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stanyan street and other sorrows

and all the gold dust in your eyes won't reform into rain

About Me

my facebook is funny
After much thought and consideration, i decided just to go with this... if Im dating you: Ill probably keep you at arms length for at least six months, and even though Ill let you get the door for me and the check and all that other nice guy bullshit, Ill still check out other guys when I think youre not looking. Im a writer/friend/sister/hard worker/socialite and Ill put all that before you. Ill act all self-absorbed with low self-esteem late at night on the phone after I just had a great night and no matter how much you stroke my ego it wont be enough. I will listen to your problems mostly because I know it will get me brownie points, but Ill probably silently judge you as being weak. The reason I will never really open up to you is because I think you will judge me too. I will contradict myself. I'll resist all your attempts to help me with my career, car, living situation or eating habits. I will look at your lips while youre talking about something important to you (and if possible, your ass). if I fall in love with you, I will be scared shitless and find reasons to pick fights and then not to call, or find some way of sabotaging the relationship in an effort to force you to break up with me.

My Interests

Music, Extreme Dating, Movies, Laughing, Making people laugh, string cheese, milk, orange juice with extra pulp (even cooler if i find a seed in my tropicana), kids, animals, extreme kids training animals, open minded partners, The Used, Avenged Sevenfold, Korn, Slipknot, Nothingface, The Doors, The Rolling Stones, Books, Art, Lyric Writing, Poetry, Shakespeare, Shakespeare-based movies, being my own horror story, chasing squirrels.... umm... New Age, Feminist Literature (i find it humorous that they call themselves feminists, considering they are all about being equal to a man... shouldnt they be masculinists?)

I'd like to meet:

i want to meet people from all walks of life... but not assholes.
no liars
no cheaters
no users
no losers
i know enough of those already. i call them "exes"
i think the most important people are already in my life.
i will cut throats for these people
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Music:

12 stones, 3 doors down, 311, 30 seconds to mars, A Perfect Circle, A Static Lullaby, AC/DC. AFI, Akwid, Alice in Chains, Alkaline Trio, The Allman Brothers, All the Ages, Allister, Alston, Anatomy of a Ghost, Ani Difranco, Animals, Ape Hangers, Ass Ponys, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, The Beastie Boys, Beck, The Beetles, Black Flag, The Black Maria, Bleed the Sky, Blind Side, Blue October, Bob Dylan, Bowling for Soup, Burden Brothers, Bush, Butthole Surfers, Cake, Chimaira, Coheed and Cambria, Collective Soul, Coyote Shivers, Cracker, Cradle of Filth, The Cranberries, The Cure, Dashboard Confessional, Days of the New, Dimmu Borgir, Divided by Zero, Don’t look down, The Doors, Drop Kick Murpheys, Dry Cell, Durran Durran, The Eagles, The Early November, Faith No More, Faithless, Fallout Boy, Feeder, Finch, Flee The Seen, Flying Lizards, The Foo Fighters, the fray, Funeral For a Friend, Genesis, Green Day, Guns N Roses, Gwar, Hawthorne Heights, Helmet, the hives, Hostility, Hot Action Cop, Ill Nino, Incubus, Jane’s Addiction, Jesus Lizard, Jimmy Eat World, Kill Hannah, Killswitch Engage, King Missile, Korn, A Love like Pi, Less Than Jake, Linkin Park, The Living Things, Lords of Acid, Lynard Skynard, Megadeth, Metallica, Mindless Self Indulgence, The Misfits, Morphine, Mower, Mudvayne, My Chemical Romance, Nada Surf, Nena, Nerf Herder, NeverDead, Nirvana, No Doubt (old shit), Nothingface, O.A.R., Oasis, The Offspring, The Ohio Players, Our Lady Peace, Orgy, Pantera, Phish, Please, Poison, Portishead, Powerman 5000, Presence, Primer 55, Prophecy, Puddle of Mudd, Queens of the Stoneage, Queensryche, Quicksand, Ra, Raise the Remains, Radiohead, Rammstein, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Reliant K, The Righteous Brothers, Rise Against!, The Rolling Stones, S.T.U.N., Scars of Life, Seether, Senses Fail, Shadows Fall, Shattersphere, Simple Plan, Sisters of Mercy, Six Feet Under, Slayer, Slint, Slipknot, Slunt, The Smashing Pumpkins, Smile Empty Soul, Social Distortion, Sonic Youth, Soul Asylum, Spin Doctors, Sponge, Staind, Stemm, Stephen Lynch, Steppenwolf, Stone Temple Pilots, Story of the Year, The Streets, Studio Nova, Stutterfly, Sugababes, Sugarcult, Sum 41, System of a Down, Taking Back Sunday, Tears for Fears, Ten Foot Pole, Tenacious D, Third Eye Blind, Three Days Grace, Thrice, Throwing Muses, Thursday, Toad the Wet Sprocket, Trapt, Triumph the Dog, Type O Negative, Urge Overkill, The Used, Violent Femmes, The Wannadies, Wax, Weezer, The White Stripes, With Broken Wings, The Working Title, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Movies:

