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About Me

so yeah i guess this is me. well My name is John.... or Ryan... i really gont remember anymore it really depends on who you are. somtimes i think im just living a dream, i have a loving girlfriend, im really not sure what i woudl do without her. my interests can pretty much be place in too catagories. on one hand footbal. im a big Jets and ohio state fan by the way, and the other hand. im obsessed with paintball. im the captain of Columbus Mayhem, a Division three team, im hopeing to play a couple national level events this year. its all really exciting, my favorit pro team? well the boys in BEAT DOWN CITY sacromento XSV are my guys. big fan. and well thats pretty much me in a nut shell.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people i would like to meet? ummm yeah.... hmm ya know what i would really liek to meet my inner child that woudl be pretty cool but i bet he's a prick...... o well he takes after the best

My Blog

my share

somtimes i simply sit around and think why am i here?why do i do the things i do?why am i so god damn stupid?chasing things i'll never have i've learned alotand i've had my share of heart brake.my sha...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 14:19:00 GMT

LONELY

i am a lonely soul with no thought no bearings and no place to go im dazed in the light i cant find hope no matter were i look no matter were i go i've broken hearts and mended them i've pick people u...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 15:00:00 GMT

smoke

I feel the rushas i take in another breaththey say it will cause my deathits those times when i wish i was deafi spend most of my time alone and i sit and i weepsitting in my castle keep as the blood...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 14:57:00 GMT

its so bad i dont know even know why im posting this

somtimes i try, i try to cry but nolonger can i accomplish that for to many tears for to many yearssomday you just run out that day has come and gone, and i live in douptand i bout, with my emotions b...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 05:24:00 GMT

meaningless

im dieing nowyet nobody caresto the power i still bowa burdan everyone bares nothing feels rightnothing feels fineas i star into the night and yern to end the fight but to whoms delightwould my fall b...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 05:15:00 GMT