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Remember Who You Are
"In the early mist of your soul's creation the concept of evolution soon began beating in a physical heart.
Taking form to participate was intended to bring expansion and clarity to your energy.
However, the dramas created for learning had the ability to increase without complete resolution.
v Thus the majestic light of your soul's creativity became distorted or forgotten in the linear experience.
Every soul vibrates with a pulse that simmers in your subconsciousness awaiting release.
It surfaces sweetly like a whisper of thought wishing to tumble off the tip of your tongue but never quite arriving.
This often leads to frustration as you attempt to remember what you are seemingly forgetting to do in this life.
"What is my purpose?"
"Why am I here?"
Questions that speak loudly while the answers retreat into more meaningless dramas. The desire to the soul to speak becomes louder in your head until your heart explodes in its need to express its magnificent energy.
The soul, even when enduring physical suppression has the ability to expand.
Often the largest opponent to this expansion is the physical belief system that is in place.
It is important to remember that no matter what has occurred in your life, the soul's intention is to shine its light forth.
Release the perceived mistakes and supposed wrong turns.
Embrace your creativity while weaving through that maze of unfortunate dramas.
You and your soul have the ability to do so.
You will prevail.
Leave the darkness of despair and let the light of who your are shine through.
It will make a difference.
Remember not only your physical self but who you are as a soul. It's all within you awaiting your return & focus."
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)Updated
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You scored as Mysterious
You are worried that others won't appreciate who you are so you tend to not tell all until you know a person. Your dream is to make people happy. You always help those in need but don't brag about it or let them know your name. You are a soul among souls, with bricks built to protect yourself from all of the harm that has been done to you. You never show your sorrow or pain and are more than likely an artist of sorts be it musician or poet. Everyone loves you and you love them in return. You are wishing for the person who will allow you to open up and tell them everything about you. In return you will give them the world unconditionally.


Mysterious


92%

Lover


83%

Passion


77%

Diamond Eyes


77%

Eyes full of Pain


50%


What Elemental Fairy are you?
Water Fairy
You want to please others and help as much as you can. But you tend to forget who you really are. You love to swim, but you move around too much. Sometimes it's best if you rest and find yourself. You dream of having more fire fairy qualities.
I found this great website that's free and online and it immediately translates any language for you. I've been searching for something like it for a while. This is way too cool. Click HERE
This photo is dedicated to all of those serving our country in the armed forces and the millions of families who await their safe return. May you all be blessed with peace.
I am wearing camo jammies so I can't see who or where I am
Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Sensing You are:
A true admirer of beauty and art
A true friend without expectations
Someone who seeks out variety and adventure
Not interested in status or material wealth
Able to act wisely without stopping to think
My favorite color is purple. There are lots of websites about people who say purple is their favorite color. Here are some of the excerpts from those sites:
Purple: Purples are highly individual, fastidious, witty, and sensitive, with a strong desire to be unique and different. Temperamental, expansive and artistic, a Purple person may become aloof and sarcastic when misunderstood. If you chose Purple, you tend to be unconventional, tolerant, and dignified, likely to achieve positions of authority.
Female purple fans are cool and always composed and they'll fuss if you wrinkle their dress when you try to rip it off. (True, but we love the ripping it off part)

What Your Favorite Color Purple Says About You:
Intuitive --- Seeking --- Creative
Kind --- Self-Sacrificing --- Growth Oriented
Strong --- Very Wise --- Rare
This is written by a wiser person than me my awesome fantastic gorgeous extremely intelligent and life experienced daughter. Wow. "Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies. You expect him to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it. You expect him to calm you down when you're yelling or to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel entirely, and utterly defeated when something doesn't exactly match up with all your plans. But that's the thing. Love isn't a plan. It doesn't have a certain beginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it. Love happens; it is so incredibly messy. People around you can't comprehend why you do the things you do, or why you fight so hard for something that seems to cause you so much pain, because simply, they can't see. They can't see the invisible ring of insanity that surrounds you when you're in love. It's inconvenient and painful and devastating at times, but we can't live without it. What you don't learn is how hard love is. How much work it takes. How much of ourselves we have to put into it. How it isn't worth it until we are complete and utter idiots about it. Love isn't him calming you down when you yell. It's him yelling, just as loud, just as hard, right back at you, right in your face to wake you up and to keep you grounded. It isn't him bringing you roses everyday or cute things that make your relationship appear more presentable. It's after a long fight, that drains the life and bones right out of you both, and yet him showing up at your door the next morning anyway. It's not him saying all the right things or knowing exactly how to handle you. So no, it's not him caressing your hair and telling you everything is going to be alright. It's him standing there, admitting he's just as scared as you are. You have to remember that with love, you're not the only one involved. You've unknowingly put your life, your heart into the palms of another persons hands and said, 'Here. Do what you will. Mash it into mince meat. Or forget I ever handed it to you. As long as you have it.' It makes us crazy. It makes reality invisible and it erases all the lines that we shouldn't cross. Because love isn't about fencing ourselves in; feeling safe, feeling sure about the future. It's about scaring the shit out of every nerve in our body, but pushing forward anyway. Because all the fighting and all the tears and all the uncertainty is worth it. And it's a hell of a lot better, than being 100% happy without someone to show us that there is a world of a difference between feeling 'happy' and feeling whole."
When I met the monster under my bed, I found it to be a reflection of me. scary huh?
.. You scored as Healer, You are a Healer Empath. You take in the energy of others and transmute it. You trigger transformation in others and free trapped energy. You are capable of great healing abilities. You walk between the worlds and bring waves of healing energy with your presence. (from "The Book of Storms" by Jad Alexander at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Empaths/)
Healer


95%

Artist


95%

Universal


80%

Shaman


75%

Precog


70%

Traveler


45%

Judge


40%

Fallen Angel


20%
What Kind of Empath Are You?
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Love? There is only one TRUE love.
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I am attracted to pound puppies and lost soulsmaybe because they are so much like me I've lived in so many different towns searching for something not sure what it is I am searching for but until I find it I will keep moving from town to town landing with both feet on the ground and a broken wing and in this silent crying I cannot seem to call anywhere home no roots to call my own I am the one who still picks up the hitchhiker in the pouring rain taking them home to heal them feed them using up all of my soul energy only to find that the one I chose to save didn't want to be saved or never needed to be saved at all so in awe of my repeated mistakes I fly half heartedly away self destructive in my own desires to find what I am missing in my life experiencing the joys and pains of my own downfall and patching up my broken wing with time and a bit of super glue only to lose more feathers along my journey hoping to heal the right person who will in turn heal me


Cloudy days are thought provoking perfect days to write a song.

"I love you. And not, not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. I love you. Very, very simple, very truly. You are the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another human being. And I know that you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you would ever consider. But I had to say it. I just, I can't take this anymore. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't, I can't look into your eyes without feeling that, that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. And I know this will probably queer our friendship - no pun intended - but I had to say it, because I've never felt this way before, and I don't care. I like who I am because of it. And if bringing this to light means we can't hang out anymore, then that hurts me. But God, I just, I couldn't allow another day to go by without just getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And, you know, I'll accept that. But I know...I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something too. All I ask, please, is that you just, you just not dismiss that - and try to dwell in it for just ten seconds. There isn't another soul on this planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you, and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it is there between you and me. You can't deny that. Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me, which - while I do appreciate it - I'd never need a painting of birds bought at a diner to remind me of." -- Chasing Amy

what happens when you go to heaven
does god make everything new
or does he take what you've become
to make what will be you
If that's the case don't send me there
I won't be the angel who sings
cause I'd fall out of heaven for sure
If broken hearts get broken wings

F A L L For All Love Lost I FALL
333 - The Ascended Masters are near you, desiring you to know that you have their help, love, and companionship. Call upon the Ascended Masters often, especially when you see the number 3 patterns around you. Some of the more famous Ascended Masters include: Jesus, Moses, Mary, Quan Yin, and Yogananda.
333--This is a number of decision, that you are in the process of decision, and it will either take you to 666, awareness of your physical world, or a 999 which is the number of completion.
333 In so far as we concentrate on the future we tend to decrease our concentration on the present. Insight comes from concentration on the here-now. The Absolute is wholly in each moment and nothing is excluded from the here-now. By fully understanding the present, we fully understand the future.

If you are as fascinated with drumming and native american music as I you will most definitely want to go to Native American Radio for more info.

Now I lay me down to weep
Knowing his love is just skin deep
If his love for me dies before I wake
I pray the lord my heart won't break

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season .LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.



Tomorrow is the most important thing in life. Comes into us at midnight very clean. It's perfect when it arrives and it puts itself in our hands. It hopes we've learned something from yesterday.

Complications of the heart will lead to complications in life.

I always wake up at 3:33 a.m. with a bunch of words in my head that need a tune. Songwriters are born songwriters just as boys are born boys and girls are born girls.. we can't help it.. it's just the way it is..it's hard to find someone in our lives that understands us and knows that this is only one of the millions of intricate pieces to our souls puzzle and the true test is whether one takes that talent and utilizes it or lets it sit on a dusty shelf and be forgotten until it's an old dried up rose that cannot be brought back to life



You scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.

Angel


92%

Faerie


84%

Mermaid


67%

WereWolf


67%

Dragon


42%

Demon


0%
What Mythological Creature are you?

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