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Allen

don't wish upon a star, cuz a star will only get you so far...

About Me

think it over.
"...we should embrace rather than avoid problems and obstacles. they are the true opportunities and the quickest path to transformation, growth, and the ultimate in happiness...no longer are we to consider ourselves victims. from this point onward, we must accept responsibility for the rotten stuff that happens in our lives. we must admit that we are the cause. we must realize that we alone, by way of our previous actions, knowingly or unknowingly, have invited situations and people into our lives that will illuminate and bring out all of our destructive traits that we came here to transform...it means that we are the creators of every chaotic moment in our lives. it means that we recognize ourselves as the cause of our own misfortune...being the cause is one of the main attributes of being proactive...and becoming proactive and taking control of our own lives to obtain true happiness is really the ultimate purpose of our existence..."

My Blog

say hello to the better me.

say hello to the better me; the me who's made it through the loathe and self hatred, the me who's made it past the cold stares and crooked talk.   free at last, this ship is sailing.   fuck ...
Posted by say hello to the better me on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 06:37:00 PST

kabbalah: britney & madonna do it, can i?

Don't let the title fool you; although I really have started to study Kabbalah, it is NOT in any way, shape, or form because famous people like Britney Spears and Madonna do it. It's not about a ...
Posted by say hello to the better me on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 05:23:00 PST

bars + blatant passes = supprise ending.

OK, so... Its been a while since me and my bestest have been out somewhere. Of course, bar = first choice. Why?... stressful week, very few homos, and a nice cold beer. Follow? Anyway, we go to h...
Posted by say hello to the better me on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 04:38:00 PST

privacy: i mean honestly.

Privacy: something most want, but few ever have the pleasure of experiencing.   Privacy has become a modern day search for the "holy grail"; in other words, its fucking impossible to obtain. No ...
Posted by say hello to the better me on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 09:04:00 PST

you just dont get it.

In life, it is very likely that you will come across a variety of people, each one totally different from the next; after all, life is full of an array of people. Today, many are so worried about the ...
Posted by say hello to the better me on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 04:48:00 PST

maturity.

Ever since maturity has come knocking on my door many people have come and gone in my life...clubs, partying, high maintenance homos and "the scene" are all a thing of my past...day by day i am gradua...
Posted by say hello to the better me on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 04:44:00 PST

responsibility: a gift or a curse?

Responsibility can be a bit much to handle when it is something your not use to dealing with; especially when its presented to you in such high volumes. Now that I have a responsibility to my work pl...
Posted by say hello to the better me on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 04:52:00 PST

it all makes sense.

"They say when you meet the right one you'll understand why it didn't work out with anyone else; and they say when you know, you know. Well, for the first time in my life, everything I've been told ma...
Posted by say hello to the better me on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 08:59:00 PST

mind, body, and...

In light of the path that I recently chose to take in life, I decided to do something that I have wanted to do for years now but never did; YOGA! It has the power to relax both your mind and body, but...
Posted by say hello to the better me on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 08:08:00 PST

meaning.

Excitement pulses through my veins,   Extending outward in all directions and infecting every one of my senses; elevating them.   Peering eyes bring fear,   Yet for every focused ...
Posted by say hello to the better me on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 04:37:00 PST