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Lately I've been wondering what the true meaning of life is. My luck with friendships and family hasn't always been so wonderful. I've never quite fit in the Christian community either. I decided to devote my life to education, and even that so far hasn't turned out to feel so rewarding. Although I continue my path toward a college degree and a stable future, I can't help but wonder, am I missing out on the true joys in life? I've never experienced true love, or friendship except for the kind between parent and child. There are so many people that care about me, and I could not live life without them, but I can't help but feel like they can't always understand me. But in the end, can anyone ever fully trust someone? Can anyone really fully accept someone for who they are? For even lovers ponder at their true love's secret intentions, just as the children of God question their father, though never doubting his love. Perhaps I'm just a lost soul. Perhaps I may never be found. Until that time, I wander down the path of life, alone, toward an uncertain future. But by the grace of God, and the help of my friends and family, I know I will make it through life, and finish better than most.
My name is Ian Anderson, and I'm 15. I can be a mysterious person, but that doesn't make me mean. For the most part I'm very nice, but I can be very cold when the occasion calls for it. I just like to enjoy life, and like to look past the small squabbles over nothing, and get on with what everyone wants to do. Everyone deserves a second chance... and a third one too, unless they do something unforgivable. We're all human, and we all make mistakes. You only live once, and sometimes we forget that, and get unnecessarily angry over things that don't really matter.
This may come as a surprise to a lot of people, but I'm a very religious person. I pray every day and I read the bible every day as well. Unfortunately I don't attend church all that often, but I definately have a good relationship with God. And don't worry, I'm not a stereotypical Christian. I don't care if our opinions differ on Philosophy and whatnot. If I cared that much, then I wouldn't live in America, where we're all allowed to have our own opinion.
I have a lot of amazing friends, and I couldn't ask for better ones. I regret that I can't spend every moment of every day with all of them. I enjoy the simple things in life, and just going to the nearest Starbucks can be a memorable experience with friends. I don't always have a lot of time, but when I'm not studying, you can be sure that I'm with friends having a blast :)
Apparently I'm not very good at keeping friendships for a long time. I don't really care. In my mind, I never stop being friends with anybody unless they do something stupid, and not talking to someone doesn't mean that I'm not friends with them anymore. If someone makes a great effort to be my friend, then I will make time for them. I don't do one sided relationships anymore. There are some people that I have been friends with for years and years, and while some relationships come and go, I will always have those close friends. There are a lot of people that no longer consider me their friend, because I'm so busy all the time, but I know that eventually things will work out. Making a bunch of stupid drama definately isn't worth my time, or theirs.Nerdsama777
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Interests:
Japan
Long walks
Riding my bike
Coffee
The night sky
STAR OCEAN
The pool
Balboa
The gym
Photography
Organic food
My Incredibly Sexy Laptop Computer
Tenchi Muyo!
French
Biology
MITSUWA
Physics
Literature
^Him^
Writing
Surfing
cold soba
The beach
Kenji Kohashi [Hyuga]
Movies:
^V for Vendetta^
^Garden State^
^The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring^
^The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers^
^The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King^
^Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone^
^Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets^
^Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban^
^Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire^
^The Phantom of the Opera^
Music:
Death Cab for Cutie
Radiohead
Vidoll
Metronome
David Bowie
Nobuo Uematsu
L'arc en Ciel
Miyavi
Aural Vampire
Armor for Sleep
Atari Teenage Riot
Katscan
Psyclon Nine
Mindless Self Indulgence
The White Stripes
Queen
The Faint
Placebo
Roses are Red
Classical stuff
Sting and the Police
Save Ferris
Frou Frou
Mc Chris
Despair
The Killers
The Eagles
12012
Michael Buble
Making April
Madonna
Dance Dance Revolution
Led Zeppelin
Deep Purple
Blondie
Devo
Orgy
Jimi Hendrix
X Japan
Dir en Grey
From First to Last
Marilyn Manson
The Mars Volta
Nine Inch Nails
Polysics
Ratatat
Jon's Tunes from "The Lounge"
Katscan
Oblivion
Louis XIV
Bright Eyes
By Design
Hide
Solid Gold
The Streets
Cure Hardy
Yes
Boney M.