IT'S GONNA BE A YEAR THIS OCT. 31ST SINCE YOU PASSED AWAY AND MOVED ON TO THE OTHER SIDE. THIS HAS BEEN THE HARDEST SITUATION I'VE EVER HAD TO DEAL WITH, AND IT DOESN'T SEEM TO GET EASIER AS TIME GOES BY, I'M JUST LEARNING TO HIDE THE SORROW INSIDE.THIS FIRST YEAR HAS BROUGHT FIRSTS OF EVERYTHING, YOUR FIRST BIRTHDAY WITHOUT YOU, YOUR FIRST GAME WITHOUT YOU, THE FIRST FAMILY TRIP WITHOUT YOU, THE FIRST THANKSGIVING AND CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU. EVERY SINGLE FIRST HAS BEEN UNBEARABLE, BUT I KNOW THAT YOU'RE WAITING AND LOOKING OUT FOR US UP IN HEAVEN. I CAN'T WAIT TO JOIN YOU AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE BEEN MISSING YOU.THIS IS THE MOST DIFFICULT SONG I'VE EVER HAD TO WRITE, BUT YOU ARE THE INSPIRATION FOR IT. I HOPE THAT YOU HEAR IT AND KNOW THAT IT WAS WRITTEN WITH THE DEEPEST LOVE AND RESPECT FOR YOUR MEMORY. THE SONG IS CALLED "NEVER SAID GOODBYE" BECAUSE WE NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO FORMALLY SAY IT TO EACH OTHER.I LOVE YOU LITTLE BRO, AND WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION TO ALL OF US. MAY YOU REST IN PEACE.YOUR BIG BRO,
MIGUEL......................................................
.........................................LYRICS TO:"NEVER SAID GOODBYE""LIFE HAS TAKEN YOU AWAY
YOUR SOUL ROAMS FREE AWAY FROM PAIN
I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND
WHY YOU WERE THE CHOSEN ONEALL THIS MISERY
WON'T SET ME FREE
I'LL NEVER FORGET WHY
YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYEIF I COULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR YOURS
I WOULD DO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN
IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE
THAT YOU NO LONGER EXISTIT'S HARD TO CARE ABOUT ANYTHING
IT'S HARD TO CARE ANYMORE
IT'S HARD TO CARE ABOUT ANYTHING
IT'S HARD TO CARE ANYMOREALL THIS MISERY
WON'T SET ME FREE
I'LL NEVER FORGET WHY
YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYETHE TRINITY HAS BEEN BROKEN
TORN TO PIECES
THE SAVIOR HAS BETRAYED
AND FORSAKEN USINSPIRATION FADES AWAY
LEAVING ME FULL OF EMPTINESS
I FIGHT THIS EVERYDAY BATTLE
TO PUT ON MY PLASTIC SMILEALL THIS MISERY
WON'T SET ME FREE
I'LL NEVER FORGET WHY
YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYETEARS OF SADNESS
BRING ME CLOSER TO MADNESS
EVERYDAY I DIE A LITTLE MORE
HOPING I WILL NEVER AGAIN HAVE TO MOURNI'LL MISS YOU FOREVER
I'LL NEVER SAY GOODBYE"I HAVE BEEN INFLUENCED BY THE DARKER, MORE ARTISTIC SIDE OF LIFE. I LIVE EVERYDAY TO THE FULLEST, AND USE MY MUSIC AS THE BEST WAY TO EXPRESS MY DEEPEST EMOTIONS. I'VE PLAYED IN A BAND CALLED SOCIAL CONFLICT, FROM EAST L.A., FOR THE LAST 11 YEARS. I'VE BEEN ON TOUR TO MEXICO, ENGLAND, THE WEST COAST, AND CONTINUE TO PERFORM AND RECORD MY DRUG...MUSIC. I AM CURRENTLY ATTENDING RECORDING ENGINEER SCHOOL AT "SOUND MASTER" IN ALHAMBRA, AND AM WORKING WITH SOME VERY INTERESTING PEOPLE.I HAVE BEEN PLAYING DRUMS FOR 12 YEARS, GUITAR FOR 10 YEARS, AND BASS OFF AND ON. I'VE BEEN IN OTHER BANDS LIKE OPPOSITION, SUBSISTENCIA, KOLAPSO, ALL OR NOTHING H.C., AND METAL MORPHISIS. I ALSO USED TO PLAY IN A MARIACHI GROUP, WHICH PERFORMED AT THE HOLLYWOOD BOWL THREE YEARS IN A ROW. I WAS ALSO IN A JAZZ BAND AT ONE POINT. I AM A PROMOTER FOR AN INDEPENDENT LABEL "INNOCENCE LOST RECORDS," AND CONTINUALLY WORK WITH VARIOUS UNDERGROUND BANDS, AND ORGANIZATIONS. CHECK OUT MY BAND UNDER "MYSPACE.COM/SOCIALCONFLICTMUSICK," TO SEE OUR UP-COMING SHOWS.LET'S KEEP THE SCENE ALIVE, FOREVER IN STRUGGLE!!!MIGUEL.
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