Dirty Dancing, Grind, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Rules of Attraction, Full Metal Jacket, Santa Sangre, Clerks, Dogma, Don't Say a Word, Bill and Ted's Bogus Journey, Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure, Wayne's World, Wayne's World 2, Donnie Darko, Moulin Rouge, The Glass House, Lord of The Rings, The Banger Sisters, Insomnia, Labarynth, Willow, The Rules of Attraction, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, The Incredibles, The Lion King, The Prince of Egypt, The Mask, Son of The Mask, Inuyasha The Movie, Inuyasha 2, White Noise, Darkness, Rockstar, About a Boy, Hitch hikers guide to the galaxy, mean girls, garden state, the anarchist cookbook, kill bill 1 & 2, Raise your Voice, Lemmony Snickett's Series of Unfortunate Events, Gone With The Wind, Phantom of the Opera, Boogyman, Darkness,After the Sunset, Willow, Legend, IT, Serial Insane Clown Killers, Gatica, Antitrust, Skulls 1 and 2, Cruel Intentions, Jawbreakers, Bram Stoker's Dracula, The Lost Boys, Dawn of the Dead, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Texas Chainsaw Massacre 2, The Thirteenth Ghost, Dark Crystal, The Fifth Element, Fight Club, Losing Issaiah, First Do No Harm, Full Metal Jacket, Forrest Gump, Nutty Proffessor, Nutty Proffessor 2 the klumps, Pirates of the Carribean, The Ghost and The Darkness, Finding Neverland, Peter Pan, Hook, Robyn Hood (movie), Robyn Hood (cartoon), Star Wars, T he Jungle Book, i♥huckabees, closer, pieces of april, the boondock saints, resevoir dogs, orlando, "O", Requiem for a Dream is hands down one of the most beautiful movies I have ever seen! The direction is just... I would love to just grab Darren Arnofsky and shake his hand. It was an awesome film. My other fave movies are... Rocky Horror Picture Show, anything with Cary Grant in it (I like the oldies), Play it to the Bone, Bye Bye Birdy, Original Sin, Assassins, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Moulin Rouge, the American Pie trilogy, Edward Scissorhands, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, Pirates of the Carribean, Sleepy Hollow, Cry Baby, Go, Blow, One Upon a time in Mexico, Nightmare on Elm Street, Freddy Vs Jason, Jason Goes to Hell, etc, Gladiator, The Goonies, Alexander, Desperado, Harry Potter, Lordof the Rings, Oliver and Company, Cats don't Dance, (fuck off, i'm from marceline), and theres probably more that i haven't mentioned yet... but they'll be here soon

Television:

Invader Zim, Everybody Loves Raymond, King of Queens, That 70s Show, Sex in The City (jk), The Family Guy, The Oblongs, The Simpsons, King of The Hill, The Wiggles, Mia and Miguel, Dragon Tales, Tom and Jerry, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Inuyasha, The Chappell Show, any Stand Up Comedy, The Osbourns (kelly is a spoiled little bitch and I would like to slap her face... I am also happy to say I am a way hotter thick chick than she is..and I bathe), Monster Garage, Pimp my Ride, Law and Order SVU, CSI Miami, CSI New York... I actually don't have cable or anything, so I don't get to watch the majority of these shows, but if they were an option, I would watch them... lol...

