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The Angels wings have been clipped

The Seraphim has been caught

Webs of lies surround her

As her heart turns to stone

Left in the rain

Still feeling the pain

She closes off her world

Never to rise again

White wings now tarnished

Covered with ashes and soot

She looks up to the heavens

And raises a furied fist

"Damn You!"

How could you do this to me?

Haven't I shown you love

Or is my blood not enough?

"Do you want my life?"

Was my heart not enough?

Curse you for what you have done

Take my pain back into yourself

And let me put my heart

Back upon the shelf

Let me cast it onto the stones

For you to tred more easily

For if it does not beat in me

And if it is not a part of me

Then you can not hurt me

And I shall be free

I am me... I am nothing other than me... I can be the biggest bitch or the biggest sweetheart... I can fuck you over or give you everything I can... how I am is your choice... Treat me with respect and I will be good... Disrespect me and I shall reveal all that is my fury and take you down... I am a single mom of two beautiful children...
I'm still pushing my limits, testing my boundries... So far I haven't found them yet... Think you can??
Midnight
Silently falls the night As I clutch at nothing Tear stained pillows Carry my head into sleep
Fitful dreams haunt me Desire takes the reigns As my life plays out In imaginary time
A strong lover Holds me tightly Whispering words Of enduring love
Peace eternal He promises me As the knife drops Through the frozen air
Paroxysm of pain Catches in my throat As the knife hits And I awake
Waiting for the night To take me away And for the knife To feel like home
LACUNA COIL - Heaven's a Lie
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

The man who invited life, so I can ask it's meaning... The couple that invented love, so I can ask why it hurts so much... And the person who made it all into a joke, so I can choke the shit out of them...
Push me to the edge Bring me to fray Hold my halo for a moment So the horns and claws can play "Lust's passion will be served; it demands, it militates, it tyrannizes." ~ Marquis De Sade, Sadist, Eroticist
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My Blog

dying with laughter...

OMG!!! That was too funny...Wish ya'll coulda read what I just read... I mean seriously... The fucker called me crazy... I was crazy for stayin with him so fuckin long... I'm not talking about the g...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Feb 2009 14:22:00 GMT

Sometimes...

You wonder what you did to deserve what you got... Well here's what I did: Took care of her son for a year while he worked more off than on... do the cooking the cleaning the errands the laundry...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 00:17:00 GMT

We all fall down... pt. 2

mental note... I gotta stop thinking... was going to call her but didn't... decided to give him the benefit of the doubt... and yes we are still engaged... I was slightly vend...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 21:05:00 GMT

We all fall down...

And only sometimes do we manage to get back up again... THis is one time I don't know if I can get back up again... Found another woman's number in Jay's wallet... He swears he ...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 19:58:00 GMT

Something to think about

Abuse... It comes in all shapes, sizes, and colors. It doesn't care about age, gender, sexual orientation, financial status, or even social status. It can come from a friend, parent, spouse, nei...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 00:02:00 GMT

hmm...

I wonder if the subconcious connection between two people is as strong as some say it is... I also wonder why, even though I had the WHOLE ENTIRE bed to myself I couldn't bring myself, even in m...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 02:13:00 GMT

I’m Alive!!

wow... lots has happened... most importantly, my life has changed and has FINALLY gone in the right direction... I know I have been gone from a lot of my friends, but my true friends...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 16:54:00 GMT

One crazy year...

BUT WAIT!!!! IT JUST STARTED!!!!! EGADS!!! New Years Eve sucked... Until I found my baby.... LONG STORY!!! I am buying a house, I own TWO CARS, I have two jobs, HOLY COW what an unbe...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 14:58:00 GMT

Being a mom...

... isn't always easy...First my great grandma, then my grandma, then his grandma, then his nana... a child this young shouldn't have to deal with so much death...unfortunately the world isn't f...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 08:29:00 GMT

Ya know...

Just got done talkin with a friend... Haven't talked to them in AGES!!! And it reminded me of just how disillusioned I was... I mean come on... WAKE UP!!! Sometimes people are...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 15:17:00 GMT