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8.30.07 Same time Same place Same fall from grace. Same sound of a breaking heart Once again torn apart. Same actions Same hurt All because of a careless flirt. Over and over it happens again You really must be the "one true friend"
8.28.07 As of right now school seems like it will be extremely easy this year. I just need to find something to do on my off periods and afterwards because I am bored out of my mind and I don.t like wasting perfectly good days.
8.24.07 Hypocrites on my right and liars on my left. Behind your back is the only way to proceed Don.t fucking say no to me.
8.23.07 It didn.t turn out the way you wanted it to Did it? Now you know This is what it feels like.
I don.t know if I can do this anymore.
8.22.07 Wow. Thanks for treating me like shit AND your whore all in one. Am I that meaningless to you? I.m not going to lie. That hurt. Not like it matters to you or anything though. I guess I just wanted love so badly, I was mistaking something else for what I thought it was. Maybe. I wish I wouldn.t have to lie to myself anymore. Pathetic isn.t it?
8.13.07 Got schedules today. They fucked mine along with everyone elses up so it.ll probably be changed soon. I put it in my blog anyways for now. Ms Norals it is going to be a LOVELY second semester isn.t it? I can.t even seem to walk past you without you finding something to bitch about I can.t wait to see what will happen when we are in the same room together. Don.t worry I will be the shittiest office assistant you.ve ever had. And that.s a promise :]
8.6.07 I thought about giving up again today. I wish I wouldn.t anymore.
8.4.07 You can.t quit until you try. You can.t live until you die. You can.t learn to tell the truth until you learn to lie. Can.t breathe until you choke. You got a laugh and your the joke. There.s nothing like a funeral to make you feel Alive. Just open your eyes.
I have to say that he.s right.
7.30.07 I don.t know what happened. I am afraid to tell you because I am afraid of what will happen to what.s left of us. Are you afraid as well? Maybe it is because I know the feeling is no longer mutual. I don.t know what I did wrong. I wish I meant something to you. I wish you would keep your promise you made me on that day. I wish you would stay.
7.27.07 Hey look everyone! The white trash are throwing pepsis at each other again! And they are cold today! Wonderfully bi-polar day today. And I am not even bi-polar. Hm.
7.27.07 When I look in the mirror I remember What it was like to smile. I miss that feeling. And I can.t help but think This is all my fault. Not yours babe. Mine.
7.22.07 America started the tradition where the richest consumers buy essentially the same things as the poorest. You can be watching TV and see Coca Cola, and you know that the President drinks Coca Cola, Liz Taylor drinks Coca Cola, and just think, you can drink Coca Cola too. A coke is a coke and no amount of money can get you a better coke than the one the bum on the corner is drinking. All the cokes are the same and all the cokes are good. Liz Taylor knows it, the President knows it, the bum knows it, and you know it.
7.22.07 I.ve done all I can do Could I please come with you? Sweet smell of sunshine I remember sometimes
7.17.07 Go ahead and click the picture if you need some relaxation. I found it very nice to fall asleep to.
7.15.07 The heart. A vessel of emotions. The eyes. The truth to our souls. The fingers. Objects of feeling. The mouth. A million lies told.
7.8.07 When my grandma goes into restaurants she steals the salt shakers and steak knifes and stuffs them in her purse. You go crazed drunken grandma, you go.
7.2.07 I hate that hey there Delilah song with a passion. I swear it is one of the gayest songs I have ever come to know. Hey there Delilah why don.t you GO FUCK YOURSELF. Yea boy.
6.30.07 When I was little and got sad or hurt. I would put a band aid on and my dad would make me a milkshake and everything would be all better again. Why won.t that work anymore?
6.23.07 There are some days I wish would never come to an end. But sadly they do. Sometime I want to spend the whole night wandering around a city with a friend. Not a boring, lifeless one like around here however.
6.20.07 xxx:I love you manda
xxx:your closer than anyone gets to me.
I never thought it would go away. If I could just have one more day..I didn.t see it coming. Or maybe I did. And I just ignored it in disbelief. Call me pathetic or stupid. But now, I miss it every single day.
6.15.07 Sometimes I wish a was a cat. All they ever seem to have to worry about is where to sleep. And then when they wake up they don.t have to get ready..they can just walk out the door and go. But instead we get to worry about this happening to us. By the Glamorous, oh the flossy flossy.
6.10.07 So I want to go punch a baby in the face right about now.Ahh yes, don.t you love it when I am angry? That everyone,is my hero. If the owl in that picture wasn.t dead my goal in life would be to go meet him. But he is.
6.8.07 Looks as though I was right. And I was stupid for thinking it was going to be fine again. Now it is back to how I was in November again. Time to try and climb out of that hole yet again. You promised me. Why would you do that?
