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About Me

I am a loner. i cannot live without people, but i never share my deepest thoughts with them, i have million friends, but only 2 or 3 will give thier lives for me, maybe. i love money, but i hate them at the same time. i dont undesrtand where the fuck our world is movin'....it is fucked, bt then i love it too much for simple pleasures......i want to live and I love to experience everythin, but then what the point if eventually we ar going to die. I contradict myself......i have biggest mood swings, i am addictive smoker, obsess with sex, can not roll..., alcoholic from age of 11, deep thinker, poet and artist, crazy at the time.....i am just bein myself, in the world full of crazy shit, that like to fuck your head up lol peacecontact table.. -- -- Copied from MySpace.com -- Find me on MySpace and be my friend!

My Interests

Guitar, books, art.....

I'd like to meet:

life is a bitch bt i love it still........love is an illusion bt i still fall in love....... hate is All-consuming and eventually killin somethin good in us bt i still feel it......... pain is painful bt i still enjoy it......... joy is wonderful bt sometimes i wish i wud nt knw the feelin of bein happy, as thn sadness come and i start to hate happiness............ sadness is makin me think bout infinity of the soul tht i wud never understand.......... infinity of the soul is a Whirlpool of yr own desires, yr worries, yr memories of previous life and future lifes and the whole experience of the life itself.......... desires is somethin tht makes me forget wh am i and brings so much pain sometimes tht my heart is breakin into millions of molecules and the pain is soo great tht i cant even feel it.......................................... I AM EVERYTHIN AND I AM NOTHIN......I WAS LOOKIN EVERYWHERE FOR MYSELF.........IN DA WORLD IN DA SOUL......AND ALL I HV FOUND IN THE DEEPEST PLACE OF MY HEART and SOUL IS NOTHIN EXCEPT FROM REFLECTION OF WHO I TRUELLY AM.................AND I AM EVERYTHIN THT SURROUNDS ME.........................................

Music:

All sort of music from classic to rock, even celtic :)Lately I am into rock....and I absolutely love jazz, but particulary blues.....saxophone is the most amazin instrument, among with guitar and piano

Movies:

Pulp Fuction, Fight club, Basketball diaries, American History X,Boys Don't Cry, Snach ( not as good as other films),Leon,Fear and Loathin in Las Vegas, Reservoir dogs,True Romance,Lock stock and two smoking barrels,Requiem for a dream, Blow - well I am sort of black comedy girl and I love Tarantino, he is minted guy and Divid Fincher is amazin I absolutely love his films such as The Game, Se7en and Fight Club

Television:

Dont like watchin TV is useless, and I hate advertisement....well probably the best programm in the world that I absolutely love is FRIENDS, they are legd

Books:

Thrown Birds, Veronica decides to die, 100 years of loneliness,Portrait of Dorian Gray, Impire of Angels and We are Gods by Bernard Werber, but also I love this science fuction short stories by Ray Bradbury, especially "The Martian Chronicles" or "Fahrenheit 451" this are quality books, that I advise to read to any1

Heroes:

Heroes? I DONT BELIEVE IN HEROES....they made in order to set example therefore it is stereotypical, as then people tryin to be like some one

My Blog

life and emotions

Do u know wht mean problems..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> I am such a woman really, I want one thing and when I get it I want something else, it is pissin pe...
Posted by kingy on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 02:41:00 PST

birthday

today is my birthdayi feel priviligded or how u with lifei hv everythin i wish to hqve, i hqve qbsoultely mint parents, to whom i wud like to say thx for eveyrthin they done to me, despite my bad and ...
Posted by kingy on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 05:59:00 PST

pissed.........

i am really pissed at the moment,i want to say tht if i wont be fucked, i wont say tht bt i will fuckin miss this shitty hole oswestry, especially my best mates...bruk(the most wierd bt loveble ...
Posted by kingy on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 06:46:00 PST

Dull pain in the head

Dull pain in the head Thoughts that tearing apart What happened to my life? May I ask you, the person Who refers to himself, as a God! Well, maybe it is easy, to say That life makes us open to pain Th...
Posted by kingy on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 04:45:00 PST

schizophrenia

I was lying in my bed I heard the voice in my head I thought I was going mad But was I really, do you want a bet? It started long time ago, when I was a kid Too small to realize I was mad in such a yo...
Posted by kingy on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 04:44:00 PST

My first english poem....OVERDOSE or too above the skies

I felt I'm flying. I felt I'm diyingI felt like crying, but didn't wantto moan on my poor soulYou were sitting next to me, you didn't move.I was sad, as I've realised you are gone.I touched your hand,...
Posted by kingy on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 08:43:00 PST

Bk to life again

Lately I was really really depressed with the life, cudnt find a place for myself.....it happens to me quite frequently, cuz of different staff.........sometimes I just cant be asked to live, sometime...
Posted by kingy on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 05:20:00 PST

Life is better then the way we see it

My life is weird&.why? cuz I think so, probably every person thinks this way&&&..I have everythin in this life, and I have nothing One thing I knw I am gald that I am not in russia, life is fucked up ...
Posted by kingy on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 02:50:00 PST

fucked

lately was really happy and enjoy every single bit of my life, and then sudden fall, into no where..........u fallin some where deep and u cant understand it..........i feel weak, lonely, dissapointed...
Posted by kingy on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 02:35:00 PST

conversation of my soul with my heart

I am writing this blog, while I am sitting in the car. The driver next to me is talking, outside rain is pouring a lot, but I don't care about it cuz all I can hear is conversation of my own soul wi...
Posted by kingy on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 05:40:00 PST