- This is what my life has
been reduced to -
A single room apartment containing no more than a mattress. The strings have been removed from the blinds and all the outlets have been painted over. The television screen is streaked with blood smeared from my knuckles as I was trying to punch it out but I underestimated its strength, or maybe I just wasn't trying hard enough. Startled by a knock at the door I rise for the first time in two days to answer, but I can only greet the visitor with one short statement. "Hello my first name is distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello my name is distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello I really don't care if I never wake up again. I really don't care if I never wake up again...."
The visitor just smile at me and said Hello my name is Conscious and this is life, who said its going to be easy. No matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief and no matter how good love is, its going to hurt you every once in a while. You can't make someone to love you but what you can do is be someone that can be loved and stop worrying so much, because you can keep going long after you think you can't. All of a sudden I fall to the ground, fainted as I let my self bleed to death. I fall into a deep sleep, saying to my self I really don't care if I never wake up again. I really don't care if I never wake up again.....
One day I heard a voice whispering to my ear saying Open your eyes". I open my eyes, I saw Conscious is still there and there's also someone else. That someone approach me and said Hello my name is Time and while you were asleep I healed your wound and I fixed everything that's broken and at that moment I realize, this is the end of nothing and the start of something.
Hello! my name is Rizal..im 31yr old and its taking me a long time to become the person I want to be...
I'm clean, I'm sober, I'm straight edge and I'm having so much fun, a good clean fun. I'm not that good neither i'm bad, just an average looking guy who like to be noty all the time. You don't have to smoke,drink,do drug,free sex or used violence just for the sake of being cool,having fun or want to be accepted by your friend and in case u dont know.. its ok to look stupid..evrybody have their stupid moment..at least u give someone a reason to laugh!
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