6.6.07 They sure as hell don.t want me. And it doesn.t seem to matter to him anymore.
5.27.07 So school is done for the year. That.s nice. I have no idea where I am going in life either. Since it is my last summer it better be a good one. It has gotten off on a good start though. The pictures from the party will be put up soon so everyone shut the hell up. That.s all for now.
5.22.07 This used to be our secret Now I.m hiding here alone I trusted you in every way But not enough to make you stay You lied when we were dreaming. Our crying was just fake I wish you could deny it The walls are coming closer I reach to feel your faith You.re not here.
5.19.07 Things will heal. I hope. :] I won.t forget a thing.
5.14.07 And when the day arrives I.ll become the sky and I.ll become the sea and the sea will come to kiss me for I am going home nothing can stop me now
5.9.07 Don.t expect the end of the world to come one day out of the blue. It.s been happening every day for a long time.[MM] & if you don.t know what the hell I am talking about..there is a bunny with a pancake on it.s head for your amusement. Have a nice day.
5.8.07 Kristi. I dont care what THOSE people say I like what you did with your hair. Seeing something unique & out of the norm just seems to send them into a fucking panic. And Alex did you eat that popcorn that I was so kind as to crash into your curb and part of your lawn to give to you?hah. Yea. & as for David Finrock. He lied. And Avril Lavinge can still get run over by an ostrich I don.t give a damn she will always suck.hmmm &
Fuck that.
4.30.07 I shouldn.t have gone out tonight. Now I reallllyyy don.t want to be in school tommorow. Yea XD.
4.29.07 Yea, here comes the water. It comes to wash a way the sins of you and I. I guess I.ll always be second place. It.s something I.ve grown used to. I guess I.ll never be what you are looking for.
4.24.07 I rediscovered my deviantart account. xxamourxamourxx.deviantart.com
4.22.07 Yesterday was happinesssssss. Paula is awesome[not just cuz she buys us shit she just makes you feel happy when around her!] and I thought that guy at hottopic was hot so SHUT THE FUCK UP CHELSEA! I have suddenly found newborn interest in drawing with ink pens, so chances are if I know you and have a picture of you..I am going to draw it. Oh yea.you should get this. Fo real.
4.17.07 It is ugly outside today.heh, it would be TODAY. Oh well.
4.16.07 I am right here in front of you. Maybe one day you will realize this before it is too late. You have come close to it before..but then you lose it again.
4.13.07 Pigs will get what pigs deserve. This may or may not be who you are thinking, since there has been more than one pig in my life.
4.10.07 I want to let you as close as you once were but I am scared you will go away again. On a lighter note, that.s a toaster
4.9.07 "Mammals are things that live in the ocean" -Walter Jellybeans are fuckin nasty...everyone at lunch & before school knows this...ughhhh buttered popcorn?????WTF?
4.7.07 Sat. It snowed today..how random. Decided to remain home because this kind of weather is depressing weather! So this is what occupied me most of the day: Two complete opposites huh?
4.6.07 Fri. So after having 5654 people ask me when I am going to change my layout I finally did. This whole idea of "color" is new to me. haha. I may take this down and go back to my old one. I don.t know yet. Oh yea notice these table things in the middle arent centered? Yea...can anyone help me with that?I can.t figure it out XD
Went to Hulen mall today Like Mr new bag?
XXAmourXAmourXX
You get me closer to God.
Hi? Im Amanda, the one chick that dresses weird. I am the type of person that will probably murder her lover in his sleep one day. So don.t piss me off lover:D status:single. I realize you think I am overly thin and that you probably hate me and think the feeling is mutual. What you don.t realize is that I don.t hate you and I don.t care. Get over it. Not all Americans weigh 456 pounds. I.m nice to just about everyone as long as they are nice to me so go right ahead. I accept everyone and end up deleting most after awhile anyways. Just know that I am STRAIGHT. And DON.T come asking me "dewwd are you like goth??? Or are you like emo or what???" I am neither, grow up. And if you are only adding me to say "woo gurl holla back at ya boy" then don.t bother. I won.t respond. Homie don.t play that! Learn how to talk correctly and maybe I will respond to you. But really,this thing made me sound like a bitch but I am not. Trust me:] People ask me what I want in life and my answer is actually a very simple one. Love and happiness. I want to have something to look forward to in my life. Real happiness and not the kind you get from some pill. I want to be carefree like I once was. I would just more than anything like to meet someone who actually does care. For once I want to be number one in someones life. I don.t want to be replaced and forgotten again. Well now that sounded really gay. Eh, oh well. Hate meh? Block me. xkillthesealsx
Oh yea, Mr.Jackson OWNS YOUR SOUL!!! "oh shoot a monkey" :D
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