

wow havnt updated in a while well whats going on with me um work work work im talking to sum one i havnt spoke to in 2 years um we hang out once in a while im mad at him rite now um ive been clubbin u...
Posted by yelhsa semaj on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 02:04:00 PST

bored as hell

well um im bored as hell got a tatto a week ago i need to move out my life sucks im lonely need a bf  thats all i got to say
Posted by yelhsa semaj on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

been a while

been a while since ive updated this thing well ive been busy with work and shit and now i make 615 and hour cause of that minumim wage thing so i started a savings account to save for a car so yeah in...
Posted by yelhsa semaj on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST