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aNdrew

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About Me

I'm aNdrew. For some reason, I prefer to capitalize the "N" in my first name, rather than the "a". Don't ask me why, because I really don't know. I'm 27 years old and fairly new to the state of California (I come from a great place known as Minneapolis, MN).
There's all kinds of things I could say on here about me, and all kinds of things I could not say. But the truth is that I am a constantly evolving and changing person, and I don't feel like having to re-write or update this "about me" bio thing every six months. What I can say is that I am a creative and open-minded person. I'm very passionate about the things I love most in life- particularily music, art and creativity. I think the best way I could even attempt to label myself would be with the simple word "me."
I'm very confident in the things I believe in and the opinions I have, but also very insecure. Though I hate to admit it, I worry way too much about what other people in my life think, and worry way too much about the way that I look. I could be a poster child for someone with major anxiety, I am a worry-wart. I believe that everything in life happens for a reason, but I'm still highly sensitive. I have a very blunt and charismatic sense of humor that can be too much for some people and too "in-your-face", but its only one layer that covers up the extremely emotional little guy that I am. Sometimes I speak without thinking. I have no trouble speaking my mind to strangers and standing up for myself, but when it comes to my closest friends, sometimes that assertiveness turns into insecurity and fades. I love the few people I hold close to me more than anything in the world.
Things that make me happy are a diverse cd collection, my black cat Benji, going to shows, writing, good company with good people who constantly challenge me and make me smile, and anything having to do with The Nightmare Before Christmas (I'm pretty obsessed). Things that make me sad and/or mad include ICP, "fashion mullets", ignorance, songs by Avril Lavigne, and any place that makes me feel like a dork.
I guess what it all comes down to is that- as Alanis Morissette best says- I haven't got it all figured out just yet. On most days, I can honestly say that that single song by Alanis Morissette (Hand In My Pocket) is pretty much the easiest way to sum me up... cuz while I know who I'm not, I still don't know who I am. And to me, that's honest living- and the most honest answer I can give in telling the story of aNdrew, and just who exactly he is.

My Interests

music
tattoos
writing
concerts
art
traveling
spirituality
animal rights/PETA
individuality
fashion
creativity
taking pictures
road trips
yoga
meeting new people

I'd like to meet:

Alanis Morissette, Gwen Stefani, Marilyn Manson, and someone who:
-Derives joy when someone else succeeds.
-Does not play dirty when engaged in competition.
-Has a big intellectual capacity, but knows that it alone does not equate wisdom.
-Sees everything as an illusion, but enjoys it even though they are not of it.
-Is both feminine and masculine, politically aware, and does not believe in capital punishment.
-Derives joy from diving in and seeing that loving someone can actually feel like freedom.
-Is funny, à la self-deprecating, likes adventure, and has many formed opinions.
-Is athletic and thriving in a job that helps their brothers.
-Is not addicted.
-Is curious and communicative.

Music:

AFI
Christina Aguilera
Alkaline Trio
All-American Rejects
Tori Amos
And One
Angels & Airwaves
Fiona Apple
The B-52's
Bjork
Blaqk Audio
Blink 182
Blondie
James Blunt
David Bowie
Brand New
The Bravery
Bush
Johnny Cash
The Cure
The Darkness
Dashboard Confessional
Death Cab For Cutie
Depeche Mode
Ani DiFranco
Eminem
Everclear
The Faint
Fall Out Boy
The Fray
Nelly Furtado
Garbage
Goldfrapp
Good Charlotte
The Gossip
Green Day
Head Automatica
Imogen Heap
Hellogoodbye
Hole
Ima Robot
Incubus
Jack's Mannequin
Jewel
Jimmy Eat World
Juliette and the Licks
The Killers
The Knife
John Lennon
Blake Lewis
Courtney Love
Madonna
Marilyn Manson
Matchbox Twenty
John Mayer
Mest
Ingrid Michaelson
Mika
Mindless Self Indulgence
Moby
The Moldy Peaches
Alanis Morissette
Jason Mraz
My Chemical Romance
New Order
Nine Inch Nails
No Doubt
Paolo Nutini
Operation Ivy
Ozzy Osbourne
Liz Phair
Pink
Poe
Poison
The Postal Service
Elvis Presley
Lisa Marie Presley
Radiohead
The Ramones
Rancid
Rihanna
Scissor Sisters
She Wants Revenge
Silverchair
Siouxsie & the Banshees
The Smashing Pumpkins
Social Distortion
Something Corporate
The Sounds
Britney Spears
Regina Spektor
Gwen Stefani
Tegan & Sara
Rob Thomas
Justin Timberlake
Transplants
The Used
VNV Nation
Weezer
Amy Winehouse
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Yellowcard
30 Seconds To Mars

Movies:

The Nightmare Before Christmas
Edward Scissorhands
Moulin Rouge
Juno
Big Fish
The Hours
8 Mile
As Good As It Gets
Shrek
Shrek 2
Shrek The Third
Life As A House
Mad Love
Girl, Interrupted
A Walk to Remember
Bringing Down The House
Spirited Away
That Thing You Do
Welcome to the Dollhouse
E.T.
Masters Of The Universe
Finding Nemo
Grave of the Fireflies
Return To Oz
To Kill a Mockingbird

Television:

The Simpsons
Lost
Dog The Bounty Hunter
Grey's Anatomy
The Osbournes
Big Brother
I Love New York
Flavor of Love
Beverly Hills, 90210
Degrassi
He-Man
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Thundercats
General Hospital
The Real World
Dr. Quinn, Medicine Woman

Books:

To Kill A Mockingbird
The Long Hard Road Out Of Hell
Of Mice and Men
The Hours
Where The Wild Things Are
The Harry Potter Series
The Giving Tree
Curious George
The Lorax

Heroes:

My Mom and Dad
My Grandma (I miss you)
Rob Thomas
Jack Skellington
Alanis Morissette
Chelsea

My Blog

look at us rallying all our defenses

"Where did your heart go," a voice distant and disgusted, "why are you so angry?""Where did this monster come from?" And again, "Your heart went so cold, why?" These thoughts and these voices ringing ...
Posted by aNdrew on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 02:49:00 PST

i try really hard actually

Saw the move "Juno" today.  This little movie, I feel very confident saying, is one of the best movies I've seen in years.  I haven't enjoyed a new movie like this in a long, long time. ...
Posted by aNdrew on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 08:28:00 PST

the moment i decide not to abandon me

I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful...So unloved for someone so fine...I can feel so boring for someone so interesting...So ignorant for someone of sound mind...These little projections, how...
Posted by aNdrew on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 10:15:00 PST

silence is golden... i choose noise

Its been awhile since I last posted a blog.  I guess for awhile there, I just didn't feel like I had much to say.  I guess that's changed a little now, as I find myself compelled to write a ...
Posted by aNdrew on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 10:41:00 PST

Marilyn Manson Show

First things first, today was my Dad's birthday, so happy birthday Dad!  Thanks for having us over tonight and letting us slip out a little early to go to the Manson show!  I love you dude! ...
Posted by aNdrew on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 02:44:00 PST

screw you ticketmaster!

So I have a real problem with ticketmaster.  The additional fees they charge when you buy concert tickets is absolutely wrong and ridiculous, and it should seriously be made illegal.  It cos...
Posted by aNdrew on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 10:14:00 PST

the pessimistic protection plan

Now that I murdered your inspiration and I forced you out.Do you hate me?Do you want revenge? We get so far, and than it just starts rewinding.And the same old song, we're playing it again.Suspension ...
Posted by aNdrew on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 01:56:00 PST

work

I'm off to complete and utter misery, but then I get a day off tomorrow, though its only one day off for the week.  I'm burnt out. I'm so sick of it all.  I wanna punch JT in the face, that ...
Posted by aNdrew on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 02:03:00 PST

eat me, drink me

So I'm sitting her, on my third listen of the latest album by Marilyn Manson, Eat Me, Drink Me.  To say the least, the album is completely rocking my world, and its really making me remember why ...
Posted by aNdrew on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 01:42:00 PST

he crawls like a worm from the bird...

Too much on my mind lately.  Too much work and energy to write about it, so I won't do that, either.  Totally exhausted, insanely overwhelmed, and extremely un-satisfied.  I need to th...
Posted by aNdrew on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 08:27:00 PST