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Cette Ballerine [is cosmopolitan]

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About Me

I'm Shaun Matthew. I have a heart, green eyes, long blonde hair and dimples. I'm told that I'm "beautiful" and "pretty" more than "handsome". I am extremely creative. I'm emotional but, in control (unless I'm performing). I have difficulty receiving compliments. I love to laugh. I'm a romantic. I am extremely confident. I also at times have Enochlophobia; fear of crowds. I have nothing to offer you. I'm just me. My music, my family and my friends are all I care about.
Yes. I am in a new band... Yes. I couldn't be happier...

...and I just started to manage The Tokyo Broadcast. I want to help out my friends... check em' add em' tell your friends... BIG THINGS FOR THESE KIDS!!!

My Interests



Playing music, DACHSHUNDS, TOURING, gettin dat MAP, PONIES, watching and listening to music being played, REPTILES, SEX WITH SELF, shoes (puma/nike/tigers/deez), DINOSUARS!!!, hanging out with the family/friends/band, BEARDS, sarcasm, i love having my heart ripped out, flying paper airplanes, shopping, being kissed unexpectedly, viewing art, CARS, lighting fireworks and throwing them at small children and old people and skateboarders, singing to the young ladies, tattoo's/piercing's, HACKY SACK!!!, reading, picnics, saying random things at unexpected moments, bonfires, marshmellows, blankets and playing guitar at the beach, anything vanilla, writing poetry, i love to cuddle with someone i'm comfortable with, pretending to be a tourist, watching sunsets/sunrises, traveling to see new things, meeting new people, learning more about myself and others and this world..... RAGING.

I'd like to meet:

SHANNYN SOSSAMON = MINE
PONIES and DINOSUARS!!! (homo sapiens not allowed) AIM dregsxofxmyxmind
I DON'T add people that I don't know. So please message me and talk to me first.

buy LA LEMON clothing or everything you care about will perish

"...as if something was broken in the world and we were meant to hold our palms against the wound." - Donald Miller (Blue Like Jazz)
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Music:

Alice In Chains, SADE, Rage Against The Machine, Primus, A Perfect Circle, Protest The Hero, Eric Whitacre, 3, GlassJAw, At the Drive-In, BONOBO, OPETH, Circa Survive, Too $hort, Marvin Gaye, Head Automatica, Simon and Garfunkel, Beneath the Surface, The Mars Volta, Beloved, MUSE, Porcupine Tree, Peabo B., The Eagles, Damien Rice, Depeche Mode, The Deftones, Ram Zet, Garbage, Chiodos, Rush, BOTCH, Incubus, Killswitch Engage, Mystikal, Look What I Did, The Del-Vikings, Necrophagist, Duran Duran, Marcy Playground, Journey, No Motiv, Yes, Silverchair, Dr. Dre, BEETHOVEN, Coheed and Cambria, Converge, Jimmy Eat World, Lamb of God, Seal, Death, Stone Temple Pilots, Snoop Dogg, Parliment, Sia, Mozart, Thrice, TOOL, Red Hot Chili Peppers, REFUSED, Soundgarden, Between the Buried and Me, Pantera...ect...
the legit list of homies/family: Antagonist, "The Mighty" Phinehas, Building Rome In A Day, Suicide Silence, The Tokyo Broadcast, Animosity, Lower Definition, The Faceless, As Blood Runs Black, The Messenger, Pierce The Veil, Moria, Azusa, We Are Machines, Circa Survive, Job For A Cowboy, The Dear Hunter, The Funeral Pyre, Cry Havoc, E.O.T.M., Light This City, Tracy, Winds Of Plague, Take The Crown, Everdae, Stealth...

Movies:

The Goonies, Full Metal Jacket (gabie), Ghostbusters (manwich), The Crow (mommy), (Star Wars I, II, IV, V, VI), Dazed and Confused, Detroit Rock City, Blow, Sweet November, It, HEAVYWIEGHTS (danny), Calamity Jane (mommy), Face Off, The Gremlins 1 and 2, Pulp Fiction, Reservoir Dogs (gabie), SUPER TROOPERS (kris), Romancing the Stone, THE PRINCESS BRIDE (jess dover), City By the Sea, ALMOST FAMOUS (danny), Monsters Ball, Home Alone 1 and 2 (bob), Idle Hands, Romeo and Juliet, Rules of Attraction, THE BREAKFAST CLUB (sister bitty), ROCK STAR (dan and jordan), One Flew Over the Cookoo's Nest, Batman, Can't Hardly Wait, Great Expectations, Airborne (sister bitty), The Rollerboys (sister bitty), The Lost Boys, Office Space (bob), Half Baked, GroundHog Day, Meet the Parents (bob), There's Something About Mary, Chaos, Truth or Consequences N.M., IN LOVE AND WAR, Saving Silverman, The Burbs, Big, Jaws 1 and 2, Every Which Way But Loose, Everywhich Way You Can, Varsity Blues, THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT (peter gabriel), The Cable Guy, Seems Like Old Times, La Bamba (carlos, matt and londe tagonist), Scarface, Momento, The Italian Job, The Score, Rounders (tha brotha alex), WHITE OLEANDER, Buffalo 66', Itchie the Killer, Spanglish, Sideways...and of course THE KARATE KID I, II and III (dan all the way!!!)..