Books:

Witches Abroad, Wyrd Sisters, Equal Rites, The Light Fantastic, The Color of Magic TERRY PRATCHETT Dust to Dust, Ashes to Ashes, A Thin Dark Line, Guilty as Sin, Night Sins, Dark Paradise, Cry Wolf TAMI HOAG The Crystal Cave, The Hollow Hills, The Last Enchantment Mary Stewart Where Are The Children, Loves Music Loves to Dance, The Cradle Will Fall, The Lottery Winner, Pretend You Don't See Her, Moonlight Becomes You, Let Me Call You Sweetheart, Stillwatch, A Cry in The Night, A Stranger is Watching MARY HIGGENS CLARK Faerie Tale -RAYMOND E FEIST Othello, Titus, Romeo and Juliette, A Midsummer Night s Dream, WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE (esp. Othello) The Black Gryphon, The White Gryphon, The silver Gryphon MERCEDES LACKEY AND LARRY DIXON

Heroes:

anyone who can actually make a living, or just live off of having fun. i have all kinds of respect for someone who REALLY loves what they do. Specifically... tattoo artists, writers, musicians...

My Blog

an exercise in futility

its futile it's futile it's futile.         always the bridesmaid, never the bride but i never had a problem letting you inside. hidden in shadows, sins unseen lick my lips you kno...
Posted by lonesome cities on Fri, 11 May 2007 02:29:00 PST

girl you lookin good in dem jeans

i had a meeting with the leaders of women... and we have all decided that "vagina" and "pooterpie" and "no no cookie" are no longer the terminology for female genitalia. you must, hereforth and foreve...
Posted by lonesome cities on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 03:05:00 PST

rofl waffle

so this week's scheduling has been MAD craziness. For reals.   /ebonics   saturday- 9am-2pm sunday- 9pm-7am monday- 9pm-7am tuesday- 9pm-730am wednesday- 9pm-7am thursday- 2pm-9pm friday(tod...
Posted by lonesome cities on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 10:00:00 PST

to all of those to whom i've given without expectations

i don't want to be beholding to anyone, i am not wanting a place to stay, a couch to crash on... i'm trying to gather cash to get on my own feet, as opposed to helping someone else pay rent while tryi...
Posted by lonesome cities on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 07:55:00 PST

if it ain't about the money, puff i just don't care.

i think i've developed a random form of narcolepsy... or something.
Posted by lonesome cities on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 05:43:00 PST

tangets of a broken woman

five days since he broke it off. five weeks since mandi has felt like this was worth coming home to. my koi fish died. i think it's a sign or an omen or something. i felt this really bad feeling in m...
Posted by lonesome cities on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 03:54:00 PST

you had and lost the one thing you kept in a safe place

your heart, stupid.     pick it up.     dust it off.     piece it back together.     guerrilla glue that shit...     put it back in it's box.   &...
Posted by lonesome cities on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 06:41:00 PST

remember the face of the girl who made you her own and how you left her alone

you taught me that being myself doesn't mean alienating myself. you taught me that you can't define your lifestyle in the same genres as you define your music.you taught me that there's nothing you ca...
Posted by lonesome cities on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 04:43:00 PST

kofuu, waffle, and sex.

Its been a while since I posted anything real on here as far as updates on my life.   I bought a koi fish. his name is kofuu. (koh-vuhw). that means "old school" he is awesome. he's silver with g...
Posted by lonesome cities on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 05:30:00 PST

the burning sensation means its working.

I shouldn't drink. ever. Everything seems to take on some huge importance when I've been drinking. Every glance is *meaningful* and every word is a secret language for me to try to decrypt. Even peopl...
Posted by lonesome cities on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 08:22:00 PST