Television:

ROBOT CHICKEN!!!, The Most Extreme Elimination Challange, Family Guy, GUTS (do do do do you you have it?!), The Simpons, Laguna Beach, Roller Jam, New York Undercover, Freaks and Geeks :(, The Hills, The Wonder Years, Legends of the Hidden Temple, Late Nite with Conan, Salute Your Shorts, THE OC, House, Prison Break, Doug, Parental Control, CHEYENNE *kisses*, MADE...and of course ANYTHING having to do with MTV's "The Real World"

Books:

The Turner Diaries(for its political views, i try and stay open), It, The Stand, Identity, In Love and War, Looking Through the Eyes of the Broken Hearted(assorted published poetry), Can't Hardly Sleep(assorted published poetry) The Outsiders, Lord of the Flies...anything else having to do with poetry/art or exploring the accent of man, so suggest something...

Heroes:


Roland Petit for writing the ballet "The Young Man and Death."

My Blog

BEING HOMELESS...

isn't fun at all.i saw a man today. a black man sitting at the market place on whittier and hadley.i went there before work to pick up a sandwich at subway so i'd have something to eat for dinner whil...
Posted by Cette Ballerine [is cosmopolitan] on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 07:55:00 PST

Ever Been

Here...Everyday is Valentine's Day and I have nothing to show.Just holding pure girls while I hold a heart that was torn in two. Long ago.I'll never shake the feeling of you sharing my bed."...have I ...
Posted by Cette Ballerine [is cosmopolitan] on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 11:30:00 PST

March 25, 2006

I've been lying to someone and to myself. I've been lying to everyone actually, about everything. I am not strong. I don't know what love is anymore. I'm still hurting so much for my loses. ...
Posted by Cette Ballerine [is cosmopolitan] on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 05:15:00 PST

A Love Of My Life

its my sister's 29th birthday today. 29 years ago this coming evening a love of my life was born. the person best suited to say "i know you. i know what you're feeling and i love you no matter what yo...
Posted by Cette Ballerine [is cosmopolitan] on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 01:07:00 PST

We're Going To Miss Him

-this is mike. he always supported me. he was my friend.loveShaun...
Posted by Cette Ballerine [is cosmopolitan] on Mon, 28 May 2007 05:04:00 PST

The Fall Leaves

"...always" you said as, we're torn apartThe fever, returns as I watch them fall"Sorry..." you say but, it's much too lateThe season, is ending with your lust for meMuch like the trees(we go dormant)M...
Posted by Cette Ballerine [is cosmopolitan] on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:55:00 PST

To Bare Witness

To bare witness to such a waiveMy eyes widen and begin to flow along with the life from your woundsMy heart is breaking for youTo gape at such a masqueradeYour arms vacate and welcome my vulnerability...
Posted by Cette Ballerine [is cosmopolitan] on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 08:13:00 PST

She Said, I Replied

As a young boy, I could not understand fixating my every intent on someone else's hopes, dreams and needs.That concept seemed childish to a child."You'll understand when you're older..." she said."No,...
Posted by Cette Ballerine [is cosmopolitan] on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 05:26:00 PST

Maim

Your ennui,It finds comfort in your delusionsThis maim,It is pressing to my heart-i'm having trouble finshing some of my work lately. i've had some emotional distractions.loveShaun ...
Posted by Cette Ballerine [is cosmopolitan] on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 09:16:00 PST

Oh, Father

Oh, FatherHow I missed you the first day's of schoolAlways the beginning of the restless yearAnd the end of a fatherless summerOh, FatherHow I missed you the first time a lover broke me downAlways the...
Posted by Cette Ballerine [is cosmopolitan] on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:35:00 PST